I'm a weirdo

“It feels like there’s oceans, Between you and me. Once again.”

like I want you.

to see you look at her

when you are sad and alone and desperate.

I can hold your hand and hold you together

through your darkest times.

I can come to you when no one else would

and care for you like no one else could.

Other times I’m just living to die.

This week has really put into perspective what’s important and how you should tell people what you feel whilst you have the chance because you never know what might happen. You already know this because I’ve said it so many times. But I still love you. More than I can even explain. You made me so happy, and I feel like we really have wasted something so amazing by losing each other. We were so special. I just needed you to know tonight how much you mean to me, and I just wish you still felt the same. Life can be so unfair. So please just look after yourself and always know that I’m here and I love you.