Han

"Crybaby" // Mixed Media

Haha no worries! Thank you! This really warms my heart up.

For everyone reading this, i apologize if i haven't been active lately. I've been really busy with work, and if i am to be honest with all of you, my mental health hadn't been the best either.

HOWEVER! I still do art from time to time but only on a different form. For those who'd wanna check it out.. i write my own songs! I mean, i write and record them and stuff. I'm still new to editting audio so it's not amazing quality but i post them over on youtube! I have a lot of songs i want to record and post so if you ever find it in your heart to subscribe or even check it out ahhh please check out my stuff below as well! It would mean a lot to me!!

I can only play the ukulele as of now but i'm earning up to get a guitar so hopefully it helps diversify the content in the future! :)

aww it’s great that you’re happy! Thank you. I’m taking things one at a time so all the support that i STILL get despite my inactivity is something i sincerely treasure. The icons you use are very cute haha 

Aww that's honestly really, really sweet!

Thank you so much!! My apologies if i haven't been active at all. If I am to be honest, i haven't been in a good place for a while now. I'm so drained that I couldn't even bring myself to draw or vent about it! Existing has been difficult that's why your kind words genuinely mean so much to me. Don't worry, i'll check every nook and cranny of my heart to see if there's still a spark of hope or happiness in there and hopefully, i'll be able to fix something up for you. :)

"There is a time for everything,

but sometimes i wish that time would

because everything in it had brought me nothing but trouble.

It had all been useless;

I had been chasing the wind."

Ecclesiastes 2:17

I'm brimming. Just. Brimming.

Constantly on the brink of something that i don't know.

Always stuck in the middle of all the chaos.

What do i need to do?

Should i explode?

Do i need to burn out?

I'm never sure.

But whatever it is,

whatever i'm waiting on,

Or whatever needs to be done,

I hope it finally happens.

Mess me up already so i can finally start dealing with the aftermath of every freaking thing.

"We humans have lost the wisdom of genuinely resting and relaxing. We worry too much. We don't allow our bodies to heal, and we don't allow our minds and hearts to heal."

"It is not God who kills the children.

Not fate that butchers them

or destiny that feeds them to the dogs.

It's us.

Only us."

“ Been exhaling heavily lately; Like i’m breathing out the remainder of my days.”