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EDIT: Could be from Thursday the 30th based on H's outfit but it's also very possible he just didn't pack much lol

January-February 2025 Zoom call

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11th of March 2025 K Art Deco, by Lana Del Rey

You're so Art Deco out on the floor Shining like gun metal, cold and unsure Baby, you're so ghetto, you're looking to score When they all say hello, you try to ignore them 'Cause you want more (Why?) You want more (Why?)

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1st-5th of April 2025 Hudcon quit their server jobs

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3rd of April 2025 💙 K DEATH ROLL, by Doechii

Speed the freeway when I need a breeze, ayy Wine and Chinese when I feel uneasy Fall to my knees, take a line, I needed a boost Stumble inside of the booth, mumbling none of the truth As sweat drips down my tits I contemplate, how'd it ever get like this? I contemplate, how'd I ever get [CUT] this rich or get this bag?

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7th of April 2025 H Have A Cigar, by Pink Floyd

Come in here, dear boy, have a cigar You're gonna go far, you're gonna fly high You're never gonna die You're gonna make it if you try They're gonna love you

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9th of April 2025 💛 H Perth, by Bon Iver

I'm tearing up Across your face Move dust through the light To fide your name It's something fane This is not a place Not yet awake

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11th of April 2025 💙 K Sunshine & Rain..., by Kali Uchiis

I do nothing in the dark 'cause I believe in karma (Ah-ah) When will I forgive my heart for always getting me in trouble? (Ah-ah-ah) God knows I play my part and always understands me So used to everyone misunderstanding Wish I didn't let my emotions run the way they ran me (Ah-ah) Gave you my heart to hold, will I end up empty-handed? (Ah-ah-ah) Riding through the storm brought me much-needed clarity I just had an epiphany

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20th of April 2025 🟦 C FUTURE BABY, by Die Antwoord

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21st of April 2025 HR starts filming

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24th of April 2025 💙 K Melting, by Kali Uchiis

Take one look at you You're heaven's incarnate What is this spell, baby? Please show some mercy Melting like an ice cream when you smile Melting, you're a [CUT] daydream Stay a while

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1st of May 2025 K Moonlight, by Kali Uchiis

I just wanna get high with my lover Veo una muñeca cuando miro en el espejo Kiss, kiss, looking dolly, I think I may go out tonight I just wanna ride, get high in the moonlight

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4th of May 2025 K visiting Toronto, movies and museum with H and C

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9th of May 2025 K Fade Into You, by Mazzie Star

I wanna hold the hand inside you I wanna take the breath that's true I look to you and I see nothing

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10th of May 2025 H So Hood, by Bullys Wit Fullys

You already know Bullys Wit Fullys is so hood Guce and Tay now we got Mess, the nigga so hood Pill Music got you sort of like some wet wet You in the club gang bangin' throwin' up ya set Me and Mess dog runnin' the game 600 back to back dog huggin' the lane Yeah this .50 Cal., make it worth ya while Everybody goin' dumb off a half of pound When I roll up, streets show love I just wanna be on the block with my thugs I just wanna sit in the drop on my dubs Open up the doors and turn the beat up, cause I'm from the ghetto baby, I'm from the hood When in my ghetto baby, I know I'm good

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18th of May 2025 K Sugar! Honey! Love!, by Kali Uchiis

Sugar, honey, love So sweet to me, so sweet to me Sugar, honey, love Step from the top, now, "One, two, three" Woop, there's another one, who could I ever trust? Here we go, woop, there's another one, who, tell me who can I trust?

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21st of May 2025 K Pink + White, by Frank Ocean

Nod my head, don't close my eyes Halfway on a slow move It's the same way you showed me If you could fly, then you'd feel south Up north's getting cold soon The way it is, we're on land So I'm someone to hold true Keep you cool when it's still alive Won't let you down when it's all ruin Just the same way you showed me, showed me

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26th of May 2025 K To Love, by Suki Waterhouse

But you told me right from the start I'm easy to love To love, to love, to love Ah-ah-ah To love, to love, to love Ah-ah-ah

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31st of May 2025 K Genesis, by Grimes

My heart, I never be, I never see, I never know Oh, heart, and then it falls, and then I fall, and then I know My heart, I never be, I never see, I never know Oh, heart, and then it falls, and then I fall, and then I know My

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4th of June 2025 💙 C Jessica, by Major Lazer and Ezra Koenig

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4th of June 2025 K 360, by Charli xcx

I went my own way and I made it I'm your favourite reference, baby Call me Gabbriette, you're so inspired Ah, ah I'm tectonic, moves, I make 'em Shock you like defibrillators No style? I can't relate I'll always be the one, ah Drop down, yeah Put the camera flash on So stylish Baby tee is all gone Drop down

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10th of June 2025 HR ends filming

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10th of June 2025 H Thank You For The Music, by ABBA

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11th of June 2025 💙 C Girls Just Want To Have Fun, by Cyndi Lauper

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12th of June 2025 - 12:52PM PDT 🟨 H photodump no song

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12th of June 2025 - 2:58PM PDT 💙 K Suki Waterhouse - On Your Thumb

[The guilt wouldn't] really help Because of who you are I feel like I'm falling forwards 'Cause I just can't have enough of a good time But I'm stuck on your thumb Because of who you are I feel like I'm falling forwards Well, I just can't have enough of a good timе I just can't have [enough till you're all minе]

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17th of June 2025 H Song Of The Seasons, by Crazy Horse and Neil Young

Lookin' through this clear vinyl window At the city and its lights Maskеd people are walkin' еverywhere It's humanity in my sights

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22nd of June 2025 🟦 C Малыш (Baby), by IC3PEAK

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22nd of June 2025 🟨 H My Iron Lung, by Radiohead

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28th of June 2025 K Miss Hibiscus, by War & Peace Party

In the spring time rain Is where my love is found Miss Hibiscus you know I need you around Ruby red

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8th of July 2025 - 8:34PM PDT 🟨 H 2 seater, by Montell Fish & dj gummy bear

She said she love me She'll never leave me And that she want me It's evil I'm with the demons Two seater Believe me You better believe 'fore it's too late She say that she quiet We was vibin' For a night We was tired Hella silent She said she love me 'Til she don't love mе And then she done [CUT] with me

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27th of July 2025 💙 C Point Of Some Return, by Beau Wanzer, Borez, Rezzett

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3rd of August 2025 💙 K I'll Take Care Of You (feat. Yebba), by Tyler, The Creator

ain't never been no lame ('Nough is enough, boy) Ruck and get stuffed, boy Luck is a must, boy I'll take care— I'll take care of you 'Nough is enough, boy Ruck and get stuffed, boy Luck is a must, boy Knuck if you buck, boy 'Nough is enough, boy (Knuck if you buck, boy)

