personally i try to stay as disengaged from the world as possible & focus on exploring the inner realms. Which isn't an ideal way of living I Would Love if it didn't have to be this way But drastic times call for drastic measures. MY World is something i tend to in a serious & disciplined way. Heavy application of discernment and criticism towards anything that tries to infiltrate my mindspace. Of course I am obsessed with control it might not be too healthy. But there is something so pure within me (Within all of us, i believe,) And I want to protect it more than I could ever want any type of stimulation or gratification. So I'm a pretty serious person. This shit is life of death to me 🖤 in 2016 I tried hypnotherapy and my grandfather came through to me. He took me under a bridge, in London, an old cobblestone bridge, it was night, it was raining, frigid, empty. Under the bridge he handed me a tiny warm white kitten, and he told me, with tears in his eyes- my only job is to protect this. The vision ended but I never forgot. My whole life makes sense when I remember the white kitten. it's wonderful to live for a duty. The Duty in itself is an endless source of inspiration. I guess since a young age I had to learn to work through awful occurrences using creative expression. Everything morbid and soul destroying i've lived through has inspired me in some way. Nothing ever has to be a waste. I won't let it be a waste through brute force I will mold it into something I can stomach. None of this has anything to do with The World At Large it's totally selfish. But look i'm surviving. I'm really doing it! And the white kitten is purring softly.
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