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the first thing they’ll tell you is that you look like your father.

You’re allowed to hate your brother. The world will understand if you hate him because he is a generational talent and pretty and well-fucked and well-liked—but not if it’s because he is your brother. There are only so many hours in a family’s day. You are five. Someone puts two dogs in a cage and hopes they don’t kill each other. You are thirty; you realize there is no key and no dogs and you call your brother and say, I need money. What you meant to say is: I have been thinking about dying and all the ways it comes to us, and then I thought of you dead, and it scared me, if only for a moment, to realize that even you could die, and that if you were to die then I would truly be alone in this world, even with my daughter, and my wife, I would feel a deep aching hole in my stomach between the liver and the heart, where you punched me for the first time, and it rattled all through my body until I shook so hard I broke your nose.

Concert | Illness | Change

🏒 I’ll Do It Right This Time

T | One-Shot | 1.6k words

summary: In which Ilya grows up with a supportive older brother.

Or

Ilya dies in the plane crash. It’s 1985 again and he is now his own older brother.

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tags: time travel, fix-it of sorts, reincarnation, canon divergence, second chances, temporary character death, POV Ilya Rozanov, Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander, Protective Ilya Rozanov, hopeful ending

[Tweet from @EliotFreeman] Ilya Rozanov at his first #Cens practice, being asked why he chose to move from Boston to Ottawa: “To be closer to my gay lover, Shane Hollander.” [Tweet from @letsgetdrilled] oh great another player who thinks being gay is a joke #ilyarozanovisoverparty

No one thinks Ilya's answer is serious. Twitter reacts accordingly.

This is the prompt master list/bingo board for Hollanova Week! Hollanova Week is an 18+ fanwork event that will run from Monday, July 6 - Sunday, July 12. Any sort of fanworks are welcome, including fics, art, podfics, meta, headcanons, moodboards, or anything else you can think of!

Hollanova is the genderbent, femslash version of hollanov, or Shane and Ilya from Heated Rivalry.

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liliya and jane selfies ♡ might as well post them here too

liliya and jane selfies ♡ might as well post them here too