🖕🏽 Im Tired Of Trying. Simple.

For the first time I tried to draw on one layer, I think it turned out cool, not bad.

sure posting here funny blushing puppet too

Chaplain

Designs for Rogue Trader Seneca, her sanctioned psyker Cyril and the two old toasters on her ship. ( ｡ •̀ ᴗ •́ ｡)

⟢ "I've run out of ways to say I'm not okay that don't sound like a cry for help. This is a cry for help."

⟢ "I loved you and it gutted me and I'd probably do it again and that's the most terrifying thing I know about myself."

⟢ "I don't know who I am outside of surviving things. I'd like to find out. I'm scared there's nothing there."

⟢ "I'm still here. Some nights that's the whole achievement. I'm still here."

⟢ "You don't get to decide what my pain looks like. You don't get to tell me it wasn't that bad."

⟢ "I've made peace with a lot of things. This isn't one of them. This one I'm still at war with."

⟢ "I want to be better. I want to be so much better than I am right now. I'm working on it in the dark where nobody can see yet."

⟢ "There are days I like myself. More than there used to be. That's not nothing. I keep telling myself that's not nothing."

⟢ "I don't need you to understand. I need you to believe me. Those are different asks and I'm only making one."

⟢ "I'm going to be okay. Not today. Not yet. But I have this stubborn, stupid, irrational feeling that I'm going to be okay."

⟢ "I survived the thing I didn't think I'd survive. I'm still figuring out what to do with that."

⟢ "The anger kept me alive for a long time. I don't know what to do now that I'm trying to put it down."

⟢ "I'm not who I was. I'm not who I want to be yet. I'm something in between, still becoming, still raw."

⟢ "Some days I write things down just to prove they happened. Just to make them real outside my own head."

*clutches you by the shoulder*

Oh

Oh i finaly get it, sorry for not awnsering so soon cus i didnt see the vision, but a couple excerpts of Mortis later and im fucking HOOKED

Doomed Babylonian age gap yaoi, he has RANGE