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Is it your first time? Your second? Your default preference?

Do you anticipate the feeling of being full, of having aroused fresh and blood inside you? You lay your confidence out in the open, that this could be the time you get pregnant.

What are your thoughts as you start to get penetrated? Are you desperate? Nervous? Ready? Do you focus on the moment or are you feeling and thinking about being filled up?

How bad are you craving their cum in you?

Do you wrap your legs around them to bring them in deeper? Do you hold your own legs apart? Do they do it for you?

Are you watching and feeling as they stroke in and out of you? What is the thing that's most present?

They're building up their orgasm with every thrust. More and more precum is being pushed inside. In this moment you're being used, even if there's a connection. The intent is to make you conceive.

Are you ready when it seems like they're going to cum? Are you anticipating it? How much do you want it? Do you beg?

When they climax and start releasing inside you, what do you feel? How do you feel? Are you ovulating and could this be it? Will you finally get knocked up? Do you hope for it in the moment?

You've accepted their sperm inside you. It's way too late now to worry.

The early stages to see the first slight bump in your belly is dangerously appealing, god I feel like Id be so so horny throughout that time just knowing I had been impregnated and I still was despite ‘not wanting to’.

I’m FTM 4 months on T

I lost my virginity last week to my friend/crush. It was a total surprise and idk what to do because I want to do it again but I don’t know how to bring it up.

We were hanging out on his bed, he was sitting up against the headboard watching YouTube on his TV and I was laying on my stomach-like head towards the TV with my feet by his shoulders. I was playing on my switch and not really paying attention until I realized he started playing porn. I got embarrassed and he noticed and was like ‘guys watch porn together all the time I do this with my other guy friends too’ and I was like okay idc and pretended to not care and keep playing my game.

Then he started putting on like ‘harder’ stuff (it was all straight porn which I’m gay) making comments and I looked back at him and he was jerking off. I got really embarrassed bc I’ve had a big crush on him since November + I’d never seen anyone do it in real life. So I just kept pretending to play my game and then he like crawled over me (I want to say mounted bc I think it’s hot) but he laid on top of me and kinda wrapped his arms around my chest and we laid like that for a bit and I still didn’t say anything bc I didn’t think he was ever interested in me at ALL and I didn’t want to mess it up. And I can tell he’s still watching the porn and he starts kind humping against me and then he starts to pull my shorts down and he gets them like halfway down my legs and pushes down on my back so I lay flat and then I can feel his cock start to rub on me. He had to try like 5 times to get it in and I was so stupid and just didn’t say anything bc it was so hot and I didn’t want to make him stop.

So he gets it in and i literally lose my virginity and he fucks me while watching the porn and he FULLY creampies me.

And then the first thing I say is ‘please keep laying on me’ like through the entire thing!!! That’s all I say!! So he stays on top of me for like 10 more minutes until we hear his fucking parents come home so we get dressed and put on a movie and I sit and watch it for like 20 mins and then say I have to leave. So we don’t acknowledge anything and obviously I get home and finger his cum into me bc this is like a dream come true except for the whole not even kissing me or anything.

Then two nights ago he asks if I want to go drive around and he parks and just pulls his cock out and looks at me until I start to blow him and he finishes and then just drops me off at home.

So like it’s been really hot and obviously I would like to be boyfriends but I am okay if it’s like we just mess around bc he hasn’t like kissed me or anything so I think it’s just like ‘guys helping guys’ but I don’t know how to ask him if we’re going to keep doing this. I still get periods so I know the first time was safe and I need to get on birth control if we’re going to do it more and I also think he’s straight so idk how to bring this up without ruining the situation. Like I have a million questions about what he’s thinking of me but I’m totally okay if he just wants me to blow him when he’s bored bc he’s literally so hot I can’t believe I got to touch him twice!!

You know what I love about "boys" like you? You're attached enough to the idea of being a man to delude yourself, but not enough to have any self-respect.

