Vox, he/him, queer adult. Your local friendly void—ignore the red eyes and tentacles. Posts are arbitrarily tagged, often NSFW, and mostly queued. Current fandom is JJK; I'm a top!Yuuji haremist, but I'm mainly into goyuu. My inbox is always open to asks, especially if it's about writing/fanfic. You can find my list of JJK WIPs here. I'm voxofthevoid on Ao3 and Reddit.
This fic is now 8.6k, two chapters, and counting. Progress will be slower this month, I think, since I'll also be editing the July Project fics—including the first chapter of this fic—alongside writing. But the current plan is for this fic to be just three chapters. None of the planned scenes or their length should get too out of control (famous last words).
And now we step into what I'd label deeply unserious rape territory. Modulo Yuuji is what the scientific community calls cuckoo for coco puffs, and Sukuna is...Sukuna. That leaves teen Yuuji the sanest of the trio, which means the overall sanity quotient is dismal.
Onwards ✨
“You want me to rape Sukuna?!”
Itadori blinks, then shrugs. “If that’s how you want to see it.”
“There’s no other way to see it!” Yuuji yells hotly. “You’ve got him strung up like—like—like some sort of—” He tries desperately to search for a word that isn’t hentai chick, but his brain is blank. No, it’s full of the wrong images and thoughts. He shakes his head like that’ll help. It doesn’t. “You know what I mean!”
Itadori looks slowly from Yuuji to Sukuna and then back and then back again. Sukuna, the bastard, seems a lot less bothered by this than Yuuji is. He looks…bored.
“He doesn’t seem to mind,” Itadori says, and his hand squeezes Sukuna’s crotch like it’s demonstrating the point.
Sukuna’s lips twist into a sneer. “Desperate whore.”
“Not yet,” Itadori says placidly. “But you will be.”
“The years must truly have addled your mind,” Sukuna drawls, “if you’re mistaking me for Gojou Satoru.”
Even from this distance, Yuuji can see how Itadori’s hand clamps down on Sukuna’s groin. But Sukuna just laughs like Itadori isn’t crushing his cock.
Itadori yanks, his arm sweeping to the side like a conductor’s grand gesture. For a moment, Yuuji thinks he’s ripped Sukuna’s dick off, and he can’t help wincing, even though Sukuna doesn’t deserve his sympathy. Yuuji’s gone for the crotch a time or two when fighting too, mostly when he thought the other guy really deserved it, but a punch or a kick to the dick is a lot different from—
Then it registers, the unbloodied scrap of white fabric dangling from Itadori’s fist, and suddenly, Yuuji’s not sure if he wouldn’t have preferred a severed cock.
“Hey!” he protests, except it sounds weak and wavering even to himself. And then he sees what Itadori’s newest bullshit has exposed. “Why the hell does he have two dicks? And why are they hard, you bastard?!”
“Stop blathering, boy.” All four of Sukuna’s eyes throw Yuuji a scalding glare. “You’re an eyesore through and through.”
Yuuji gapes at him for a moment. Then he turns to Itadori, finding him watching Yuuji with a faint smile.
“You want me to fuck that?” Yuuji asks him, gesturing wildly at Sukuna.
“I’m asking if you want to,” Itadori corrects. A corner of his mouth quirks sharply up. “Aren’t you tempted though? You could finally shut him up.”
“I can just break his jaw.”
“This one talks too,” Itadori says, tapping the thick lower lip of Sukuna’s belly mouth. It snaps at him, monstrous teeth clacking shut around thin air. “He’d heal anyway. And no matter how badly you hurt him, he won’t change. I guess we’re a lot alike that way.”
“Don’t flatter yourself,” Sukuna says flatly.
“It’s different when it’s pleasure,” Itadori continues, ignoring Sukuna again. He also stops groping him, even walking backward until he’s no longer between those splayed legs. But his hand’s quick to return to Sukuna, clasping an ankle. “And you’re all about pleasure, aren’t you, Sukuna?”