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14th of August 2025 🟨 H Bleach by $uicideboy$

Yeah, I reject almost everything 'bout this new world I reject all the people inside (Fuck 'em) They can run, they can hide They can swim, they can fly But I'll hunt 'em day and night For the rest of my life just to watch 'em die Then shed tears like a crocodile All the while my choppa smiles Bite the bullet, that's not my style Belly full of lead and stomach bile You thought that your life would be worthwhile Just another fucking rank-and-file (Bitch) First came school, then you got a job Now your fucking bitch is walking down the aisle Safe neighborhood for the domicile Redoing the kitchen, picking out new tiles (Ayy) Don't touch that [CUT] fucking dial (Ayy)

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16th of August 2025 K My Fun, by Suki Waterhouse

everything but the Outro

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29th of August 2025 💙 C Talking Bout My Baby, by Fatboy Slim

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1st-15th? of September 2025 Hudcon in Vancouver + tattoo

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5th of September 2025 💙 K Dragonfly, by Fleetwood Mac

instrumental part only (beginning of the song)

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11th of September 2025 H+C Whole Wide World, by Wreckless Eric

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16th of September 2025 H It's Okay To Care by PLEXØS

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17th of September 2025 C My Heart Goes Bang (Get Me To The Doctor), by Dead or Alive

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26th of September 2025 💙 K Dark Beach, by Pastel Ghost

Laying on a dark beach Pulsing waves cover me Flowers bloom on the sea Silver sand underneath

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27th of September 2025 💙 K Wicked Game, by Martin Winch

instrumental part only (beginning of the song)

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13th of October 2025 - 6:36AM PDT 💛 H Sandman, by A$AP Rocky

uh, Eastside Steevie My mind like George Lucas (Yeah), I think like Stanley Kubrick (Uh) House full of eucalyptus, that boy straight mucus (Yeah) So, let's get straight to it, my chain is this humongous (Yeah) Permanent bling my tooth is, yeah, I'm a strange human (Uh)

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13th of October 2025 - 9:18AM PDT K Eggshellz, by Wes Parker

instrumental part only (end of the song)

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20th of October 2025 💙 K Love Between..., by Kali Uchiis

Love between two human beings Can be so wonderful, wonderful (In love) Love between two human beings Can be so wonderful Where would you like to spend eternity? (Ah-ah-ah) If I bring you into my world, you'll never wanna leave If you take away my air, how am I supposed to breathe? Tell me, why would we be here if this ain't meant to be? You know where to find me (You know where to find me) Go on and call my number, I'll pick up Yes, I will, oh, I will Love between two human beings Can be so wonderful, wonderful Love between two human beings Can be so wonderful

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22nd of October 2025 💙 K Cherry, by King Princess

Ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-cherry I don't think you got feelings You'd sell your heart for some earrings You told my mom I love cocaine Then you lost my shirt on the 4 train

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27th of October 2025 - 2:15PM PDT 💛 H I Want Someone Badly (feat. Jeff Buckley), by Shudder To Think

Now I-I-I want someone badly (wah-oop) To burn-n-n in here with me You better listen baby 'Cause I, I cry-y all over madly (wah-oop)

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28th of October 2025 - 3:57PM PDT K Roseblood, by Mazzy Star

Everyday you can see Changes in her hair and smile I can wait a million days While her smile [CUT]

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2nd of November 2025 C Paper Planes, by M.I.A.

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3rd of November 2025 🟦 C Vespers, by Model/Actriz

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3rd of November 2025 💛 H The Walking Dead, by Scarlxrd

You gon' be a dead man walking (Yah) You gon' be a dead man walking (Fuck) You gon' be a dead man walking (Fuck) You gon' be a dead man walking (Yah) You gon' be a dead man walking (You gon' what?) You gon' be a dead man walking (You gon' what?) You gon' be a dead man walking You gon' be a dead man walking

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7th of November 2025 💙 K Kiss, by Lil Peep

One more chance, baby, give me a kiss You got one more chance at a night like this You could hold my hand in the back of the whip But saw the plug at the club came back with a brick One more chance, baby, give me a kiss You got one more chance at a night like this You could hold my hand in the back of the whip But saw the plug at the club came back with a brick And that is real shit (Real), we keep it real, bitch (Real) I'm a goth boy

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9th of November 2025 💙 K Pixelated Kisses, Joji

Pixelated kisses got me goin' insane Replicate this moment from a million miles away Waiting for the signal, baby, never make a sound If you never hear from me, all the satellites are down Yeah, they're all fuckin' down Falling through the atmosphere right now Baby, are you really down? Baby, are you really down?

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15th of November 2025 K I've been waiting for you, by excape & bre beats

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17th-22nd of November 2025 Hudcon in Vancouver or LA?

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20th of November 2025 💙 C Call Me, by ELOI

Take my hand, I'll make you children Yeah, I'm not even scared Both knees on the ground I give you everything except the minimum On my ass, your name in capital letters Your phone number I want to do school from a distance You correct me if I make mistakes When I grow up, I'll make you children When I grow up, I'll make you children When I grow up, I'll make you children When I grow up, I'll make you children Give me your hand, I do everything with it Twice, ten times, no cigarettes You're a bit too high up Together we'll never be on time Promise I'll be quiet, you're the one who talks In a fight, you're the one who wins I deserve it if I make mistakes I deserve it if I make mistakes But anyway, I'm not even scared Yeah, I'm not even scared Yeah, I'm not even scared No, I'm not even scared

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20th of November 2025 C (TikTok) Yang Yang, by Anika

Yang Yang's born with phone cord 'round his neck Yang Yang never fails to stick to his kick I want you, I want you, you're making me sick But Yang Yang The chord's never long enough to reach your mommy's kick

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23rd of November 2025 Montréal Premiere

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24th-26th of November 2025 Toronto Premiere + events

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25th of November 2025 💙 C Nessuno Mi Può Giudicare (Nobody can judge me), by Caterina Caselli

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27th-30th of November 2025 Hudcon in Vancouver?

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29th of November 2025 - 12:33PM PDT 💛 H I Will Follow Him, by Peggy March

I love him, I love him, I love him And where he goes I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow He'll always be my true love, my true love, my true love From now until forever, forever, forever I will follow him Follow him, wherever he may go There isn't an ocean too deep A mountain so high it can keep, keep me away

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29th of November 2025 - 3:36PM PDT K Sunburn, by Dominic Fike

Hold on, misdemeanor Can you slow down? Down Slow down, you misdemeanor Can you hold out? Out Same shit, but different days where I'm from Bitches droppin' like old ladies and such

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4th of December 2025 💙 C Bela Lugosi's Dead (Official Version), by Bauhaus

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9th-18th of December 2025 Hudcon in LA

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9th of December 2025 C On Melancholy Hill, by Gorillaz

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10th of December 2025 K Dream Woman, by Suki Waterhouse

Stay Stay, baby, stay Stay Stay, baby, stay Say that you love me the best Say that you want me

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11th of December 2025 ELLE The Actors Awards

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12th of December 2025 C Until The Morning, by MPH

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15th of December 2025 K You Got Time And I Got Money, by Smerz

put your hands around my body I am yours and your only You got time and I got money Put your hands around me

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19th of December 2025 🟦 C All The Things She Said, by t.A.T.u.

