Plump_Panda

#PROTECT THIS POOR DRUG TRAFFICKING CRIMINAL CHILD#in that first gif she has the same look as when she realized her dad was the worst#it’s her ‘everything is the worst and i feel like a kid and i’m drowning’ face#i think she was always afraid of kubra in an abstract sense but i don’t think she ever REALLY knew how dangerous the cartel was#until fahri#and by then it was too late for her to get out#i imagine she was on and off smack for years because she kept seeing it as her escape#and i don’t just mean getting high#i mean her literal escape because if she get fucked up to the point where she was no longer useful maybe kubra would cut her loose#but alas it doesn’t work that way#she got pulled into this shit at a vulnerable moment and from that moment on her life has never truly been her own#she told herself she was in control but she never was#not ever  (via baroquemirrors)