“Bold of you to think you can please me,” Sukuna says, his tone and his expression all imperious in a way that clashes terribly with the state he’s in. “You might be willing to fuck anything with a pulse, but I have far more discerning tastes.”
Itadori hums thoughtfully. “A pulse isn’t strictly necessary. Technically, we don’t have one down here. These bodies are just simulacra—our souls copying the shapes we know.”
“That is so not the point,” Yuuji mutters, dragging a hand over his face.
Whatever Sukuna might have replied with is lost to the sudden violent movement of the ropes of blood binding his legs. Yuuji startles a little as they squirm and shift and tighten, crushing the loose hakama between their coils to emphasize the sheer thickness of the legs underneath. Then a bunch of smaller tendrils shoot up from the apparently endless pool of blood below, their tips weirdly sharp—like spearpoints.
They pierce the fabric and slide inside, the coils wrapped over the hakama loosening to let the new invaders move freely, and even knowing what’s coming, Yuuji still gasps as Sukuna’s pants are shredded from the inside.
The scraps fall to the ground, soaking up the blood and sinking right in. Or maybe they’re just vanishing. Yuuji can’t quite tell. He spends an extra second half-heartedly trying to figure it out, just so he can avoid looking up.
“Stop fighting,” Itadori says, sounding half amused and half chiding. “We both know you’re not going anywhere.”
“I’ll peel off your skin and feed it to you charred.”
“You won’t even cook it properly? Wow, it’s almost like you hate me.”
“Hatred,” Sukuna says tightly, “doesn’t capture a fraction of my loathing for you.”
“That’s fine.” Itadori’s voice is very soft. Almost tender. Yuuji continues staring blankly at the blood below. “I decided a very long time ago that I’d chew up every single curse in your belly.”
Sukuna makes a noise then, thick and dark with fury and other writhing things, and Yuuji finally looks up, freezing when he realizes that he’s somehow a lot closer to the other two now, even though he has no memory of taking those steps.
Itadori is standing beside Sukuna’s hip now, with his right hand resting idly on the space right under the mouth on Sukuna’s stomach. Yuuji tries not to look, but his eyes still slip to the two thick cocks jutting out side by side near that hand. They’re still obscenely hard, and the whole visual is even more lewd now because Sukuna’s legs are naked and also all bent, the calves pressed flush to the underside of his thighs, a dozen thick tendrils of fresh red blood binding them tightly together. They’re spread so wide too, and Yuuji doesn’t know if he’s relieved or disappointed that he can’t see between them from where he’s standing.
Sukuna makes another noise, mostly a growl, and Yuuji drags his eyes to less guilty lands, except that also backfires when he sees Itadori dig his fingers into Sukuna’s underbelly like he plans to tear those curses out of his stomach by the fistful, and the violence of it wouldn’t have bothered Yuuji, not when Sukuna’s the victim, but there’s something about the taut curve of Itadori’s knuckles that makes him think of naked bodies and clasped hands, and the heat it pours into his veins is festering with filth.
I’m not gonna get hard about this, Yuuji tells himself. I refuse.
His cock throbs like it couldn’t give less of a shit what he wants or doesn’t want.
At least the other two aren’t in any danger of noticing. Itadori’s stopped trying to claw into Sukuna’s stomach and is sliding that hand upward, right over the massive mouth that tries and fails to take a chunk out of that hand, again, and along the impossibly broad chest above it. It drifts to the side, with an ease that’d have looked casual if anything about this was normal or even sane. As it is, Yuuji just feels a dull set of resignation as that hand closes around a narrow slab of muscle that Yuuji first thought was part of Sukuna’s abs but is now being forced to realize is a second, smaller pair of tits. There are nipples and everything.
And Itadori’s merrily squeezing it.
Sukuna’s watching his hand like he’s imagining it flayed open and probably fried or something. The expression doesn’t change even when Itadori’s hand graduates to the larger, more familiar-looking pec above it.
Still, Yuuji doesn’t trust that expression either. Sukuna’s cocks are still hard.
Itadori’s hand moves again, ghosting over the curve of a collarbone and sliding more firmly up the side of that thick throat. It settles on the side of Sukuna’s face, cupping it and tilting it toward Itadori.