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21st of December 2025 K Sanctuary, Joji

If you've been waitin' for fallin' in love Babe, you don't have to wait on me 'Cause I've been aimin' for Heaven above But an angel ain't what I need Hold me oh so close 'Cause you never know Just how long our lives [CUT] will be

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18th of December 2025 DM doxxes K

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22nd of December 2025 C Nocturnal Me, by Echo & the Bunnymen

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23rd of December 2025 C Do You Wanna Touch Me? (Oh Yeah!), by Gary Glitter

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29th of December 2025 - 4th of January 2026 HudCon in Vancouver

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1st of January 2026 H All This Change, by bakker

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2nd of January 2026 H Unravel, by Ellisa Sun

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4th of January 2026 H black out, by Kids don't smoke

I'm guessing she gave up on me ('Cause I, 'cause I) 'Cause I've been drinking 'til it's dark out Drinking 'til I black out Didn't really stick to the plan And now we fucked, and I'm fucked And it got out of hand I know she has all these plans For her to leave me, deceive me, and cheat me Defeat me, to tease me, and [CUT] treat me

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5th of January 2026 K readysetgo (feat. Grey Dugan), by camille blackman

You don't got to take my, you don't got to waste my precious time Save it for a face that holds you by your waist when you start crying You don't got to take my, you don't got to waste my precious time

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7th of January 2026 K Brooklyn Baby, by Lana Del Rey

Well, my boyfriend's in a band He plays guitar while I sing Lou Reed I've got feathers in my hair I get down to Beat poetry And my jazz collection's rare I can play most anything I'm a Brooklyn baby

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8th of January 2026 C Oblivion, by Grimes

I never walk about after dark It's my point of view 'Cause someone could break your neck Coming up behind you Always running and you'd never have a clue I never look behind all the time I will wait forever Always looking straight Thinking, counting all the hours you wait See you on a dark night (La-la-la-la-la) See you on a dark night See you on a dark night (La-la-la-la-la) See you on a dark night And no, I'm not a jerk I would ask if you could help me out It's hard to understand 'Cause when you're running by yourself It's hard to find someone to hold your hand You know it's good to be tough like me

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9th-11th of January Hudcon in LA

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11th of January 2026 HudCon at Golden Globes

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13th of January 2026 💙 C 27a Pitfield St, by Bassvictim

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15th-20th? of January 2026 HudMilan

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18th of January 2026 H HELICOPTER, by A$AP Rocky

I ride around in an all-pink Mercedes, the pussy whip Like Killa Cam, my braids lookin' like I could be Jim They lookin' around like, "That could be them" Lot of opps is around and you could be them If we talkin' 'bout pockets, you know mine fat If we talkin' your chances, they could be thin And I'm knockin' at the door like, "Let me in" Who get more pussy than a lesbian? Hangin' from the helicopter, Spider-Man Take my white tee off, spin it like a helicopter Take my wife beat' off, spin it like a helicopter Fuck with young Pretty Flacko, I Petey pop you (Yeah) Fuckin' with that Pretty Flacko,

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20th of January 2026 - 6:09AM PDT H Salvatore, by Lana Del Rey

Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Cacciatore Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Limousines Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah Ciao, amore Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah

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20th of January 2026 - 12:23PM PDT K The Party, by Portraits of Tracy

You'd always come to the party To pluck the feathers off all the birds You'd always come to the [CUT] party

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24th-26th of January 2026 Hudcon in Venice

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26th-27th of January 2026 C in Paris. Hudcon in Paris?

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29th of January 2026 💙 C Sexistential, by Robyn

So I was about to go have a kid on my own And then my doctor said, "Now, Robyn, who would be your dream donor?" Well, Adam Driver always did kinda give me a boner She like, "Yeah, wasn't he great in Don't Mess With The Zohan?" I-I-I-I li— I like to go out Wear something nice

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31st of January 2026 Ice cream video 1

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2nd-6th of February 2026 Hudcon in Vancouver or LA?

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10th-16th of February 2026 H in NYC

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11th of February 2026 💙 K Cherry Flavoured, by The Neighbourhood

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14th of February 2026 H Valentine's story

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14th of February 2026 K I Wish You Roses, by Kali Uchis

Ooh, never thought I would be without you I wish you love, I wish you well I wish you roses while you can still smell 'em With pretty flowers can come the bee sting (Ooh, never thought I would be without you) But I wish you love, I wish you well I wish you roses while you can still smell 'em I was a rose

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18th of February - 11th of March 2026 H in Victoria for Yaga

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26th-28th of February 2026 Hudcon in NYC

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3rd of March 2026 - 8:16AM PDT 💙 C Cccan't You See, by Vicious Pink

Baby please, can't you see Back in your arms is where I want to be Baby please, answer me Back in your arms is where I want to be (C-c-can't you see, want to, want to be) (C-c-can't you see, want to, want to be) I know, things started going wrong And yet, my loves goes on and on I think, that we can make it work Ignore, all of those things you've heard Baby please, can't you see Back in your arms is where I want to be Baby please, answer me Back in your arms is where I want to be (C-c-can't you see, want to, want to be) (C-c-can't you see, want to, want to be) (Can't you, broke up, you went?) (Can't you, broke up, you went?) (Can't you, broke up, you went?) (Can't you, broke up, you went?)

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3rd of March 2026 - 8:14PM PDT 💙 K theclubrock, by Benny Bellson

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7th of March 2026 H in Paris. Hudcon in Paris?

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9th of March 2026 H Party and Bullshit, by The Notorious B.I.G.

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9th of March 2026 H Shake Senora (feat. T-Pain, Sean Paul), Pitbull

Brra-dong, ba-dong-ba-dong-bong Shake, shake, shake, senora, shake it left and right Work, work, work senora, right into my ride (Eeeeeeeyoooooo) Miami's in the house without a doubt (Yeah) I'm the chico in the club that they yell about I'm from the city where the women all real Bodies are great, but they body parts fake (Haha) Dilly-dally, I run for your mami (Yeah) And that ass is off the chain (Haha)

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12th of March 2026 💙 K Angel Grove, by $uicideboy$

From up and out the snake pit, them 7th Ward slums, I can't escape it I can smell the lies on their tongue, ooh, how them snakes hiss New Orleans dope boys since them hurricane waves hit But now the sun is coming up, time to clock out the grave shift SPT hammerhead, eyes Fuji apple red Stubborn motherfucker, always making sure that the cattle fed Never looking back, nowadays, I always glance ahead

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12th-22nd of March 2026 Hudcon in LA

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16th of March 2026 Oscars etc.

