Vox, he/him, queer adult. Your local friendly voidâignore the red eyes and tentacles. Posts are arbitrarily tagged, often NSFW, and mostly queued. Current fandom is JJK; I'm a top!Yuuji haremist, but I'm mainly into goyuu. My inbox is always open to asks, especially if it's about writing/fanfic. You can find my list of JJK WIPs here. I'm voxofthevoid on Ao3 and Reddit.
*rubs my hands together* Finally, It's Time. I first talked about this idea here, and when I conceived of the July Project, I immediately tossed it in. I saved this fic for last because it's not going to remain a oneshot, though I only intend to post the first chapter with the rest of the fics in this project.
The premise is that when Sukuna chants "Enchain," instead of the body possession, Yuuji's yanked into their shared mindscape where he finds a third figureâwho turns out to be his future self, aka Modulo Yuuji from a couple of centuries after the end of Modulo.
I posted a teaser here, and this follows pretty much immediately from that. This is also all I've got written for now because the work side of things got busy after, but I'm hoping to finish this fic this month.
âYou impudent worm,â snarls a third voice, as incandescently furious as the expression Sukunaâs wearing, âwhat have you done?â
Yuujiâs other self looks at Sukuna again, though Yuuji gets the sense that his attention had never really left that seething threat.
âTried to pull a you,â the other Yuujiâheâs got to figure out a better nameâsays, shrugging way too casually for that sentence. âIn fact, judging by what I saw before our body shut down, I did exactly what you were about to. I remember those days pretty well. Probably because I really donât want to. Iâve got shit luck like that, yâknow?â
âWhat does that mean?â Yuuji asks. âWhat was Sukuna going to do?â
âBe quiet,â Sukuna snaps at him.
âGo fuck yourself,â Yuuji snaps back.
His other selfâfuck it, heâs calling him Itadoriâtilts his head slightly toward him, without looking away from Sukuna. âRip your finger off and feed it to Fushiguro to take over his body.â
Yuuji jolts on the spot, blood sloshing under his feet. âWhat?!â
âThe transfer was successful.â Thatâs Sukuna, and he doesnât sound angry anymore, but Yuuji knows from painful experience that the evaluative note in his voice is way, way worse. âI can sense nothing of my power in you. This is just your mewling soul, doubled. How ridiculous. One of you is enough of a waste of soul-stuff.â
The other YuujiâItadoriâlaughs.
It starts out low, just shaking shoulders and throaty noise, but it gets louder and louder, and then Itadori throws his head back and cackles like a movie villain, making the entire grotesque domain reverberate with the sound. It echoes off the giant ribcage above and trembles in the pool of blood below, but itâs Yuujiâs bone and blood that feel like theyâre quivering with every howl of laughter.
Opposite him, Sukuna looks disgusted.
Thatâs pretty hypocritical of him. Yuujiâs heard him laugh like this. No, that was worse. Something about Itadori reminds him more of how Gojou gets sometimes, though Yuujiâs never heard his teacher let loose like this.
The laughter stops as abruptly as it started. In its wake, thereâs no expression at all on Itadoriâs face.
âSoul-stuff, huh?â he says. Despite his lack of expression, he sounds weirdly amused. âYou have no idea.â
Thereâs no movement.
There must have been. No way can Yuujiâs future self just teleport, no matter how cool and also useful itâd be. He just knows thatâs what happened. There was movement. He just couldnât see it. One moment, Itadori was standing at least ten feet away from Sukuna, and the next, he was in his space, looming over a body that is identical to Yuujiâs in every way except for the inky markings and extra eyes.
Sukunaâs expression is all twisted up with anger again, but it doesnât hide how his eyesâall four of themâhave widened. He didnât see it either. He also looks very unhappy about having to look up at a version of Yuuji.
