Sad Girl Diaries

These past few years I have been attracting others that cannot be honest with be, and it begs the question. Can I be honest with me. How do I go about doing that? I realize that I may be some of the issue and Im not sure on how to change these things. How can I be honest with myself? Where do I begin? Thinking about it feels hopeless, but, I know there is a way. Its just a matter of finding it. wish me luck.

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I stopped to give you time, a vibe. Emotion that you don’t just give out on the street for free. But it wasn’t familiar, it was not what your used to. It was so foreign and new that you turned your back. and went back. Ok... If you were unsure then why bring someone else’s feelings in. why mix a potion doomed to explode from the start, turn sour.  Why bring out something you never intended on using yet you abused for your own selfish needs. now Im left hurt, writing as if maybe someday you will see this. but you never will. You never will understand why my pain wrote to you, why you were the straw that broke the camel’s back. Im so mad at you.  DON’T tell me how great I am because clearly I was not good enough for you. but ANY guy would be lucky to have me... bullshit. I know all of this already. But I stopped to give you time, a vibe, but you went back, And a small part of me wishes it was me you went back to, but then again maybe i dodged a bullet.