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19th of March 2026 H Movies, by Weyes Blood

I wanna be in my own movie I wanna be I wanna be the star of mine Of my own, my own

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3rd-7th of April 2026 Hudcon in NYC?

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7th of April 2026 K Hula Girl, by The Neighbourhood

Saw you dancin' on my dash Last memory that I have (Oh, yeah) Reachin' for you, a light flashed That must've been when I crashed

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10th of April 2026 💙 K Frame Of Reference, by Drug Store Romeo

Your frame of reference has changed In such subtle ways I'm the best course,

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15th of April 2026 H she want, by campthehills

I think I'm losing it She want an astronaut to talk about and take her on a trip She wanna talk it out, I'm walkin' out I'm done with all this shit She want, she want, she wants another hit She want, she want, she wants another hit

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15th of April 2026 H PINKY UP, by KATSEYE

Us against the world, shaking ass in the parking lot If we get arrested, haha, baby, laugh it off I love you, you love me, we batshit, oui, oui And I'd kill 'em for you if it got that deep Fancy is a frequency A mind of delusion, philosophy I kinda [know nothing, just like Socrates]

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16th-19th of April 2026 Hudcon in NYC?

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18th of April 2026 C I Would Die 4 U, by Prince & The Revolution

I'm not your lover, I'm not your friend I am something that you'll never comprehend No need to worry, no need to cry I'm your Messiah, and you're the reason why, 'cause You, I would die for you, yeah Darling, if you want me to You, I would die for you, woo! Uh! Chika chika, chika oh! You're just a sinner, I am told Be your fire when you're cold Make you happy when you're sad Make you good when you are bad I'm not a human, I'm a dove I'm your conscience, I am love All I really need is to know that you believe (Chorus repeats)

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30th of April 2026 K BEAT UP CHANEL$, by Slayyyter

Sex, money, drugs, chains on my chest, vintage Celine Diamond grills, champagne bottles, I get for free I want sex, money, bitches, and the stickiest weed Fuck him, go into his closet, steal some of his Supreme I want beat-up Chanels, I want new personnel I wanna dye my hair every pretty shade of pastel I want nasty afterparties, banged up at the motel I want beat-up Chanels, I want something for real

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2nd-5th of May 2026 Hudcon in NYC

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4th of May 2026 MET Gala

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5th of May 2026 H Woo, by Rihanna

Woo Woo, woo, yeah Woo, woo, yeah Aw, yeah, aw, yeah, aw, yeah I bet she could never make you cry 'Cause the scars on your heart are still mine

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5th of May 2026 C Dance, by ESG

Well, I went to a bar And I wanted to dance All night So I swivelled my hips And I shook them all down To the ground I want to dance Dance Well, you swivel your hips And you shake them all down To the ground I want to dance Dance

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7th of May 2026 💙 C Sopratutto, by Nicolini

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11th-14th of May 2026 H in LA

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15th-21st of May 2026 H in Vancouver

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15th of May 2026 H Wanna Be Startin' Somethin', by Michael Jackson

I said you wanna be startin' somethin' You got to be startin' somethin' It's too high to get over (Yeah, yeah) You're too low to get under (Yeah, yeah) You're stuck in the middle (Yeah, yeah) And the pain is thunder (Yeah, yeah) It's too high to get over (Yeah, yeah) You're too low to get under (Yeah, yeah) You're stuck in the middle (Yeah, yeah) And the pain is thunder (Yeah, yeah) You love to pretend that [CUT] you're good

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20th of May 2026 H Harvest Moon, by Neil Young

Because I'm still in love with you I want to see you dance again Because I'm still in love with you On this harvest moon

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21st of May 2026 H If You Really Love Nothing, by Interpol

If you really love nothing Do we wait in silent glory? If you really love nothing What part of betrayal do you wish to deny?

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22nd-26st of May 2026 Hudcon in Atlanta?

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25th of May 2026 K The Next Best American Record, by Lana Del Rey

Whatever's on tonight, I just wanna party with you Topanga's hot tonight, I'm taking off my bathing suit You make me feel like There's something that I never knew I wanted

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30th of May - 4th of June 2026 H in Toronto

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31st of May 2026 CSA

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31st of May 2026 H CRANK, by Slayyyter

He wanna fuck Slayyyter, Richard, we should link later Get to my hotel and suck him off in the elevator Saint Laurent jacket on the ground, I'm a money maker I spill the salt shaker, buckle bunny, bad behavior Bitch, I'm on junkie time, drop dimes, big truck Crank up (1:43) Sublime, that's right, that's right, that's what I fuckin' like Can't say no sentences right My eyes go blind, my mind is fine, it's uh, alright, alright, alright Crank it, uh I stay straight, I stay bad, I keep my finger on the trigger I'm so bad, my hoes bad, if I get drunk, might have to ring her She pick up, then we fuck, I get so gay off that tequila I need some dick for Tuesday, let me go put out some feelers

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3rd of June 2026 H Do It To It (feat. Sean P), by Cherish

If this your song tonight, then it's on tonight Bounce wit' it, drop wit' it, lean wit' it, rock wit' it, snap wit' it (Oh) All my ladies, pop your backs wit' it Do it, do it, do it, do it (Do it, do it) You know the world be rockin' to it, to it (To it, to it) So do it, do it, do it to it (Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy; Do it to it, oh-oh) Bounce wit' it, drop wit' it, lean wit' it, rock wit' it, snap wit' it All my fellas, tip your hats wit' it Do it, do it, do it, do it (Do it, do it) You know the world be rockin' to it, to it (Rockin' to it, to it) So do it, do it, do it to it (Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy; So do it to it, oh) What's up, cu-cuz? (What's up, cu-cuz?) What's up, fo-folk? (What's up, fo-folk?) I lean

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5th-10th of June 2026 Hudcon in Atlanta?

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10th-13th of June 2026 H in Vancouver

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13th of June 2026 K The Feeling, by Steve Lacy

Staring at your pictures, wishing that I was with you Drunker than a bitch, sure'd be nice to kiss you I could let it go, but I'm not a quitter I can't let you go, I'm in love with you (I can't let you go) Sending all the signals, pay me some attention Fuck it, I'ma call you, I'ma tell you I been hurting Kept it to myself 'cause I ain't wanna be a burden This ain't gonna heal, if we don't make a deal Why the fuck you gotta test my patience? Mhm

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14th-18th of June 2026 H in LA

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18th of June 2026 K I Get Drunk (I Want You Boy), by Suki Waterhouse

Ooh, fuck it (Fuck it) Let me tell you what it feels like (Tell me how it is) When I get drunk, I want you, boy Don't matter how you treat me so bad Ooh, I love it (I love it) 'Cause you don't wanna play nice (Tell me how it is) So when I get drunk, I want you, boy Don't matter how you treat me so bad Ooh, take me by the hand

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19th-21st of June 2026 Hudcon in NYC?

