war mother . (ap)

Hi there! I’m really sorry to have to bother you with this, but I’ve set up a GoFundMe account because I’ve recently realized that I may not be able to save up enough money to attend my boyfriend, Josh’s, Air Force graduation ceremony in the middle of August.

It’s been more difficult than I thought to raise the funds myself, with school limiting how much I can work. And I’m honestly worried I won’t be able to afford to go--------because it’s quite seriously one of the most important things to me right now. I haven’t seen his face since he left for Basic Training on June 21st, and I haven’t spoken to him since then either. I’ve been sending him letters but so far, I haven’t received any back because of his circumstances. It’s been a really, really lonely and difficult time for me. He’s the love of my life. After graduation, I will not be able to visit him for /quite/ some time because he’ll be starting a really intensive school program, so this is my one chance to see him and hear him and be with him until.. well, I don’t know. I’m trying so hard to save, and I apologize, but I truly need the extra push to get me there.

I currently have $300 saved up. I need a little over $800. I’ve set my goal as $820, so I will need to raise an additional $520. This is to cover a hotel, a plane ticket, and extra expenses / taxes. I’ll continue doing my best, but if anyone can spare even a dollar to help me, I’ll be eternally grateful & honestly I could not thank you enough. :( !

I also have my COMMISSIONS POST located HERE. You can find prices and such contained within. I would be more than happy to create graphics for you to earn my funds!

And while I do not have a post for it, because this is quite spur-of-the-moment, I’ll also do little head shots of characters for you, at $3 a piece! They’re just black & white, and honestly I’m better at females than males.. but I’ll do my best, I promise! I’ve only recently gotten back into drawing, but one example looks like this.

If you’d simply like to donate to me, which would be so incredibly kind, you can locate my GoFundMe HERE.

Also, my PayPal is [email protected] !

I can be contacted on @warmcther or @inpuritie or @shefox ( although I’m not here as much ), or via the email provided above.

tagged by: @ladydiaochan !

NAME/ALIAS: alexis / lexi. BIRTHDAY: jan 14th. ZODIAC: capricorn. HEIGHT: 5′5. TIME NOW: 4:37pm. AMOUNT OF SLEEP: seven hours maybe? FAVORITE BOOKS: memoirs of a geisha for sure! LAST MOVIE WATCHED: the first harry potter movie. OCCUPATION: waitress / hostess / student. DREAM JOB: astronomer .. tbh .. URL MEANING: war mother, because the female leader of a tribe in the freljord is referred to as such!

     Honestly? If they were in front of officials and her people, Avarosa would likely feel conflicted——-a part of her would not turn away because she would not want to give anyone the wrong idea ( that she did not love her king, if they were such ). Another part would be bashful and only react subtly and quickly. This is assuming it’s only a kiss on the cheek or holding hands. If they tried to do anything more … risque, Avarosa would undoubtedly find the idea rather exciting but be forced to halt the advances as discreetly as possible, for fear of getting caught, which she would not dare risk. ( Her lover may get a mouthful in private later, as well … ).

     My, aren’t you curious? Haha. I don’t really think it takes much, I mean; she’s a young woman playing on the brink of her sexuality, as with many twenty-four year old women. Avarosa really only needs a willing partner to motivate her. And by that, I mean——–someone willing to initiate and express their “interest” in her without the need for provocation, because I highly doubt Avarosa is confident enough to initiate it herself. But like a switch, she can TURN ON just like that. Of course, it cannot be just anyone. She would have to feel a mutual love and attraction for the individual, otherwise Avarosa would only push them away and become hostile at the advances.

     Mn, her affection is very subtle, I think! She’s not overtly affectionate, nor will she express such a thing blatantly in the public eye; it is expected of her to maintain a certain level of composure and professionalism in front of others, as a Queen, after all. Although lingering glances and light brushes of fingers will denote her love or yearning for you when she cannot share it otherwise.

In private, Avarosa might find herself giving in to her building need to shower you with love after perhaps, a long council or hearing, and show a fair more amount of affection than usual———–peppering you with kisses along your jaw, neck, collarbone; fingers roaming every inch of your arms and chest; timid nudges; melting into you. But otherwise, she is not so … enthusiastic, if not provoked. Avarosa shows every-day affection by perhaps staring too long, giving you a tender smile when you catch her, finding your fingers to interlace with her own, resting her head on your shoulder, or indulging in silent embraces. She does not oft initiate kissing in a regular atmosphere ( she would deny being shy, however ).