âThis is real weird. Itâs one thing for my own teenage body to look like this, but youâŚâ Itadori lifts a hand and grabs Sukunaâs chin. âYou looking like me after all these yearsâthatâs just not right.â
âRemove your hand,â Sukuna says with a blandness that promises swift and vicious retribution, âlest I remove it for you.â
He doesnât actually wait to do the removing. Almost before heâs spoken, blood spurts in a neat circle around Itadoriâs wrist. Yuuji jolts forward, a belated warning stuck in his throat, but his half-formed thought of punching Sukuna away is arrested with the rest of his body as Itadoriâs severed hand stops mid-air, bouncing once like the blood connecting it to the mass of exposed bone and muscle at the end of his arm has turned elastic.
The hand is practically yanked into the bloody stump, and in the blink of an eye, the damage is gone as if it never wasâno wound, not even blood. If it werenât for the red drops splattered on Sukunaâs yukata and the tips of Itadoriâs own sleeve, thereâd be no evidence at all.
âOw,â Itadori says, his voice dull and flat.
Both of Sukunaâs arms fall to the blood-drenched ground, severed at the elbows.
Yuuji didnât evenâ
Sukuna doesnât make a noise, even though the pain must be agonizing. Yuuji knows just how much it hurts to have his limbs cut off like that. Itadori didnât make a noise either, when Sukuna sliced off his hand.
Yuuji doesnât have any sympathy for Sukunaâthat bastard deserves worse anywayâbut heâs not sure what heâs feeling about his other self. He seems strong. He reminds Yuuji of Gojou.
But thereâs something about him thatâs justâŚunsettling. The way he talks, the way he holds himself.
The way his eyes were red when they were briefly turned toward Yuuji.
Sukunaâs clearly less conflicted. Heâs already leaped back, putting a healthy distance between himself and Itadori. The bleeding flesh of his arms start steaming and bubbling, and then theyâre back, all the way down to clawed fingertips that retreat into normal nails a second later. A rolling motion of the shoulders finds those regrown arms covered in loose sleeves again. That, Yuuji figures, has something to do with Sukunaâs image of himself. Down here, maybe even regeneration works like that. Itâs not like any damage is permanent. Yuujiâs died here a few times, never for good.
But that first time, after that vowâmaybe it should have been for good.
âThat,â Sukuna says, his voice low and deep with a gravity that makes the air in the entire domain feel heavy, âwas my technique.â
âMine now,â Itadori replies blithely. âDonât be so offended. Itâs not like I stole yours. Weâre not twin souls or anything. My power doesnât leech off yours. âCourse, that means yours doesnât limit mine either.â He glances over at Yuuji; his eyes are still as red as the blood under their feet. âNot sure how itâs going to affect you though. But weâre in the same body. I guess it wonât matter, sooner or later.â
Yuujiâs not sure he likes the sound of that. âThatâs kindaââ
Itadori steps to the side suddenly and is obscured by an explosion of blood. âImpatient, arenât you?â
Yuuji knows thatâs not directed at him. Sukuna is still standing where he was, all four eyes narrowed at Itadori. But Yuuji knows he must have sent his technique at Itadori.
A part of Yuuji expects Itadori to retaliate exactly like he did earlier. Instead, he just folds his arms across his chest and steps back into the spot he was occupying before Sukuna tried to cut him in half.
Itadoriâs feet, Yuuji realizes, arenât sinking into the blood. Sukunaâs arenât either, but thatâs how it always is. Yuujiâs the only one ankle-deep in that disgusting mess.
Sukuna must have noticed already. The guyâs an evil asshole, but heâs smartâway smarter than Yuuji.
Theyâre also talking, and Yuuji tunes back in time to hear Itadori say, ââme again?â
Sukuna looks unimpressed. âWhat are you?â
âHim, obviously.â Itadori jerks a thumb at Yuuji as if to punctuate the point. Then he takes a single, deliberate step toward Sukuna. âI am you, tooâand you are me. But I guess you wouldnât know that yet, if you ever accepted it at all.â
Sukunaâs expression twists, a rancid mixture of disgust and disbelief and sheer rage. He thrusts an arm out, and even from where heâs standing, Yuuji can feel his power being gathered, a miasmic maelstrom that fills the air with the scent of blood and rotâ
And Itadori is there, again, and this time, his hand isnât on Sukunaâs face but his chest, all five fingers digging like theyâre claws. Blood seeps into the cloth, and Yuujiâs breath hitches in his throat as he remembers the wet squelch of his heart in his own possessed fistâ
But Itadori doesnât rip Sukunaâs heart out.