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22nd-23rd of June 2026 C in Paris

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24th-25th of June 2026 C in Berlin

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26th-? of June 2026 C in London

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27th of June - 1st of July 2026 H in NYC

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4th of July 2026 C in LA

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5th-6th of July 2026 Hudcon in Vancouver?

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7th-16th 2026 Hudson in Paris

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8th of July 2026 K Liquor Store Roses, by Odessa A'zion

And believe me, it's not easy Moving on and letting go, so please just Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear you, talking gets in the way too much Don't wanna be near you, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up

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9th of July 2026 H Corsa Notturna, by Johan Lenox

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UNARCHIVED 8th of July 2025 H 2 seater, by Montell Fish & dj gummy bear

She said she love me She'll never leave me And that she want me It's evil I'm with the demons Two seater Believe me You better believe 'fore it's too late She say that she quiet We was vibin' For a night We was tired Hella silent She said she love me 'Til she don't love me And then she done [CUT] with me

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13th of July 2026 C in LA

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16th-? of July 2026 C in Berlin?

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16th of July 2026 H Parisienne Walkways by Gary Moore and Phil Lynott

I remember Paris in '49 The Champs-Élysées, Saint Michelle and old Beaujolais wine And I recall that you were mine

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16th-19th of July 2026 H in Greece

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19th-22nd? of July 2026 H in London

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22nd of July 2026 K Spazzatura (Trash), by Celia Babini

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22nd of July 2026 H La Vida Es Un Carnaval by Celia Cruz

Anyone thinking that like is unfair Needs to know that's not the case that life is beautiful, you must live it Anyone thinking he's alone and that that's bad Needs to know that's not the case that in life no one is alone, there is always someone Ay, there's no need to cry, because life is a carnival It's more beautiful to live singing Oh, Ay, there's no need to cry For life is a carnival

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22nd of July 2026 H ..FEISTY, by Fred Again..,BIA

How I'm lookin' with no makeup on Look at how I'm lookin' with no makeup on No stylist, I don't do repeats I got money, bitch, I'm knee-deep All hunnids,

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22nd of July 2026 H Wicked Game, by Chris Isaak

The world was on fire, and no one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do

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22nd of July 2026 H Alter Ego by Doechii & JT

Nah-nah, nah-nah-nah-nah These hoes ain't fazin' me, fazin' me Nah-nah, nah-nah-nah-boo-boo Bitch, you dead to me, dead to me, rah (Altеr ego) Dead to me, rah (Altеr ego, alter ego) Dead to me, rah Nah-nah, nah-nah-nah-nah These hoes ain't fazin' me, fazin' me Nah-nah, nah-nah-nah-

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23rd-26/27th of July 2026 H in SK

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27th of July 2026 C in Toronto

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28th of July 2026 Hudcon in Toronto

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28th of July 2026 9:25PM PDT K ICEY.., by BIA and Fred Again

Nicey, nicey, I'm so icy He wanna— He wanna light it up so brightly Kick game, kick game, like me, like me Mans outside in Crocs in shambles Soon as they send their bread I, ah No mileage, I don't do repeats I got money, bitch, I'm knee-deep All hunnids, all hunnids, all hunnids drippin' in CC No mileage, I don't do repeats I got money

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29th of July 2026 K UNKNOWN LOVERZ, by Slayyyter

Hold me close, let me know Wear his clothes, whisper in my ear Hold me close, let me know Wear his clothes, whisper in my ear

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30th of July 2026 H Run Tha Streetz, by 2Pac

I came up hungry, just a lil nigga tryna make it I only got one chance so I gotta take it You never know when it's all gonna happen The rappin' or the drugs But until then give me love and let me run the streets You can run the streets with your thugs I'll be waitin' for you Until you get through, I'll be waitin' You can run the streets with your thugs I'll be waitin' for you Until you get through, I'll be be waitin' Let a nigga run the streets, boo Page me, hahah, I'll call you back Just let me hang with my niggas Why you actin' like that Michel'le, ha? You know nigga wanna kick it with his homeboys and shit

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The end?

HOLY SHIT @shinycrestmancer what an insane effort😭😭😭 Thank you so fucking muchhh❤️❤️❤️

Can we talk about how H stopped liking K's posts in November(!!!) and started back up again but sporadically immediately before the hard launch in February??? The PR is PRing, huh?🫠

[OKAYYY GOOD MORNING I WORKED ON THIS FOR 2 DAYS☀️🥹]

Oh this is such a gargantuan undertaking but I'll do my best!

Let's go in reverse chronological order for posts:

July 22 (12.02PM KST) - La Vida Es Un Carnaval by Celia Cruz

All those who believe life is always cruel / need to know that's not the case / That in life there are bad moments and everything passes! / All those who believe that this will never change / need to know that's not the case / ... / For those that always complain (out with them!) / For those that live sinning (out with them!) / For those who wield weapons (out with them!) / For those that wage war (out with them!) / For those that infect us (out with them!)

I think it's possible that this was part of the "we're having the time of our life in Greece!!1!" push but I'll also say that "carnaval" can kinda sorta be translated as "circus" too🫠

July 16 (12.51PM EET) - song not embedded but quoted from Parisienne Walkways by Gary Moore and Phil Lynott

I remember Paris in ‘49 The Champs-Élysées, Saint Michelle and old Beaujolais wine And I recall that you were mine

It's interesting to me that he did NOT add this song but posted the lyrics. Suggests to me that he didn't want it confused that he meant what he meant with the song he chose. And I think it sounds like he is talking about his relationship with K being in the past tense. Lost "love". I think we need to talk about him unarchiving the post from over a year ago that had C's "dats ma baby" comment about 4 days before this post. Past tense vs. present tense. You "were" mine vs. dat"s" ma baby. Actually let's have that one next here (out of order but relevant!!!):

July 8, 2025 (8.34PM PT) - 2 seater by Montell Fish & dj gummy bear

She said she love me / She'll never leave me / And that she want me / It's evil / I'm with the demons / ... / She said she love me / 'Til she don't love mе / And then she done with mе / Only / Fucking lonely / Baby, I'm done with this / No more / No more / Cannot deal with this / For sure / On a new thing / Onto new things / Woke up / I don't wanna do any wrong / Feel like stuffs going wrong

I mean... I'm not positive why he chose it originally last year [verrry possible that they were in their toxic off cycle then] but him unarchiving it in the middle of the Paris trip is verrry interesting isn't it? I don't even have to commentate as to what the lyrics because there are no metaphors lol it's preeetty clear🥲

July 9 (7PM CET) - Corsa Notturna by Johan Lenox as part of The Plague Original Motion Picture Score

It should be noted that the post originally didn't have music. It was added after at least several hours. And there are no lyrics but the synopsis for the movie (that he had recommended about 1.5 months prior) is: Adolescence can be scary, especially if you struggle to fit in with your peers. It can be a time of intense pressure and confusion, as you inch toward your adulthood and all its complications. With it comes the burden to prove yourself through the defined constructs of gender and sexuality. “The Plague” (2025), written and directed by Charlie Polinger, tells the story of a tween, born out of similar fears, trying to flourish in a new environment with same-age peers, while struggling to cope with the pressures that come with that experience.

