“I couldn’t sleep anymore, so I picked up a pen and started writing my feelings for you” his lips spoke into the mic as he went up the stage. He stopped and drew a breath in.
He still looked stunning, his once piercing gaze was now soft and he had signs of begs under his eyes, which he tried to conceal with make up, he was wearing his usual hoodie and he looked thinner than when you started dating.
“im a rapper so you know, my voice wont be good enough, but i wanted to sing this to you myself”
with that the music started playing and your ex-lover, Seo Changbin began singing softly into the mic
- The things I’m about to tell you aren’t so you
Change what’s already on your mind -
you had broken up with him due to both of you losing love, or at least thats what you felt. you felt as if it wasnt working anymore, maybe you failed to notice something, but you had your mind made up.
- It’s just that I keep thinking ’bout all the melodies
You made asleep at night -
He smiled softly, and so did you, he remembered one day, he told you, you had sang in your sleep, one of his songs even! he was so happy and surprised and you were kind of embarrassed. you blushed at the memory and shook your head, you could listen to his pained smile while singing.
- Every time I got out of bed to (oh no)
Start my day that’s when I’d hear you
You’d tell me that you loved me I’ll be fine
And that’s what got me through the day alright -
you eyes widened at the lyrics and you looked up at him, he still had his pained smile on, almost like he didn’t want you to worry, he always woke up before you, he had to train after all.
however you didn’t realize your sleepy “I love yous” and “take care!” and even the “fighting!” would be the thing pushing him through the day.
Just the way that you would look at me
Was so much I’d never wanna leave
Keep trying to forget how you were -
You started to tear up, you didn’t know you hurt him this much, much less that he remembered so much of you.
heck he was singing about the way that you used to look at him.
his first tears began to fall.
Just the way that you were calling my name
But without you it won’t be the same
Keep trying to forget but you were beautiful -
his voice wavered over the last beautiful, and you placed a hand over your mouth, stifling your sobs.
once again he tried to smile at you, but that just brought a new wave of tears flow from your eyes.
you wanted to run away from there, seeing him hurt was hard for you, even though you had made up your mind that you both were better apart, a part of you still loved him, and you just realized that.
finally, after the memories from some verses of the song, and some broken and small pained smiles from Changbin, the song came to a close.
Cause the last time that you looked at me
I did all I could I watched you leave
Keep trying to forget how you were
All the things you gave to stay with me
All of your smiles when I would disagree
Keep trying to forget but you were beautiful -
with the last note of the song you bolted away from the small friends gathering you were in, Changbin started calling your name but you were far gone by then.
Once again, all he could do was watch you leave.
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