Tonight, you let me down. You let me down because you told me you would do better. But if so, then why are we having the same fight. If so, then why am I repeating myself trying to get this through your head. Tonight, you let me down. You let me down because you broke your promise. You told me that you would never hurt me but you did. You told me that you would try harder and that you wouldn’t make me feel this way again but you lied. Tonight, you let me down. You let me down because you told me you were different and that this would be worth it. To me, “worth it” isn’t crying on the bathroom floor. To me, “worth it” isn’t fighting to catch my breath. To me, “worth it” isn’t the feeling of ‘Why did I fall for this again?’ Tonight, you let me down. You let me down because you hurt me more with the words you thoughtless yelled than the bruises ever did. You hurt me because you told me that I could talk to you about my life but not that I would regret it. You hurt me because you didn’t tell me that you would come back at me with vengeance about my complaining. Tonight, you let me down. But most of all, tonight, I let myself down for believe you.
Tonight. 7-16-17 8:14pm (via @wearingt0ms)