June 3 (4.58PM ET) - Do It to It by Cherish ft. Sean P

(Yeah, A-Town, yeah) / ... / No need to ask where I'm from, you already know / I represent the "A" from my head to my toes

Yes, "Do It to It" as in "yeahhh I did it"... but also VERY clearly about ATLANTA that he was on his way to in a few days. And who was in ATL then again?😇😇😇

May 5 (6.19PM ET) - Woo by Rihanna

I am too traumatized to discuss this one.

March 19 (9.56AM PT) - Movies by Weyes Blood

This is how it feels to be in love / This is life from above / There's no books anymore / I'm bound to that summer / Big box office hit / Making love to a counterfeit

I'll be honest it's verrry possible he chose this one because of the name but it is interesting that it kinda sorta reflects him seeing his life from outside his own body. Maybe? Too abstract for me lol

ALSO! Important that this (contractually obligated) post was shared daaays after the event. Almost as if he was negotiating about something? Also happened with the CSAs post.....

March 9 (9.48PM PT) - Party and Bullshit by The Notorious B.I.G.

I really think this one is what it says on the tin lol he partied and bullshat

January 20 (3.09PM CET) - Salvatore by Lana Del Rey

The summer's wild and I've been waiting for you all this time / I adore you, can't you see you're meant for me? / The summer's hot, but I've been cold without you / ... / Now it's time to eat soft ice cream

I'll say the Italian references are probably why he chose this one but the ice cream ref 5 days before the OG ice cream hostage situation feels diabolical lol

January 18 (5.59PM CET) - HELICOPTER by A$AP Rocky

I don't really have commentary on the lyrics but I'll say the song apparently came out 6 days before H posted it so it gives you an idea of how big of a fan he is and why he'd buy tix waaay in advance for the Canada Day concert...

January 4 (4.06PM PT) - black out by Kids don't smoke

'Cause I've been drinking 'til it's dark out / Drinking 'til I black out / Didn't really stick to the plan / And now we fucked, and I'm fucked / And it got out of hand / I know she has all these plans / For her to leave me, deceive mе, and cheat me / Defеat me, to tease me, and treat me / Like she doesn't need me / She told me not to tie it down / Move to the city, stick to the plan / Should've left three whiles ago / I just wanted things to go slow

This one is honestly kinda insane to me and I never really saw anyone talking about it before? I knowww it's very possible that he chose it because of the band's name BUT I'll say one of the reasons I was an NYE truther for the longest time was this post lol

(Also maybe unrelated, but I feel like the reason H posted this out of nowhere in the first place is because we were expecting the boys to show up at the Critics Choice Awards when it was figured out that F was there and there was like maybe less than an hour where everyone was looking at multiple sources trying to figure out if they would be there when H posted and we were like "...oh". ALL THIS TO SAY, I feel like it's possible H posted something when he saw us spiraling to be like "pls calm down yall me and my baby boy are still in van enjoying each other before we have to go on a never-ending press tour that will keep us apart for a while🥺")

January 2 (9.40PM PT) - Unravel by Ellisa Sun

Bring me back to life / Oh, spring me anew / Oh, it's beginning to unravel me and you / ... / Call me down, call me down from planet earth / Wake me up oh shake off my nerves / Oh then push me to sea / I can feel feel feel the sand on my skin / You’re without I’m within / Where you’ve gone I’ve been / ... / It’s an uphill climb, this heart of mine / Feel like I’m two steps from tumbling down / Got both feet off the ground / All black and blue

Did H choose this? Or was it Timid?😅 In any case, it's an interesting choice exploring breaking down walls into new love... and did yall know that the Timid shoot was done in the morning of the HiTops night?🫠

November 29 (12.33PM PT) - I Will Follow Him by Peggy March

I will follow him / Follow him, wherever he may go / There isn't an ocean too deep / A mountain so high it can keep me away / I must follow him / Ever since he touched my hand I knew / That near him I always must be / And nothing can keep him from me / He is my destiny / I love him, I love him, I love him / And where he goes I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow / He'll always be my true love, my true love, my true love / From now until forever, forever, forever

Genuinely what the fuck, Hudson?😭😭😭 In my headcanon, this is potentially a couple days after the boys got together and this insane post by H literally serves as a love letter to C and a love confession to the world🥹 Not much to say that H didn't say with his song choice🥲

November 3 (1.14PM PT) - Yoko Loko - The Walking Dead by Scarlxrd

I'll confidently say this was just about playing a zombie lol

October 27 (2.15PM PT) - I Want Someone Badly by Shudder to Think

Now I want someone badly / Got a girl here tonight / Wants someone new / Someone new / A little cry wants someone badly / I wanna know if this is a bad lease on me / I wanna know / Am I sure that I heard you right / I wanna know / If you're leaving, just do it tonight / Now I want someone badly / To burn in here with me / You better listen, baby / 'Cause I, I cry all over madly (cry) / Don't do anything, do it with me / Ooh, I want to know (I wanna know) / Am I sure that I have your love / I wanna know (I wanna know) / If you're leaving, just make sure it's right / Now I, I want someone badly / Well, could it be true / That someone is you

It's possible this was a song that was played at the wedding he went to but I genuinely think this was also about H stewinggg in his feelings for C for months at that point and he wanted him badly🙃

October 12 (6.36PM PT) - Sandman by A$AP Rocky

I really don't know how to comment on rap songs😭😭😭

September 16 (archived) - It's Okay To Care by PLEXØS

This is an instrumental one so I'm not sure make of it sonically but if anyone would like to jump in, please do!

EDIT: VERY IMPORTANT ADDITION BY @ramblingblingblings

Fun fact: It's Okay To Care by PLEXØS is super niche song/artist but guess who has liked it on Soundcloud? TZAR DOMYNIK, ofc. My headcanon is that C played it to H during the September visit.

