A Forbidden Lover

I cant even begin to describe how badly I just wanna hold him and keep him safe

There's something about having a man wrap himself around you, nuzzling into your shoulder right before going to sleep that'll make you fall more in love and want to hold him forever

Oh to be curled up on his chest in the comfortable darkness of his room, going on and on about pointless things until you hear him softly snoring beneath you. Sounds like the dream if you ask me

I wanna walk around with him in the winter. I wanna take his hand and show him every place that I couldn't in the summer, to show him the stunning sunset with oranges and reds glistening against the snow. I wanna wrap him up in the cheap blanket I brought and watch him nuzzle into me while still wrapped up in my sweatshirt with rosy cheeks right before I gently kiss his freezing cheek

I wish to go back to the ruins of an ancient house and hear you breathlessly say "I love you" as I watch your facial expressions go soft over an over again

Let's cuddle in the back seats of your car with soft rain pittering against the roof and distant thunder booming. Let's hold each other as our playlist softly plays before we kiss each other for the twentieth time in the last three minutes

Explore the woods with me. Let's get lost in miles upon miles of trees with nothing but the stunning wildlife and ourselves. Show me that beautiful smile as I tackle you to the dirt floor and cover you in kisses

I wanna hold his head in my hands as soft music plays, gently stroking his cheeks with my thumbs and just admiring him. For hes equally as stunning and precious as those statues in museums

Take the day and show me around your hometown, show me every secret nook and cranny there is. Let me embrace you and your town's beauty as we skip rocks and giggle over stupid things. Smile and live in the moment with me, just for the day

I miss being in love. I miss the safe feeling of cuddling up to him and the pure content I felt wherever we went together. I wanna hold someone again and plant soft kisses upon his cheek for the millionth time this hour, to rest my forehead against his and gaze into his eyes and feel so much raw love

Oh to lay your head in a boys lap while he pets your hair and reads you ancient love poetry