Sad Boy

“You kept me without ever choosing me.”

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The kindest thing you can do for yourself is to let people go when they want to go. no chasing, no begging, let it hurt then let it heal.

went to the bookstore the other day and grabbed the nearest book to me and opened it to a random page that said “my mother loves me more than anyone, yet i can’t seem to figure out how to love her back. i can’t love her the way i love others. i could maybe be afraid. or maybe i’m ashamed to love someone just like me. someone unafraid to bruise. someone who knows how it feels to constantly lose the battle. someone unafraid to be left empty. i’m a lot like her.. and she’s a lot like me. my mother needs me more than anyone, yet i can’t seem to understand how to need her back. i can’t need her the way i need others. i could maybe be naive or maybe i’m too blind to see what it looks like when someone else’s love for you is unconditional. someone waiting to be loved, someone just like me.” and i’m still thinking about it. my heart is aching, i’m not okay..

sheesh