Itâs the flesh around his hand that starts bulging and writhing, shredding the clothes Sukunaâs wearing to expose skin that bubbles like some movie witchâs potion, and then the whole thing explodes, showing Itadori in blood and gore, and Sukunaâ
Sukunaâs massive and monstrous, with four arms and a toothy maw on his stomach and four eyes arranged in a way drastically different from what Yuujiâs used to seeing on his own borrowed face.
ButâŚhis hair is still pink. The same pink as Yuujiâs hair. The same pink as his grandpaâs hair, back when it had some color in it.
Yuuji doesnât like that.
âMuch better,â Itadori declares, giving Sukuna the worldâs most obvious once-over.
Sukuna looksâ
Youâd think itâd be difficult to read the expression on features so different from what youâre used to, but Yuuji finds that he needs no translation for the look on Sukunaâs face. Itâs exactly what Yuuji himself is feeling.
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iâm nothing but nausea, nothing but reverie, nothing but longing
Word Count
7,230, written across four days
Summary
âItadori,â Hiromi asks calmly, âwhat are you doing?â
âIsnât it obvious?â
Hiromi blinks, waiting for a real answer. It is obvious, thatâs true. Itadori is taking a bathâin his clothes and also in Hiromiâs tub instead of the perfectly serviceable one at his own house.
âItadori,â he prods.
âYou were right,â says Itadori. âIt does feel better than I expected.â
Hiromi closes his eyes. Itâs a terrifyingly easy habit to fall into when this person is involved.
He forces them open. âHow long have you been like this?â
Thereâs a low hum thatâs not reassuring in any way, shape, or form. âWho knows. A while.â
âYouâll get sick.â
âI never get sick.â
âItadori,â Hiromi sighs, dragging a hand over his face, âget out.â
Itadori raises an arm, indolently stretching it out toward Hiromi. âHelp me up then.â
âYou donât need my help.â
âNo,â Itadori agrees serenely. âHelp me anyway.â
He shouldnât.
Hiromi takes his hand.
It grips him tight, yanking him down into the water.
Thirteen years after their first, fateful meeting, Hiromiâs favorite mistake pays him an unexpected visit.
Now and then, there comes a story that makes me go, "Yes, this is what I was put on this earth for." It's the sheer satisfaction of writing them. Among my existing JJK works, the ones that made me feel this way are the kidnapping fic, the fic in which Modulo Yuuji time travels to the Shinjuku Showdown, the time travel fic written before Modulo came out where Yuuji from a dismal postcanon setting time travels to the isolation chamber in Episode 1âand now this hiita fic.
Higuruma's PoV came to a lot more smoothly than I was expecting, and using his eyes and thoughts to sketch out a Yuuji who's slowly, inevitably transitioning from the boy we see at the end of JJK canon to the man we see in Modulo is the most fun I've had writing in quite a while. The sex also expanded my horizons! I haven't written extended/repeated drowning as a kink before, and my earlier stab at it was a much shorter affair that wasn't from the PoV of the one being drowned.
What I like most is the ending though. That's what catapulted this fic into the aforementioned personal list.
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this tiktok screenshot ruined my life i need to see the serbian pigeon movie so so badly but it doesn't exist it's so foul to make this bad of a point with something so cool and then take it away from me.
