希望

heartbreak has been teaching me more about God than anything else. the pain hits randomly, and some days feel heavier than others, but i’m learning to lean on him instead of my own strength. i’ve asked God why i had to love someone who couldn’t love me right, and the answer i keep feeling is simple: depend on me. he saw what i didn’t. he heard what i couldn’t. + he removed what would’ve destroyed me. even when it hurts, God is protecting me. this heartbreak isn’t the ending — it’s the shift. he’s preparing something that won’t break my heart to hold.

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bitch u better be selfish when it comes to doing what’s best for u

It’s time to get clear about what you want. It’s time to get clear about what you need. It’s time to get clear about what you value. It’s time to get clear about what you deserve.

you will feel so alive again.. like so incredibly alive. i dont know when that will be but it will be. u are gonna feel so alive that ur cheeks hurt from smiling oh man oh man i promise that day is coming. you do have a future, you do have good things coming, and you’ll survive everything that’s thrown at you until you reach that day

finally not caring about what people think of you is so freeing, I know I'm doing the best I can do right now and that's all that matters.

Self improvement is great but ultimately? you have to accept your self. Yes you can eat better, exercise more, read more, set boundaries, love your self, but it all comes down to this. Some days you won’t have the energy to do any of these things. And you’ll look in the mirror and think that this is not enough. That’s a lie. The biggest love for self is to live slowly. To rest. To really rest. Have a nap. Eat what makes you feel good. Read if you want to. Embrace yourself and accept that you cannot and will not be ever be perfect. Accept that you are good enough. You don’t need to keep busy all the time. you don’t need to go out all the time and post on instagram. You don’t need to journal if you don’t want to. You don’t need to make art if you don’t want to. Breathe, give yourself grace and compassion. Give yourself the love and tenderness you so badly need. Be gentle with yourself. You are trying and it is good enough. You are good enough.