Help me

I’m tired.

I’m tired of trying to please people I don’t care about.

I’m tired of trying to pretend that I don’t care about what those said people think.

I’m tired of feeling inadequate.

I’m tired of how shitty this year has been for this world.

I’m tired of hate.

I’m tired of racism.

I’m tired of trying to explain my problems to people.

I’m tired of the fact I feel I have very few real friends.

I’m tired of struggling to write lyrics.

I’m tired of struggling to put on muscle.

I’m tired of unrealistic standards for men to obtain.

I’m tired of unrealistic standards for women to obtain.

I’m tired of work.

I’m tired of work getting in the way of my passion and removing my motivation for it.

I’m tired of people.

I’m tired of being tired.

I’m tired of being looked down on.

I’m tired of elitism. 

I’m tired of trying too hard with the things that don’t matter.

I’m tired of easily becoming jealous.

I’m tired of not being able to vent my frustrations of my parents because they will just tear down every argument I try to make.

I’m tired of living in places that don’t make me happy.

I’m tired of my my parents constantly moaning at me because I'm not exactly how they want me to be.

I’m tried of hurting people.

I’m tired of the fact I judge people way too easily.

I’m tired of regretting past mistakes.

I’m tired of people judging me for my past mistakes. 

I’m tired of constantly being on edge that someone will discover something about me and they’ll drop me from their life.

I’m tired of having secrets.

I’m tired of my flaws.

I’m tired of being me.

I am tired.