Tiktok marvel fans really will be out here like "movie fan SHOCKED because i'd rather watch superhero movie #54 in blue and not a sensual 1987 french horror film about a man discovering his wife may not exist set in what is gradually revealed to be a space station" as if you're supposed to agree that superhero movie #54 is the clear winner in this comparison
Love the idea of a story about a complex issue that's told from the perspective of something that cannot comprehend or care about the issue. The way the story would be sliced up and moments that a human would consider pointless would be focused on because the pigeon happened to be there would be hype as fuck
MaliĹĄa, otherwise known as Little One, is a pet pigeon owned by a conservative butler of the Austro-Hungarian aristocracy. She is loved, and she is pamperedâ until her owner is murdered in cold blood, and she is left to fend for herself in Sarajevo.
In the wilds of the city, she feeds from the poor, working nationalist radicals, and the vieux riches alike.
To MaliĹĄa, there are no ethical concerns. No politics. No burgeoning nationalism.
There are only hands that feed her, and hands that do not.
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I have a secret I won't share with you in the DMs.
An American, for context. For years, I've only known the term "wank" as a synonym for masturbation. So when I kept seeing "fandom wank" over and over again through the shades of drama I've(mostly) ignored over the years, I really thought it was two people/groups conducting some kind feral and furious mutual masturbation ritual.
Anon, this is a beautiful image, and I will forever be grateful that you shared it with me. Your mind đ
Seriously, I fucking wish all the fandom wank was just fans ferally jerking off together. I bet it'd be far more pleasant across fandom that way.
Regarding your july project... I am now kind of disappointed that we won't be having Mei Mei and Yuuji. It's such a rarepair, I would have enjoyed seeing you tackle it. Would you be willing to share more about the general plot outline?
You and I bothâMei had my vote đ
But good news, the idea isn't being scrapped! Mei's, Getou's, Choso's, and Kirara+Hakari's fic premises were all grabbed from my list for future Hole Mission entries, and since Mei didn't win here, she's gone back to that roster. Time and inspiration allowing, I'll tackle it in the future.
The basic premise is that, not long after the ending of JJK, Mei and Yuuji are assigned a mission together someplace relatively far, where they have to share a hotel room. Only-one-bed scenario, except it doesn't really follow the trope beatsâseeing as Mei comes out of the bathroom naked and wet on the very first night.
I've stopped sharing my fic outlines wholesale after AI got so prevalent, but I will list some specific parts I want to work in. Also, this is yet another idea that was developed in the DMs with @nearalways, so anything bolded is their direct contribution:
That slow path she'd take from the bathroom to the bed. Yuuji looking like a deer in headlights but also very much looking. Mei would absolutely tease him for looking too, as if she's not doing a naked catwalk over to his dick.
Yuuji reaching apex blood in dick, blood not in brain, and blurting out "I'm not your brother." Yuuji thinking he's safe because of...whatever the fuck Mei Mei and her brother are doing. She arranges for them to share a hotel room and a hotel bed, and he's like "she's a brotherfucker, she won't be interested."
I have a vivid soundbite of Mei mid-sex telling Yuuji he can pretend she's Gojou if he'd like (keep in mind that this is canon-compliant, so Gojou's dead). Yuuji reacts...poorly.
*rubs my hands together* Finally, It's Time. I first talked about this idea here, and when I conceived of the July Project, I immediately tossed it in. I saved this fic for last because it's not going to remain a oneshot, though I only intend to post the first chapter with the rest of the fics in this project.
The premise is that when Sukuna chants "Enchain," instead of the body possession, Yuuji's yanked into their shared mindscape where he finds a third figureâwho turns out to be his future self, aka Modulo Yuuji from a couple of centuries after the end of Modulo.
I posted a teaser here, and this follows pretty much immediately from that. This is also all I've got written for now because the work side of things got busy after, but I'm hoping to finish this fic this month.
âYou impudent worm,â snarls a third voice, as incandescently furious as the expression Sukunaâs wearing, âwhat have you done?â
Yuujiâs other self looks at Sukuna again, though Yuuji gets the sense that his attention had never really left that seething threat.
