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this boy in my class randomly added me on snap the other week and started snapping me (I fucking hate Snapchat, it’s the worst form of communication ever and I’m fighting demons seriously thinking about removing it forever) and I sorta didn’t think it was weird since all the boys in my class lowkey are bops (yes I’m using their vocabulary) and want to get snap points or whatever…

and I barely ever sent a picture of my face cuz what does he want that for but WHEN I DID he started calling me pretty and stuff which freaked me out??? I’m in my last grade before “college/high school” whatever it is I’m not in America and he’s been in my class for like four years and we’ve never spoken??? So I was panicking??? And to make it all worse this other guy in my class who is also my kinda distant cousin (don’t ask I have many of them) asked me if I had anyone to go to PROM with???? (He also said don’t panic I’m not asking you)

So I’m panicking almost dying shaking can’t sleep because no real life man has paid attention to me this way and I’m freaked out?? And he’s barely said anything??

But time passes (like a week) and we have spring break so I haven’t seen him… but he just kept giving me compliments and saving my snaps in chat and it was so weird …

And I told all my friends and they were lowkey haters cause they don’t like him and idk maybe they’re jealous?? I mean I don’t know if he’s cute he’s really tall and idk…….. I’m just confused

But yesterday however (what I was going to write about from the start but I can rant about this for days) I asked him why he started snapping me and doing all this. I know that’s weird but HES WEIRD I HAD TO ASK?? And he said that he’s “interested” in me or whatever. You don’t say…? Fuck this what the hell do I do it’s so awkward.. I answered that I’d like to get to know him better and he said Ofcourse! Because I don’t know the guy and he really doesn’t know me???? Like he knows absolutely nothing about me he thinks I’m one of the good studying innocent girls but I lowkey have a lot of bad habits (iykyk) and that would probably scare him off..

And I forgot to mention I’m lowkey an outcast in my class and hang out with the “emo” gang or whatever and no one really likes us and he’s one of the popular boys WTF IS THIS WATTPAD SHIT

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