Sukuna bares both sets of teeth.
Itadori bends down to kiss him on the mouth.
Maybe, if Yuuji tries really hard, he can swim back up to his body and leave these two to fuck in his soul. It can’t dirty the thing more than Sukuna already has.
Not that Yuuji’s any less guilty.
He doesn’t actually try to leave. Something keeps him rooted to the spot, keeps his eyes fixed on the mouths slotted together only a few feet in front of him, and he doesn’t look away even as blood starts to sluice down Sukuna’s jaw.
Itadori rises from the kiss with blood smeared all over his chin, and below, Sukuna’s teeth are still bared, now with blood bubbling between them as he hisses something incomprehensible at Itadori, and Yuuji’s so sure that Itadori lost a lip or maybe a tongue to that bastard’s mouth, but then he looks, really looks, at Itadori’s face and—
There’s a tongue clutched between his teeth, wet and red and twitching.
Itadori tilts his head back and opens his mouth, and the tongue vanishes down his maw. His throat swells as it swallows.
Yuuji’s stomach churns, heat and bile mixing together into an unholy mess.
“I still remember what your fingers tasted like,” Itadori murmurs. His head is still tipped back, his eyes still closed. There’s a smile on his face, beatific and eerie. “Grave wax and rot. You’re so much sweeter fresh.”
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I'm tapping this out on Saturday but scheduling this for Sunday—I do love to use and abuse that feature.
Anyway, here's a light-hearted bit from my ongoing sukuita fic where time-traveling Modulo Yuuji gently encourages his younger self to rape Sukuna as catharsis:
“Fuck,” he spits out, prying his eyes open. His vision’s a blur, and he has to blink a few times for his eyes to focus, only to get blasted with the sight of that oversized tongue still clutched in his fist; it hasn’t stopped squirming.
“Feel better?” Itadori asks.
Yuuji pins him with what he hopes is the flattest look his face can manage at a time like this. “That was the worst sex I’ve ever had.”
“That’s not saying much at this point in our life,” Itadori muses. “Maybe it’s rose-tinted glasses, but I remember Gojou-sensei being very good with his body.”
“Not the point,” Yuuji sighs—why does he even bother anymore?
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its always helpful imo to remember theres a cis person with whatever problem you have as a trans person 9/10 times. theres a cis man as short as you, a cis woman as tall as you, with hands and feet as big or small as yours. theres a cis woman scared to go out without shaving twice a day, theres a cis man whos upset bc he will never grow a beard. theres a cis woman who worries her infertility makes her less of a woman, and theres a cis man feeling similarly about his lack of potency. theres cis women who dilate and cis men with phalloplasty. theres a cis man scared that painting his nails will make people think hes not really a man and a cis woman whos exhausted with spending hours grooming just so people treat her like she wants to be treated as a woman. they dont put it in the terms we do but theyre worried that these problems make them inadequate at the gender they want people to see them as. our patriarchal system has made the boxes were supposed to fit into so small and you arent alone in not fitting it--nobody really fits
No, it's not.
It's genuinely not. I am truly concerned with the growing number of people on tumblr who feel that physically diverging from an extremely narrow, colonial, oppressive and genuinely unrealistic notion of "what the sexes allegedly look like" makes you intersex. No. Like, 80% of Middle Eastern women have a lot of body hair and face hair they need to wax (or sugar) all the time, yes, with beards sometimes. No, impotent men or infertile women are not something else than dyadic men and women unless they actually are. No, there's cis men with "buried penis" who are 100% dyadic perisex cis men. Yes, men and women are sometimes almost indistinguishable by a glance without makeup, grooming, brow shaping, different clothes, different hair, etc: our natural dimorphism isn't particularly strong as a species.
You are reinforcing the idea that the "natural state" of the two dyadic sexes is this extreme Disney-animal dimorphism that is actually a social construst and not the biological physical reality.
You are reinforcing these extremely narrow and straight up statistically incorrect boxes by, rather than questioning them, calling what lies outside them "Other".
