I'm aware the doodle isn't centered :sob:

Hi there o/ Not a lot to say except I'm a hobby artist and casual yapper, meaning i draw and talk about the things i like in my own way and view. I am a Cookie Run Ovenbreak and Project SEKAI fan, so the fanarts and rambles i post usually contains both aspects. Such as [insert character] as [insert vocaloid / j-pop song]. Here's 2 of my favorites I've done!

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I usually post about the TBD, mainly String Gummy Cookie followed by the rest of the TBD cast. But right now, I am VERY Nimbus Cake Cookie and Spirit Weapons-pilled and will possibly be posting about those for the upcoming months, or until my obsession calms down to a manageable degree.

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No....... I didn't immediately realize it MAY have been an April Fools Joke after looking through more posts on the account posted on that day......

But idk guys, can we trust this? (Immediate answer: no, and i WAS fooled 😂😭)

(Mainly to decorate my profile aha)

My promised ramblings hehe

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CLAN HEAD!!!!!! OKAY SO XIAOLONGBAO IS NOT

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This part is important to me because they act as a reminder that every people I've met, no matter how mean or nice they were to me, will always leave an important impact for my growth. Every decision I made, every people I've interacted with, my family, friends, YOU GUYS, you all are what allowed me to be here and i am so extremely grateful for it all.

and... at one point... I did, try to push people away from me...😅 because even i thought I'm only worthy of company and attention and praise when I reach the "perfect" standard I have in my mind. NOW THANKFULY! I DON'T THINK LIKE THAT ANYMORE!! (the not so healthy high standards for myself) I can go on for so long about this but I'll save it for another time.

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Silly break, i love them so much 😭

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This part. This entire scene with Longjing Tea and Xiaolongbao. Made me cry. Broke me into a million pieces. And glued everything back together with the reconciliation. This fucking game.

You can tell Xiaolongbao is SO READY to cry, or frustrated.

Longjing Tea KNOWS he's worth so much more, and he's doing all he can to uphold it. The part where he resolves by saying that yes he WANTS to live a full life, and do everything he can in his own power followed by Xiaolongbao cheering him on is aaauuugghghhhhh

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This part where Nimbus got happy seeing Halite arrive is also cute. I LIVE for their dynamic.

Their entire thing is overcoming the things burdening them, standing tall and moving forward as their true selves.

Especially Halite's. She knows she made a mistake either in or out of her control at one point in the past that had disappoint her most trusted person. Either her guess was right or wrong, she decided to believe the painful option and burdening herself to one day atone her mistakes just to feel she's been "forgiven".

Because GUESS WHAT! AFTER THAT PART I TOLD YOU ABOUT (from Nimbus screenshot)! I DID THE SAME THING 😭😭. Aaaaaa something about going for a perfect self image then making a mistake that accidentally hurt others It was on me... But, hey at least I've changed on my side. I'll be honest, it was kind of out of my control but i came to realize i was wrong and what i did couldn't be excused then fully crumbling down and putting yourself through the torture because you "deserve it" Hhskdjskdjsj (I swear I'm better now)

AND IT'S ALSO, embarrassing /pos, that this cookie game is what reminded me all these things about myself. They're small thing, they're not anything grand, but they are what shape me as a person.

GGGRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

Something i drew out of anger around 2 days ago (and it made me feel better ❤‍🩹)

And this one from yesterday while i was waiting for class ☝

WWAAAAAAUUGGGHHHHH THEY'RE SO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Ahem

Why are we suddenly using FOUR WORD NAMES??? THAT IS A MOUTHFUL??? /nm

Nimbuuussssss 🥹🥹

Okay Nimbus looking for validation is hitting a biiitttt too close to home, of course he climbed my favorite characters list easily

Longjing Tea......

Haha, babysitting duty

😭😭😭

This one is confusing, is Xiaolongbao the Head of his clan or no?? 😭, if he is, i have some GREAT idea for a drawing hhhhrhrrgrhrggrhrh Nimbus you're not safe from me.

Aaawwww, them :(

TEARS. TEARS IN MY SPIRIT WEAPONS EYES.