âTried to pull a you,â the other Yuujiâheâs got to figure out a better nameâsays, shrugging way too casually for that sentence. âIn fact, judging by what I saw before our body shut down, I did exactly what you were about to. I remember those days pretty well. Probably because I really donât want to. Iâve got shit luck like that, yâknow?â
âWhat does that mean?â Yuuji asks. âWhat was Sukuna going to do?â
âBe quiet,â Sukuna snaps at him.
âGo fuck yourself,â Yuuji snaps back.
His other selfâfuck it, heâs calling him Itadoriâtilts his head slightly toward him, without looking away from Sukuna. âRip your finger off and feed it to Fushiguro to take over his body.â
Yuuji jolts on the spot, blood sloshing under his feet. âWhat?!â
âThe transfer was successful.â Thatâs Sukuna, and he doesnât sound angry anymore, but Yuuji knows from painful experience that the evaluative note in his voice is way, way worse. âI can sense nothing of my power in you. This is just your mewling soul, doubled. How ridiculous. One of you is enough of a waste of soul-stuff.â
The other YuujiâItadoriâlaughs.
It starts out low, just shaking shoulders and throaty noise, but it gets louder and louder, and then Itadori throws his head back and cackles like a movie villain, making the entire grotesque domain reverberate with the sound. It echoes off the giant ribcage above and trembles in the pool of blood below, but itâs Yuujiâs bone and blood that feel like theyâre quivering with every howl of laughter.
Opposite him, Sukuna looks disgusted.
Thatâs pretty hypocritical of him. Yuujiâs heard him laugh like this. No, that was worse. Something about Itadori reminds him more of how Gojou gets sometimes, though Yuujiâs never heard his teacher let loose like this.
The laughter stops as abruptly as it started. In its wake, thereâs no expression at all on Itadoriâs face.
âSoul-stuff, huh?â he says. Despite his lack of expression, he sounds weirdly amused. âYou have no idea.â
Thereâs no movement.
There must have been. No way can Yuujiâs future self just teleport, no matter how cool and also useful itâd be. He just knows thatâs what happened. There was movement. He just couldnât see it. One moment, Itadori was standing at least ten feet away from Sukuna, and the next, he was in his space, looming over a body that is identical to Yuujiâs in every way except for the inky markings and extra eyes.
Sukunaâs expression is all twisted up with anger again, but it doesnât hide how his eyesâall four of themâhave widened. He didnât see it either. He also looks very unhappy about having to look up at a version of Yuuji.
âThis is real weird. Itâs one thing for my own teenage body to look like this, but youâŚâ Itadori lifts a hand and grabs Sukunaâs chin. âYou looking like me after all these yearsâthatâs just not right.â
âRemove your hand,â Sukuna says with a blandness that promises swift and vicious retribution, âlest I remove it for you.â
He doesnât actually wait to do the removing. Almost before heâs spoken, blood spurts in a neat circle around Itadoriâs wrist. Yuuji jolts forward, a belated warning stuck in his throat, but his half-formed thought of punching Sukuna away is arrested with the rest of his body as Itadoriâs severed hand stops mid-air, bouncing once like the blood connecting it to the mass of exposed bone and muscle at the end of his arm has turned elastic.
The hand is practically yanked into the bloody stump, and in the blink of an eye, the damage is gone as if it never wasâno wound, not even blood. If it werenât for the red drops splattered on Sukunaâs yukata and the tips of Itadoriâs own sleeve, thereâd be no evidence at all.
âOw,â Itadori says, his voice dull and flat.
Both of Sukunaâs arms fall to the blood-drenched ground, severed at the elbows.
Yuuji didnât evenâ
Sukuna doesnât make a noise, even though the pain must be agonizing. Yuuji knows just how much it hurts to have his limbs cut off like that. Itadori didnât make a noise either, when Sukuna sliced off his hand.
Yuuji doesnât have any sympathy for Sukunaâthat bastard deserves worse anywayâbut heâs not sure what heâs feeling about his other self. He seems strong. He reminds Yuuji of Gojou.
