It’s the constant reassurance.
Flirting and kissing through the phone.
The absolute divine communication and understanding
Sleeping on FaceTime every night
Her calling me at 3am to wake me up just to tell me she loves me before she goes to work for the day (4 hour time difference).
It’s the smoke breaks 😎
The warmth and kindess she shares with the world just by smiling
It’s laughing at the smallest yet funniest things together
The cute nicknames, babe, baby, babygirl, sweet girl (my fav).
It’s writing a silly unplanned story together
She thinks I’m a ray of light (sounds expensive).
When she calls me her bird, a cardinal infact
It’s being able to talk through a (wouldn’t even go as far as saying an “issue”) without getting defensive, just open and honesty from both sides
The kinky shit. Sex novels, sexting, screenshotting me naked, her titty flashin me randomly, her beautiful peaches 🍑
The peace I feel that she brings me. She is shavasana
It’s being able to go from hot n bothered to sweet n lovey in .02 seconds
It’s her faith in me
It’s the perfect balanced team that she and I have created. She’s my best friend. She is home.
The proudness she exerts from her heart to mine
The constant affirmations 💋 this week it’s “you’re cute”
Sending packages to eachother with meaningful adorable shit inside that I know she and I will both savor forever
Receiving a piece of clothing of hers with her scent on it (also a fav).
The compassion she has for herself and others and towards myself
The acceptance of who I am with all my demons and flaws
It’s her putting her hand over her heart not knowing I’m doing the exact same
The posting me on her social media so the world knows I’m hers and she’s mine
Staring at eachother through the phone, just silence, watching, studying, admiring, loving on her with my eyes
It’s my heart feeling content and safe no matter what
The time she takes to thank me for just being here
It’s the many I love yous
It’s envisioning a future together
It’s getting to fall in love with a soul I never even met because distance means nothing, she is everything, and I want it all. I want all of her. As she is.
Her love, her soul, her existence.. that’s all this is.
Just Her. Entirety.