Intersex people are people born with intersex variations.
Like me. And our experiences are not just limited to the pressure to fit in narrow boxes we don't really fit in (hello, feminism 101 - that's everyone, that's how gender works), it's a lot more specific, often a lot more violent, with specific medical axes of abuse, with specific forms of discrimination, etc.
thank you for putting this better than i could. it was bothering me how a few people kept bringing up intersex people as if thats the sum of the experience im describing when it isnt. every single thing i mentioned is something that perisex people can and do experience, and its as much about the construction of the sex binary as a facet of white supremacy and eugenics and ableism as it is about intersexism. singling out intersexism does, as you said, more to reify that boundary by casting all sexual variance as other rather than accepting the fact that "male" and "female" are not very different from each other, while ignoring the specific violence that too often comes with being intersex
hey vox, have you seen the whole gen ai fic chaos going on in another fandom? it's so crazy, I've seen way too many fic authors worrying and overthinking if they'd get targeted by the witch hunting too
The most recent clusterfuck I learned about was the Claude code stuff happening in the Heated Rivalry and maybe also Stranger Things fandoms? I know Heated Rivalry had some AI-related controversies even before that, including someone making a collection to harass authors and a general tendency to throw around AI accusations.
Witch hunt is unfortunately a very apt term for how things have been developing. The Claude code thing is a rare instance where you have an objective AI tell, and even that's not grounded in the writing itself but in the act of copy-pasting from Claude to Ao3.
In general, most people seem to have two ways to "detect" AI: One is running it through AI detectors, which is stupid as shit for obvious reasons, and the other is...vibes, which manages to be even stupider. Given the rather drastic consequences even false AI accusations have for authors, especially since there's no easy way to "prove" you wrote the damn words yourself, the resulting effect on fandom is highly unpleasant. Most of what I've heard on this end is also about the Heated Rivalry fandom, but a large number of writers deleting or hiding their works or even just up and leaving the fandom is a damn tragedy all the same.
I loathe AI itself and think no self-respecting writer would use it for anything. However, I don't find chasing off a few genuine AI users to be a worthwhile trade-off for all the bloody collateral damage these witch hunts create.
All I have to say to my fellow authors is to not let this shit turn you paranoid or insecure about your writing. AI "tells" exist because massive quantities of human-made text were used to train those fucking things. Em dashes and semicolons and the rule of three are just bog-standard style choices; plot holes and continuity errors have existed in even professionally published media since forever. Stressing about your writing style or punctuation won't help anyone. And none of us should have to lower ourselves to deliberately writing badly or leaving errors in the text to appease a bunch of trigger-happy clowns. AI accusations typically come from idiots or shit-stirrers, neither of whom can be reasoned with. Feel free to insult them though, if you're like me and find that cathartic.
If you do run into something you think is AI-made or AI-assisted writing, just close the fic and move on. That's the most harmless course of action. Innocent until proven guilty should apply here as well, and we don't have any accurate tools to judge anyone's innocence or guilt when it comes to AI use in writing.
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Thinking about how Gege said that if Gojo wasn't a sorcerer, he'd be a kept man with someone older than him. Reincarnation!Gojo with Modulo!Yuuji being an overprotective sugar daddy. Gojo has his memories and is tickled pink at how fiercely Yuuji defends him, even though he's just as strong as his first life. He just lets it happen and slacks off (Yuuji may or may not have hidden his reincarnation from the greater jujutsu world...)
I don't even go here (ballet), but this dancer came across my feed at random on FB, and I think that if he's looking for the right audience.... well, Tumblr loves a beautiful man doing beautiful dances in beautiful clothes.
He's also selling prints on his website!! Like this one!!
There are a lot more than just this one, but this is one of my favorites. There's also artwork of him in the prints section!
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I recently had the realization that I conceptualize Chōsō's and Uraume's sexual and romantic orientations the same way: aroace without any strong feelings (negative or positive) about sex or romance—but wholeheartedly willing to do quite literally anything Yuuji or Sukuna, respectively, wants.