know no shame

also missing my best friend. a lot. @spideyscaptain you still are everything to me. missing you more every day that goes by. for anyone who knew my beautiful best friend, mica, and haven't heard from her in a few years. i'm so sorry to have to tell you about her passing. she passed away in 2022 and life has been... fucking meaningless ever since. she was a beautiful person. the most caring and loving. also the funniest. never met anyone who could make me burst out laughing like she used to. and sometimes i still laugh thinking of her and her witty comments. sometimes i laugh but most times i cry. i cry reading our old conversations. watching a tv show or movie we both loved. listening to any musician or group she got me into. messaging her mother, brother or cousin. looking at old pictures on her instagram. i've never cried that much for anything before. when i say you still mean the world to me i fucking mean it. i hope you know that. love you mimi, always! <3

you may also have known her as @iconsforbitches she used to make the coolest icons for us all. please never stop using them.

to anyone finding this, if you remember me at all, hit me up on insta maybe???? @ m_ilou

are people still using tumblr, who knows