September 11 (archived) - Whole Wide World by Wreckless Eric

When I was a young boy / My mama said to me / "There's only one girl in the world for you / And she probably lives in Tahiti" / I'd go the whole wide world / I'd go the whole wide world just to find her / Or maybe she's in the Bahamas / Where the Carribean sea is blue / Weeping in a tropical moonlit night / Because nobody's told her 'bout you / ... / Why am I hanging around in the rain out here / Trying to pick up a girl? / Why are my eyes filling up with these lonely tears / When there're girls all over the world? / Is she lying on a tropical beach somewhere / Underneath the tropical sun? / Pining away in a heatwave there / Hoping that I won't be long / I should be lying on that sun-soaked beach with her / Caressing her warm brown skin / And then in a year or maybe not quite / We'll be sharing the same next of kin

We've talked a bit about this before but another truly insane entry from Loverboys 3000 and 4000🫠 They didn't have to go the whole wide world to find each other as they were fortunately separated by $300 and 2 odd hours only❤️

August 14 (4.29PM PT) - Bleach by $uicideboy$

Stop telling me what to think (Assumptions, assumptions, assumptions) / Stop telling me what to think, to think / Stop, stop telling me, stop telling what to think / (Assumptions always being that) / Stop, stop telling me what to think (Stop)

I'm hesitant to assign meaning to rap songs but this part stood out to me... maybe about Someone telling him what to think about Something? Maybe it's pushing it lol but you never know!😅

June 17, 2025 (10.52AM PT) - Song Of The Seasons by Crazy Horse and Neil Young

Song of the seasons coming through me now / Like the wind in your hair / We're so together in the way that we feel / That we could wind up anywhere / ... / From over there I see you wavin' at me / I feel the lightness in your step / I see the flicker of your loving eyes / In the stories our love has kept

I'll say that Neil Young is apparently a very famous-in-Canada folk singer and his songs are widely known by most Canadians. So it is possible he chose it primarily because of that (we'll come to this later) but it's also a song about enduring love in the face of physical separation. Relevant, no?🥹

May 10, 2025 (6.38PM ET) - So Hood by Bullys Wit Fullys

I really don't know how to comment on rap songs again😭😭😭

April 9, 2025 (5.42PM PT) - Perth by Bon Iver

I'm not positive any of the lyrics are related but I thought this👇🏼 was interesting:

Bon Iver's song "Perth" is an emotional tribute tied to grief, an awakening, and a conceptual representation of birth or a beginning. Justin Vernon wrote the track after spending a grueling three days with music video director Matt Amato, whose best friend, actor Heath Ledger (who was born in Perth, Australia), suddenly passed away.

I'm stealing this from @this-daydream-is-dangerous-13 but H had just created his new IG in March and quickly filled it with three posts to start a grid before leaving for Toronto. And C was one of his verrry first followers. And again, maybe it's pushing it but Heath Ledger is one of H's favorite actors and he's pretty often compared to C in terms of looks... so maybe something there?🫠

April 7, 2025 (5.57PM PT) - Have A Cigar by Pink Floyd

You're gonna fly, you're never gonna die / You're gonna make it if you try, they're gonna love you / Well, I've always had a deep respect and I mean that most sincere

I'll say that this was his "omg I think I made it" post with his farewell to The Old Spaghetti Factory in it as well. He feels on top of the world and he's talking about how "he's gonna make it and people are gonna love him". And they dooo🥲❤️

It's impossible to do all the stories so I'll just do a few key ones that I think are relevant:

July 22 - Alter Ego by Doechii & JT

Nah, nah, nah-nah, nah / These hoes ain't phasin' me, phasin' me / Nah, nah, nah-nah, nah boo-boo bitch / You dead to me, you dead to me (Alter ego) / Dead to me (Alter ego) / Dead to me / Nah, nah, nah-nah, nah / These hoes ain't phasin' me, phasin' me

I will 100% die on the hill that this was NOT directed at the fans (like truly what the actual fuckkk?) as a not insignificant amount of people were convinced. It was directed at K, Elena, and Morgan. I think this became even cleared with Buzzfeed's article pulling back the curtain that the intended song was probably "Rich Baby Daddy by Drake" with the higlighted lyrics "Hood bitch, tat her gang 'fore she tat her name / Real bitch, held me down 'fore I had a name / Heard there's money on my head, what is that to me? / I put a hundred bands on him, he put a rack on me / We from two different worlds, but it's a match to me / The bend it over only time she turn her back on me". Sound familiar? Talking about tattoos? She was there before I had a name? As in literally the narrative they were painting for K from day fucking one with the VDay story. The "you're dead to me" is H pushing back on it and letting those three women what he thinks about them. And the "alter ego" part? As in "I have to don an alter ego when I'm around #her"??? Yeah. Not directed at fans at all.

May 20 (12.30PM PT) - Harvest Moon by Neil Young

Because I'm still in love with you / I want to see you dance again / Because I'm still in love with you / On this harvest moon

Here's when we go back to our previous point about Neil Young being a Canadian phenomenon. This story was actually maybe the very first thing I discussed on my blog because it dropped the day I started it🫠 Let's do a quick rundown of the summary of Stoner's romantic themes:

While Stoner is primarily a portrait of quiet endurance, its romantic themes highlight the tragic gap between William Stoner's profound capacity for love and the crushing realities of his life. His early marriage to Edith begins with romantic idealism but quickly turns into a cold, emotionally abusive prison, demonstrating how societal expectations can trap two ill-suited people. Decades later, Stoner experiences true romantic fulfillment through a passionate, intellectual affair with a young instructor, Katherine Driscoll. This relationship serves as the novel's emotional peak, showing romance not merely as physical attraction, but as a rare, transformative union of minds and spirits. Ultimately, the book portrays romance as a beautiful but fragile sanctuary that, though cut short by social conventions and professional malice, provides Stoner with a vital taste of the passion and meaning he always sought.

Long-term loveless marriage vs. passionate intellectually-matched love affair. Sound familiar enough to anyone?

And I'll say again the song is possibly chosen because he's Canadian (lol) but it's also about still being in love with that passionate lover and wanting to be with them again. And any way you cut it, it's not about choosing the loveless long term relationship as some people thought lol

April 15 - she want by campthehills

I think I'm losing it / She want an astronaut to talk about and take her on a trip / She wanna talk it out, I'm walkin' out / I'm done with all this shit / She want, she want, she wants another hit / She want, she want, she wants another hit

Okayyy finally!!! This is about a month after H last saw K in person in LA before shipping her back home and staying with C for another week lol and I for one was convinced that it meant Breakup before I learned more about The Situation. It's still interesting though because it still hints at their toxic dynamic even as friends/fake dating for the public. She always wants. And he's done with all this shit. I rest my case, your honor.