But thereâs something about him thatâs justâŚunsettling. The way he talks, the way he holds himself.
The way his eyes were red when they were briefly turned toward Yuuji.
Sukunaâs clearly less conflicted. Heâs already leaped back, putting a healthy distance between himself and Itadori. The bleeding flesh of his arms start steaming and bubbling, and then theyâre back, all the way down to clawed fingertips that retreat into normal nails a second later. A rolling motion of the shoulders finds those regrown arms covered in loose sleeves again. That, Yuuji figures, has something to do with Sukunaâs image of himself. Down here, maybe even regeneration works like that. Itâs not like any damage is permanent. Yuujiâs died here a few times, never for good.
But that first time, after that vowâmaybe it should have been for good.
âThat,â Sukuna says, his voice low and deep with a gravity that makes the air in the entire domain feel heavy, âwas my technique.â
âMine now,â Itadori replies blithely. âDonât be so offended. Itâs not like I stole yours. Weâre not twin souls or anything. My power doesnât leech off yours. âCourse, that means yours doesnât limit mine either.â He glances over at Yuuji; his eyes are still as red as the blood under their feet. âNot sure how itâs going to affect you though. But weâre in the same body. I guess it wonât matter, sooner or later.â
Yuujiâs not sure he likes the sound of that. âThatâs kindaââ
Itadori steps to the side suddenly and is obscured by an explosion of blood. âImpatient, arenât you?â
Yuuji knows thatâs not directed at him. Sukuna is still standing where he was, all four eyes narrowed at Itadori. But Yuuji knows he must have sent his technique at Itadori.
A part of Yuuji expects Itadori to retaliate exactly like he did earlier. Instead, he just folds his arms across his chest and steps back into the spot he was occupying before Sukuna tried to cut him in half.
Itadoriâs feet, Yuuji realizes, arenât sinking into the blood. Sukunaâs arenât either, but thatâs how it always is. Yuujiâs the only one ankle-deep in that disgusting mess.
Sukuna must have noticed already. The guyâs an evil asshole, but heâs smartâway smarter than Yuuji.
Theyâre also talking, and Yuuji tunes back in time to hear Itadori say, ââme again?â
Sukuna looks unimpressed. âWhat are you?â
âHim, obviously.â Itadori jerks a thumb at Yuuji as if to punctuate the point. Then he takes a single, deliberate step toward Sukuna. âI am you, tooâand you are me. But I guess you wouldnât know that yet, if you ever accepted it at all.â
Sukunaâs expression twists, a rancid mixture of disgust and disbelief and sheer rage. He thrusts an arm out, and even from where heâs standing, Yuuji can feel his power being gathered, a miasmic maelstrom that fills the air with the scent of blood and rotâ
And Itadori is there, again, and this time, his hand isnât on Sukunaâs face but his chest, all five fingers digging like theyâre claws. Blood seeps into the cloth, and Yuujiâs breath hitches in his throat as he remembers the wet squelch of his heart in his own possessed fistâ
But Itadori doesnât rip Sukunaâs heart out.
Itâs the flesh around his hand that starts bulging and writhing, shredding the clothes Sukunaâs wearing to expose skin that bubbles like some movie witchâs potion, and then the whole thing explodes, showing Itadori in blood and gore, and Sukunaâ
Sukunaâs massive and monstrous, with four arms and a toothy maw on his stomach and four eyes arranged in a way drastically different from what Yuujiâs used to seeing on his own borrowed face.
ButâŚhis hair is still pink. The same pink as Yuujiâs hair. The same pink as his grandpaâs hair, back when it had some color in it.
Yuuji doesnât like that.
âMuch better,â Itadori declares, giving Sukuna the worldâs most obvious once-over.
Sukuna looksâ
Youâd think itâd be difficult to read the expression on features so different from what youâre used to, but Yuuji finds that he needs no translation for the look on Sukunaâs face. Itâs exactly what Yuuji himself is feeling.
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