I mean, what an absolute dream for a straight man. How many regular girls would let a guy who'd never shown any real interest in them just mount them while watching porn and empty his balls in them without a word? Much less if they were a virgin and not on birth control.

But if you imply to a "boy" that it's just the kind of thing guys do, you can just get off with her pussy, no problem. She'll just tell herself it's gay, so none of the regular rules apply - even if you don't bother to pretend that you're not straight. And even, apparently, if you don't bother to put on the "gay" porn that's just guys fucking FTM pussy.

So, I have decided to hookup with him after all. And just like you said, obviously it didn't go as planned. He promised me to only do the tip, and once he was rubbing against my wet pussy it felt so fucking good, I just told him "go a bit deeper".. you can imagine what happened afterwards, he fucked me balls deep - tip pressed up against my cervix - completely raw. I have never experienced anything so pleasurable than that but I was really worried of his Precum already impregnating me... I thought about telling him to pull out, but went against it. My pussy was just swallowing him up over and over again and picturing his semen flowing into me turned me so much on I just told him to breed me. Obviously he obliged and my hole was dripping his cum for days. I'm probably bred lol.

He knows it (guessing by his high virility) and just told me to abort like the ftm before me did... I'll do that but to him I'm just a piece of fuck meat hahaha. I feel sooo dumb, you were right all along - feel like the second I dropped my pants I knew I'd get pregnant

(Previously)

As a refresher from the previous post: the man in question previously knocked up a FTM who was on birth control at the time. Anon, on the other hand, is 18 and unprotected. And now, maybe, on the way to being a teen mommy.

I'm so proud of you, Anon. You did exactly what we all hoped you would do. You did exactly what you were made to do. 🖤

It felt so good, didn't it? To tell a man to push his cock into your unprotected pussy, knowing what the consequences might be. To imagine his cum filling your womb - and then feel it happen.

Getting pregnant from it would be the most natural thing in the world. You were desperate to take a man's cum; if there was an egg waiting inside you, you'll conceive from it.

You could try to deny that result - to stop his seed from growing inside you, and move on with your life. But you're just going to end up on your back again, with a man's fertile cum flowing deeper inside of you.

So the whole thing has spiraled into a crazier situation and this is going to be way too long and I’m going to send this in two parts but feel free to just ignore this whole thing it’s so stupid

To keep things clear my friend I lost my virginity to is J and my ex boyfriend from highschool is C

So 3 days after I blew J in the car he asked to come pick me up for a drive and I decided to just be bold and reply ‘for sure if you bring condoms’ and he thumbs upped it and that was the whole protection talk.

When J picked me up he pulls my hand to his crotch and makes me rub him through his pants. He’s way more affectionate this time like holding my wrist and kissing on my face! Also way more talkative!

I asked him to drive somewhere far way, last time he just parked behind the gas station, so he drives like 30 mins to the big park and we find an empty lot, climb in the back seat and I start blowing him.

I’m feeling more confident bc he seems way more into me so I keep jerking him off and ask ‘what made him want to start fucking his guy friends’ and J gets kinda embarrassed and says like

‘Well C always told me stories about all the stuff you were into and how you like to let lots of guys use you and I thought I could be part of that since I’m single now’

I’m pretty confused by this bc I was literally a virgin and I barely even did oral w C but I can’t let J know he accidentally took my virginity especially if he thinks I have lots of experience.

So I decide to keep blowing J while I think and he starts like dirty talking I guess thinking I’m turned on from hearing about C

And he’s saying stuff that I’m like into but Iike I’ve obviously never actually done, it’s all this stuff about how he knows I’m a huge slut and I love taking tons of loads and he can’t wait to watch a bunch of guys fuck me

It’s all also kinda bordering on calling me a girl but not and I’m like turned on and also so fucking confused bc I literally dated C for 6 months as a sophomore before I came out??? And again this is like the 2nd time I ever had sex

So then he’s like get up I’m going to fuck you and we get into a doggy style position (yes he put a condom on I know very boring)

And he keeps calling me a slut and it’s like very aggressive porno talk and he starts getting super degrading and again!! like this is the 2nd time I’ve ever had sex!!! And it feels incredible but I also have no clue what I’m doing especially since I’m apparently supposed to be a fucking porn star according to whatever he’s heard!! So J finishes and we kinda hangout in the back seat for awhile and I ask him more about what C told him.

