Hello. Itâs been a while since Iâve posted here. Well, as what the photo says above. Yes this post may have some sensitive topics as it deals with the struggles of convincing children, hints of miscarriages, and a nsfw scenario. Please be respectful to the content that me and @johnnysfire made together.
Thank you @lavendersies for actually inspiring the idea from our little chat room!
With out further ado, here is the story and art work:
Blight Manor had been through a shift recently. Although they already had two children, the halls in manor were awfully quiet, leaving them longing for something else. Something they desired so much, but it was the hardest thing that either wanted to achieve. Odalia and Alador were trying to conceive another child. The continuing hope after having twins was crushed by the information that was given to them from the healers.
âIâm sorry Mr. and Mrs. Blight, but I look like the chances of you naturally conceiving a child is extraordinarily lowâŠâ
âBetween OdaliaâsâŠâ
âThereâs a very limited chanceâŠâ
Those words rang through his ears. It made his stomach twist and his eyes water.
Alador looked at himself in the mirror. Despite just taking a shower moments prior, eyes were still baggy and his hair was disheveled. The witch was so, so tired, physically and mentally. Alador was tired of trying. He just wanted this one to work. Hell, if Odalia and him managed to conceive two beautiful, healthy twins, maybe, just maybe they would be able to pull off having another. They were almost in their second year of trying. Two years of negatives, breakdowns, and miscarriages. He doesnât even know how much more of this heartbreak Odalia could take.
âAlador, I-I think somethingâs wrong with the baby-â
âAlador, Iâm bleedingâŠâ
âIt hurts Alador..it hurts so bad...â
Why is it so easy for people to accidentally have a child after one stupid night, while we practically beg to the Titan to help us conceive a child?
Alador felt a delicate pair of arms wrap around him and a head pressing into his back. He let out a lengthy sigh.
Sheâs not the same anymore either.
Odalia had just put the twins down to sleep. He turned around to face the love of his life. As to his suspicions, Odalia looked completely heartbroken. How is it that a mother could weep for her baby without bearing one? It wasnât fair in the slightest. She gave the faintest smile as she took off the towel that was covering his body. Alador looked into those golden hues, just to confirm that this is what she really wanted. She gave a faint nod.
Alador began to remove Odaliaâs dress. The couple began to make their way over to the bed. With clothes scattered all over their room, Alador paused as he began to look at Odalia. Itâs been a long time since heâs actually glanced at her like this. Alador noticed how beautiful Odalia was. No matter what theyâve been through, their love will always still be here.
Odalia gave a soft smile as she pulled Alador closer to her. They shared a chaste kiss as Alador pulled Odaliaâs body closer to him. They needed this. All their emotions were pent up and they craved that sweet release.
He slowly entered her. This moment right there would always feel so personal to both of them. They werenât doing this to try. They were doing this to feel something other than misery. They wanted to feel each otherâs love. Alador picked up his pace and slowly began to feel something more, but couldnât place what it was. He glanced down at Odalia. He could tell it still all the same for Odalia. From the way she scrunched her face or let out a gasp. It was the same from all the years prior. The way she said his name kept spurring him on. His mouth began to drool, saliva dripping down his mouth. Odalia looked up and saw Alador drool. It caused her pupils to dilate more and felt more turned on.
Like I wanted to scream and tear down everything. I want everything to feel the way I do.
He let out a final groan, letting everything out. By the sound of it, Odalia was done too. But it wasnât enough for Alador. Nothing will ever be enough for him. Alador froze in place. His body began to convulse. Odalia felt tears on her cheeks, but they werenât hers. She look up to see Alador silently sobbing. âAre you okay?â Alador felt his cheek to see that he was crying. He look down at his wife. âIâm⊠Iâm sorry. Iâm so sorry I ruined the mood.â Odalia propped up herself on her elbows. âYou didnât ruin it. Wanna talk about it?â Alador avoided looking into her eyes. âI...Itâs just that what if it was me? Not being able to get you pregnant.â Odalia frowned.
âAlador⊠itâs not⊠youâre not⊠itâs not your fault okay?â
âJust try to get some sleep.â
I donât think Iâll ever be able to.
âYouâll feel better. I love you.â
Iâll never feel better. Itâs all my fault.
Odalia placed a soft kiss on his lips as she quietly drifted off into slumber, with a soft âgood nightâ. But Alador couldnât fall asleep.
Roughly two hours later, Odalia woke up to notice that Alador was missing from their bed. She panicked and got up and dressed decently before going to look for her love. Before she continued her search, Odalia opened the door to Emira and Edricâs room. They were sound asleep. She smiled at her children and continued. She noticed that Aladorâs study door was opened. He usually closed it off before going to bed. Odalia quietly walked in to see Aladorâs body shaking. The somber atmosphere in the room made Odaliaâs heartbreak.
Itâs not like I havenât seen him like this beforeâŠ
Heâs always hiding himself from me.
Even in school⊠I always found it cute.
âHey Alador! Whatcha reading?â
âOh! H-Hey Odalia. Itâs n-nothing.â
I noticed he was reading some sort of manga.
I looked up to notice that he was gone.
Even when we failed, he always hid himself from me...
I opened the door and there he was. Sobbing in his study. Another failed attempt. Another miscarrige. I took a step into his study but I slowly backed away. He needed to be alone.
This time I wonât let him be alone. I need to be there for him.
As Odalia walked closer, she gently placed her hands on Aladorâs face. âWhatâs the matter, love?â Alador struggles to speak. Everything that he built up inside of him just came crashing down. Silent tears start dripping down his cheek. Aladorâs mind began to race again.
âThereâs a very limited chanceâŠâ
âI think this is the one.â
âCongratulations Mr. and Mrs. Blight, Odalia is pregnant.â
âIt hurts Alador..it hurts so much...â
âItâsâŠ.ITâS ME! IâM THE REASON YOU CANâT GET PREGNANT!â he bellowed out. He lowered his head as the sobs kept arriving. Odalia could only see pain in his face. She knows exactly what he is feeling. Guilt. She wrapped her arms around him. During this troubling time to conceive, Alador hadnât cried once. âW-Why am I crying? I canât stop...â He was so used to being strong. Now⊠he didnât have to be anymore. Odalia just kept on hearing him say âIâm sorryâ. Like he had no control over himself. Which is partly true. Alador really has no control anymore. He needs to be comforted just like he comforted Odalia. âIâm broken.â he choked. Odalia sighed and placed a kiss onto Alaodrâs forehead. âYou are not broken, Alador. This is from both of us. We canât control what happens, but all I know is that we have had a long road ahead of us. We can do this... together.â Alador looked up again at his wife. In her eyes, there was a faint glimmer of hope. It left the faintest smile on his face.
Maybe, just maybe, this one worked...