It was all a dream

Close your eyes so fucking hard.  I didn’t give up.  I realized that you never truly loved me and as much as you begged me to stay and begged me to forgive you, it was no longer in me.  My body, my mind, my fucking soul was exhausted.  I literally died.  The part of me that met you, fell in love with you, understood you, cried for you...died.  I died because you killed me and my soul.  You fucking stabbed me every minute you left me alone for dead.  YOU never fucking loved me the way I ever loved you and for that you will live with her the rest of your life.  I know you’re fine with that because that’s the safe play there.  Have a safe life with a safe girl.  She will never let you down.  Just like me. 

Bro fucked my mint majesty tea up 😒

Mid afternoon blues