He definitely got post nut clarity and was way less touchy + more embarrassed about the stories but he told me C had been telling him about ‘all the stuff’ we did and he always thought it was hot so I pushed him on why he suddenly wanted to start doing stuff with me now and he tried to say he was always dating someone and I kept pushing then got kinda serious and said

‘Honestly I don’t mean to make you feel any way and I really want you to be happy and I’m sure lots of gay guys are going to want to do stuff with you in the future so don’t be worried or feel any sort of way but you started transitioning and I really wanted to try all this stuff before you really look like a guy’

So you know simultaneously the worst and best thing this incredibly hot guy who I’m like in love with could say to me

So I’m just like oh that makes sense like no worries I’m not offended lol and he drove me home and you know of course not talkative or affectionate back home

Okay I’m going to do a 2nd part bc this is so long omg

So I get home and immediately call my ex boyfriend C So for context we dated for like 6 months when I was a sophomore and he was a senior and we broke up when I came out as transgender. We’ve been friends the whole time and except at the very beginning of me coming out he’s been super supportive. We have the same friend groups and are definitely both in that awkward group of people who don’t go to college straight after highschool and all your friends leave/look down on you a little which sucks. So I’m kinda pissed and confused over what’s going on and I start yelling at him like what have you been telling people? Why are you just lying about all this stuff??? And he starts apologizing and is like this got way too big how did you find out I’m so sorry So I tell him that J is has been fucking me and thinks I’m some sort of sex freak and how many people think this! Tell me everything now! So C promises to tell me everything if I’ll calm down. Here’s his story: back when we were dating C was super insecure about being a virgin in HS and started really bragging anytime we would do anything and then he lied and said we were having sex. This backfired when I came out and he got made fun of for being gay in a round about way(?) So he started saying he only really liked me bc I was into such kinky stuff that it was worth being with me. After C graduated he started trying to explore all these kinks he’s talking about and going to literal craiglists orgies and is actually bi and goes to gay clubs and Grindr hookups all the time but he keeps substituting me in all these stories and has even shared like really dark and upclose videos of him doing stuff saying it’s with me. (He showed me some) You would think all of this would have fizzled really quick but like half my guy friends in this nowhere town are invested in hearing how I’m getting trains run on me and doing everything under the sun. So he just kept telling these stories. So again I’m like devastated and super turned on and freaked out. So C offers to come pick me up bc I’m so upset and confused that all these guys have just been seeing me this way-no idea how many people I know believe this. So C picks me up and we drive around and I keep getting details from him and I’m like you have to tell me every single story and he does and shows me his profiles and all the stuff he’s into and it all like a lot of the stuff I’m into. So I’m like okay so like how many guys want to do stuff with me? And he’s like a lot like I get messaged about setting up gangbangs with you all the time and he shows me his Snapchat and it’s real and like I am into a bunch of the stuff he’s talking about. So I tell him about J taking my virginity and C tells me that’s exactly how he made up I like to get fucked, that I just like being ignored and used and I never want to talk about it. So we’ve been driving around for like two hours at this point and I just tell C ‘Okay take me home and fuck me like you tell people you do’ and he’s so confused and I’m like i actually think all of this is really hot, I’ve been sitting here a virgin thinking no straight guys and no gay guys want me when like I guess all my porn fantasies are happening at the local trailer park. So he takes me home and I have sex for the third time ever and I loved it. He’s super kinky literally never seen him this confident tons of toys, put a collar on me, made me cum in his mouth. We’ve had sex every day this week + J is supposed to come throat fuck me at Cs apartment tomorrow. He’s promising to start setting up all these threesomes and trains and stuff as soon as I get on birth control and keeps texting me about how I’m going to be an onlyfans model. I feel fucking high! I’m sure this can’t be real or good but I have nothing to lose so whatever. I still haven’t asked him to misgender me or brought up the breeding kink but when I do I’m going to show your blogs and tell him this is how I want to be talked to in bed.