THAT'S IT🫠🫠🫠 I hope you enjoyed this!!! It took way too long but I'm happy with it I think🥲 Pleaseeeee feel free to bring in your thoughts here so we can have a discussion😇🫂

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Ooh, I think that's a good idea to compile a masterpost for all of OG Van anon's entries:

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A moment for the hand placement. 😏

That's one of his favorite place in the world🫠

Bailey is a wonderful actress you might recognize from C's short films. She is a hard worker who deserves all the success she's gotten and muchhh more. She deserves to be appreciated not only for her work but also for being an incredible best friend to C who is his ride or fucking die till the end. She would do anything to protect and support him. Including respecting his privacy and loving the people in his life. We love Bailey in this house always❤️

Tayler, apart from being the best big sister to our boy C, is also an entrepreneur whose apparel company donates a portion of each purchase to mental health non-profits. Meaning if you would be so inclined to go have a look through her lively portfolio and see if you vibe with anything, you'd also be supporting vulnerable populations in need. We love Tayler in this household and her dedication to being a net positive in this world of vapid nothingburger influencer wannabes❤️

Welcome back, journalist anon!🥰

Have we seen this clothes-sharing evidence before?

Oh my goddd I do think they look verrry similar if not identical🥹🥹🥹

The boys are front runners for sexiest man alive, natch. 😎

✨ CHEMISTRY ✨

(sources and more quotes below)

They love each other.

H,K and the V City friends.

Kind of a continuation of my previous post

Also, I'm rawdogging ADHD, so my writing tends to be word vomit. Whatever.

Again, I think H&K are in a legit, but failing, relationship.

But why stay?

My theory:

This is Hs first and/or first serious relationship.

With all the things people have dug up about H, and the way the Van friends move, there is not a single pic, rumour, gossip, anything about H being with anyone before K. No exes have climbed out of the woodwork. Kind of surprising isnt it?

So why does this matter? I think it has created a false sense of loyalty for H. IF K is his first relationship, thats going to be a hard one to leave. They share friends, a past, and probably plans for the future.

He is young, just turned 25. Anyone a bit older knows how young 25 actually is, and to be that young and be thrust into sudden fame would make anyone's head spin. No wonder he clings to his past. Its a lot of change, in very little time.

I dont know how long they've been together, but lets assume 3-5 years. You discover so much of yourself between 19/20 and 25 years old. H who first met K is not the same H as today. I'm not going to assume Hs sexuality other than what he said himself, that sexuality is fluid. There is a lot to learn about your sexuality in those formative years. H writes and performs in queer media as a way to safely explore his sexuality. H stays in his relationship, if he doesnt have a lot of relationship experience, he may not realize it could be different.

(There are also the rumour that was posted on a gay forum, that H has hooked up with men in Van. Debatable if that's true, so we'll leave that out of the equation for now)

Enter C.

C, who seems very sure of himself, very comfortable with who he is. Someone who H sees himself in, can let his guard down with. The yin to his yang, his other half, different sides to the same coin. I think theres a big "uh oh" moment there, when H realizes theres an attraction, that this is a new feeling of freedom with C. Shit gets complicated. Maybe there's some character bleed. Either way, I think something happened. And continues to happen. Because they just cant help it.

Post Met Gala, H realizes how obvious it all is and panics. He can't have a known gf and have people talking about his antics with C. He needs to clean up his image. Again, its complicated.

And there's Ks back home. And thats so hard to leave. But he doesnt feel the same way anymore, and its becoming more obvious as time goes on. Letting go of K means possibly letting go of his friends, the future they planned, hurting people he loves. Hes pulling away, but doesnt have the guts to make a clean break. I do think this is shitty. He's not being kind to her or himself. It is what it is. Hes trying to make it work, for whatever reason he's finding to justify this relationship. But we all have eyes.

The Van friends.

They're shady. I think they know something is going on with H&C, although I dont think H has disclosed anything personally to them. I feel like there is lots of gossiping among those friends and K has talked to them about C&H. They see C as the "other woman" in this situation. There is no crossover with these friends and C, they dont support him or post him. We've seen Cs friend B and sister T openly support H. Van friends are not even acquaintances with C. The guy who is Hs best friend. Interesting.

Van friends push/post the HK relationship to make her visible, harder to erase from the narrative, to say she's here and she was here first, isn't she a catch, dont forget where you came from, she's been here for you blah blah blah etc. There may be more loyalty to K than H. Maybe this comes from K talking to the friends about H&C and if she can get them to show her off and her relationship, she looks like a normal girl, not after fame, money etc. Just the cool, supportive gf.

Definitely some jealousy and clout chasing in that friend group. They want to be seen with him and their proximity to him as a launching pad to their own success. H is their cash cow, posting about him gets attention. They almost never post about Hs accomplishments or projects, (his film friends do!) but post about being friends with him. Just utterly random shit on main to get attention.

H is a loyal guy. He keeps forcing these relationships to work, when he has long past outgrown them. The more time he spends with C, and the people close to him, H is going to realize he needs better.

Also remember two things can be true at once: he can love and care about K, and also love and care about C.

Basically, she told me she was really annoyed about Hudson being with Connor, because she’s not even a Hudson fan, but her dad actually saw him at this restaurant. And the restaurant is about 20 minutes from the neighborhood where she lives. She told me the name of the neighborhood and I looked it up, and it really is like 20–25 minutes away.

She said her dad only noticed Connor at first because he recognized him from the photos and posters she has, so he asked him for an autograph for that reason. She said her dad asked Connor for an autograph, and while that was happening, the Asian guy left the restaurant and went out to smoke.

Her dad noticed the Asian guy was very tall and that he was wearing a mask and a cap (and just to point this out, Hudson usually wears a mask all the time now). Outside, the guy only took his mask off to smoke. After Connor signed the napkin, he went outside to smoke with the Asian guy, and the blonde girl (who was with Connor) went out with him and joined the Asian guy.

Outside, the Asian guy pinched Connor’s cheek. That’s when her dad really started paying attention to him, because until then he hadn’t recognized him, only Connor, so he didn’t think much of it. But then he started noticing and said all three of them were outside together.

And to prove it actually happened, she sent me a photo of Connor’s autograph. When she sent it, I got excited and said it was crazy considering everything going on in the fandom (related to Hudson). I don’t know if she noticed my reaction and figured I was a Hudson/Connor fan, but after that she blocked me… but we’re still here anyway.

And honestly, all the information feels very consistent and everything matches up. I really can’t see this as fake. I also censored her name so she wouldn’t be exposed in any way.

Holy shit????? You're fucking amazing????????

Is this the same girl who said her dad lost the autograph tho? How do we have a pic of it if so? That's the only thing that's bothering me rn😭😭😭