Waking Up Myself

I figured it out today. Made my job appoitment the way I end up in the noon in my friends office and joined them for lunch. What a great solution. I'm totally ful now!

I'm confused. Yesterday I thought it's Friday so I haven't cooked lunch for myself and turned off alarm to let myself sleep a little bit more. I woke up to a beautiful morning just to find out that Friday is today! What a great start.

Today is the day I've got a solution for wrong electricity in my apartment. And the guy, who found it, is my hero! No more dark nights and roads to toilet. No more eating cold food from fridge! Hurray!

I have so much things to do that I forget to make time for myself. I tried to remember the last time I just sat with myself and gave myself these complicated questions about my life, what I want, what I do for it and if I am happy where I am now.

I think I finally figured it out and found system how to handle all the study and actully learn something. It takes me more time than before but the information stuck in my head much better than before. So proud of myself!

I have hard day today. I feel like I can't handle a single task I gave myself. I feel tired and dissapointed and I think I should give up. So it is hard today. But I have tomorrow. Who knows what tomorrow brings.

I procrastinate so much last days. I need to focus on study and everything no matter how small will caugh my attention... how am I supposed to learn everything when I can't even focus?