she had expected daemon to argue with her, because rhaenyra knew he believed himself to be capable of taking the journey on by himself, but she knew it would be best to take alyn. not only to help fend off attacks, but also to carry one of the boys, should they tire. joffrey would undoubtedly want to fly himself, but tyraxes was a young dragon and would struggle to fly on his own, let alone with his rider. so it was best to have another dragon just in case. despite these precautions, rhaenyra struggled to let her husband fly. she wanted her sons back with them, where they would hopefully be safest, but letting him out of sight again weighed on her, especially because he would be carrying precious cargo. but there was no one she trusted more than him, so he ought to be the one to retrieve the boys.
dawn was only just breaking when daemon departed and the day crept on endlessly for rhaenyra. council squabbles and the never ending requests from nobles and smallfolk alike kept her busy, but her mind still wandered incessantly, silently sending prayers to the gods to protect daemon's flight and bring them all home safely. syrax was undoubtedly restless as well, but caraxes would not only return his rider's children, but also his own and syrax', so rhaenyra hoped that would suffice to appease her. her thoughts wandered during the council meeting and she had to be approached several times bit the grand maester, because she hadn't listened. by the time the meeting was dismissed, she had no idea what they had even talked about all morning.
once her duties were fulfilled, she ensured that elinda had ordered the boys' chambers to be prepared. joffrey would be staying in her old suite as heir, while the other two boys would share a chamber right next to the queen's rooms. they were younger and rhaenyra wanted them closer, in case they were scared the first few nights. they had spent far too much time away from their family already and she couldn't wait to see them and make sure no hair on their heads had been harmed during their time in the care of others. once she stepped into the chamber that aegon and viserys would inhabit soon, rhaenyra let her gaze wander and grimaced slightly. it was a clean, well prepared room, but it lacked everything that the boys had had at home: toys, books, comfort items. she would have to send servants to dragonstone to retrieve whatever the boys hadn't taken to essos with them, but for now she sent a maid to the storage rooms to find whatever she could find to make the room more homely and ordered her to do the same for joff's chambers.
by the time night covered king's landing in a shroud of black, she had resorted to pacing her own rooms, unable to rest until they had returned. she knew caraxes was a fast flyer and could make the journey in under a day, but they also had to accommodate three juvenile dragons with far less stamina, so she couldn't be certain. when midnight came, she was seated in a chair by the fire with a book in her lap to pass the time, but must have fallen asleep eventually, because elinda roused her in the early hours of the morn, bleary eyed and sleep drunken herself. "dragons, your grace. the king is returning." rhaenyra was up at once and ordered for a carriage to take her to the pit. it was brought into the inner courtyard at once and she ordered the driver to make haste, rattling over the empty cobblestone streets as the sky began to lighten over the ocean already. caraxes' call for syrax echoed through the city as he flew overhead and rhaenyra's heart soared at the sight of him casting a large shadows on the houses below.
she arrived almost at the same time as the travel group dismounted their dragons, marching into the pit with so much nervous energy that she could barely feel the sleepless night. the second her eyes fixed on the three tousle-haired boys, she wanted to weep with relief. they were exactly what she needed to heal the wounds that had been festering over weeks and had driven her further away from who she truly was. "mama!", joffrey was the first to call out and run towards her, the other two following immediately at the sight of her. rhaenyra laughed, tears in her eyes as they barrelled into her, hugging her so tight it nearly hurt. "my boys", she croaked, taking them into her arms and kissing all three over and over again, until they giggled and clung to her even tighter. "i am so happy you are home. you must be so tired after your long journey. come, the carriage waits for us to take us back to the castle."