(Previously)

Wow. I get a lot of asks that require gender theory to understand correctly, but this might be the first one that feels like it requires literary theory to understand it.

Let's just break down the timeline here:

Anon dates C (or "Charlatan", for long). C lies about fucking her, to sound cool.

Anon comes out, and C breaks up with her as a result.

C gets teased for being gay as a result of the lies about fucking Anon, which reflects a quite groundbreaking combination of trans acceptance and homophobia from the teenage boys of this town.

So in defense of fucking a "guy", C claims that Anon is a particularly slutty, freaky "guy".

(This is true. However, Anon has been a non-practicing slut up to this point, so C doesn't actually know it.)

Turns out that C is, in fact, a really slutty, freaky guy.

C is also a shy exhibitionist. He wants everybody to know about the various adventures he's having, but not that he's having them.

So C takes the character he's built up around the idea of Anon - who is, in reality, sitting at home, tragically unfucked - and makes it the protagonist of these stories.

It turns out that a lot of the guys who thought fucking a girl who later decided she was trans was "gay" are nonetheless really into the idea of her being really slutty!

So C keeps sharing his actually very active sex life though the persona of Anon, who is - I must stress - a virgin.

While Anon is innocently crushing on J (presumably short for "Jack-off-in-the-box"), J is part of C's audience - including for the stories about how C (in the character of "Anon") likes being fucked without affection, discussion, or overt consent.

J believes C, and as a result, J puts on some porn and creampies Anon while watching it! And everybody's happy.

J fucks Anon some more (she really is a huge slut, when given the slightest opportunity), and eventually the truth comes out.

Anon responds to finding out about C's fabulism with "I can't believe fake-me has been getting all this action and I haven't. Please fix that."

Anon gets fucked by C (for the first time ever!), J's getting in on the action, and Anon is well on her way to being a genuine gangbang slut.

But the thing that everybody doesn't already know about Anon is that she's not just a slut, she's a breeding bitch. Because C is a cis guy, so he didn't have cause to lie about that. So there's still a lot of men in for a nice surprise.

The sheer facts of the situation are so dizzying that I hardly know what commentary to add, except this:

C managed to conjure a porn star gangbang slut out of the realm of pure fiction. This kind of thing used to require a virgin sacrifice. I mean, I guess it still did.

Oh, J is going to be so happy when he finds out that he doesn't have to tiptoe around your "gender identity". That the T just made you the kind of girl who'll take his cum without resistance or complaint - and that you'll just come on his cock if he bothers to tell you what a good girl you are for taking him like that.

but also transfem supremacy in the sense that I still want her when she learns she doesn't have to comptop anymore. that I help her explore new ways to get off now that hrt makes her struggle to stay hard. that I learn all the ways I can help her feel good and watch her eyes roll back as her body melts into soup in my arms.

Now I just need to be there so I can pose it. So I can hit it and hurt it and see how long this doll can stay still under the pain. It does want to be good, doesn't it? Of course it does. It isn't a brat, is it? It wants to be good. It needs to be good. It needs to obey. Good girl. So it will stay still as long as it can, like the good doll it is. And of course, I wouldn't stop hurting it until it couldn't help but writhe.

-💚

of course it wants to be good. it would very much enjoy being shaped and posed by you.

this thing is a good doll

this doll is an obedient doll

this doll is a pretty doll

this doll is a good girl