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thank you, minecraft. very helpful
Saying you are something and saying you identify as something are essentially the same. But there's a level of separation with "I identify as _" that makes me, and seemingly others, uncomfortable.
I think it makes me uncomfortable because humans are not required to say "I identify as human" to be taken seriously as humans. They can just say, "I am human," and no one would bat an eye. While myself and others who aren't human are expected to say "I identify as [x]" because then others can separate our "belief" (our identity) from what they deem "reality."
Yes, I identify as an animal. Because I am an animal. I identify as a character because I am that character. I shouldn't have to say the "identify as" part in order to be respected in my identity.
Not to mention how this relates to different levels of identity. If you say you're not human biologically, others automatically assume you're delusional or not mentally sound (which is rooted in its own issues)... That is especially the case when you simply say "I'm biologically not human" rather than "I identify as _ biologically/on a biological level." Again, it's so others can separate your claims and beliefs from what they think is real and possible.
I guess in other words, it all has a feeling of "well if you say you identify as something rather than saying you are that thing, then you're not actually that thing." Which can also relate to transphobia and the like... but that's a whole other tangent. Even if it's not intentional, it can be implied.
I don't know. I'm just thinking. Anyways, from now on I'll be making more of an effort to say "I am (a) _" rather than "I identify as _."
cries in dysphoria

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Alterhumanity really is an iceberg. Like at the surface you have your wolf therians, otherhearted, angelkin, etc., which people are generally aware of... but if you dig deep enough and long enough you'll find blogs for people who don't exist, unknown gods with two faces and too many eyes, and tropical centipedes in human form.
I mean I just love it.
need to be my real form a winged beast that kills people. please. if not i guess being a dog would do.
Oh to look like this
had my like third irl conversation about being alterhumanâŚ
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people donât talk enough about just how upsetting species dysphoria can be, but you can never really talk about it because it either feels so unserious/silly or something to do with serious mental illness whenever you try to explain it to anyone who isnât alterhuman (not that thereâs anything wrong with it if it is mental illness or delusion ofc, itâs just that thatâs the first conclusion people always come to)
like iâll say
âyeah basically as much as i love dog show agility/running dog videos i donât watch them often because i get pretty dysphoric about my body not being able to run and move that way or that fastâ
and itâll either be
âuhhh what? i thought u were just like some âhehe silly ouppy boy :3â person wdym dysphoriaâŚ.so likeâŚyou ACTAULLY think your a dogâŚand like wanna be a dogâŚ? oh sweetieâŚthatâs notâŚâ
OR
âyouuuu know thatâs not healthyyyyy, like yknow that means your delusionallllll and you have psychosisssss rightttt? and like that you have a mental illnessss and like you needa go to therapyyyy righttttt?â
LIKE
URGHHHHHHHHH
Arranged images of my kestrel hybrid guy (idek his name, maybe Icarus, maybe Helios, maybe Callum, maybe Theo, idfk)
probably shouldve shaded more but eh whatever
somewhat inspired by that rabbit meme lol
every time i see anything with strong eye motifs i start heavily kinsidering⌠like iâm not an abstraction but i am a creature covered in eyes does that count

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"Wildform"
A depiction of what it feels to be in-between shapes, and where I like to imagine myself in this awkward form.
Most days I feel like a weird amalgamation of body parts that don't fit into the body I have. An ever changing mass of limbs, shifting and distorting, trying to shape itself into something it physically cannot. I overcompensate for my movements, lowering my posture as if ready to drop on all fours, I duck my head an extra depth to fit my ears below an obstacle, adjust the way I sit to make space for my tail or walk on my toes to acclimate to the feeling of paws.
Some days my phantom sensations are so strong that I feel it in my entire body. It is so physically distressing to viewing a body does not match the sensation or move in the way that it should. It can be emotionally difficult to move my body and sometimes | feel stuck, unable to move at all. It is an uncomfortable disconnection between mind and body.
Lately l've found drawing the physical sensations of my phantom shifts to be quite therapeutic and healing - especially in those moments I feel stuck. I feel as though this is a big jump in my digital art capability too, I'm very proud of this one! đž
my mind's this cave
so dark
no moon, no stars.
no sound, just hearts
and walls of art