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Vox, he/him, queer adult. Your local friendly void—ignore the red eyes and tentacles. Posts are arbitrarily tagged, often NSFW, and mostly queued. Current fandom is JJK; I'm a top!Yuuji haremist, but I'm mainly into goyuu. My inbox is always open to asks, especially if it's about writing/fanfic. You can find my list of JJK WIPs here. I'm voxofthevoid on Ao3 and Reddit.
*rubs my hands together* Finally, It's Time. I first talked about this idea here, and when I conceived of the July Project, I immediately tossed it in. I saved this fic for last because it's not going to remain a oneshot, though I only intend to post the first chapter with the rest of the fics in this project.
The premise is that when Sukuna chants "Enchain," instead of the body possession, Yuuji's yanked into their shared mindscape where he finds a third figure—who turns out to be his future self, aka Modulo Yuuji from a couple of centuries after the end of Modulo.
I posted a teaser here, and this follows pretty much immediately from that. This is also all I've got written for now because the work side of things got busy after, but I'm hoping to finish this fic this month.
“You impudent worm,” snarls a third voice, as incandescently furious as the expression Sukuna’s wearing, “what have you done?”
Yuuji’s other self looks at Sukuna again, though Yuuji gets the sense that his attention had never really left that seething threat.
“Tried to pull a you,” the other Yuuji—he’s got to figure out a better name—says, shrugging way too casually for that sentence. “In fact, judging by what I saw before our body shut down, I did exactly what you were about to. I remember those days pretty well. Probably because I really don’t want to. I’ve got shit luck like that, y’know?”
“What does that mean?” Yuuji asks. “What was Sukuna going to do?”
“Be quiet,” Sukuna snaps at him.
“Go fuck yourself,” Yuuji snaps back.
His other self—fuck it, he’s calling him Itadori—tilts his head slightly toward him, without looking away from Sukuna. “Rip your finger off and feed it to Fushiguro to take over his body.”
Yuuji jolts on the spot, blood sloshing under his feet. “What?!”
“The transfer was successful.” That’s Sukuna, and he doesn’t sound angry anymore, but Yuuji knows from painful experience that the evaluative note in his voice is way, way worse. “I can sense nothing of my power in you. This is just your mewling soul, doubled. How ridiculous. One of you is enough of a waste of soul-stuff.”
The other Yuuji—Itadori—laughs.
It starts out low, just shaking shoulders and throaty noise, but it gets louder and louder, and then Itadori throws his head back and cackles like a movie villain, making the entire grotesque domain reverberate with the sound. It echoes off the giant ribcage above and trembles in the pool of blood below, but it’s Yuuji’s bone and blood that feel like they’re quivering with every howl of laughter.
Opposite him, Sukuna looks disgusted.
That’s pretty hypocritical of him. Yuuji’s heard him laugh like this. No, that was worse. Something about Itadori reminds him more of how Gojou gets sometimes, though Yuuji’s never heard his teacher let loose like this.
The laughter stops as abruptly as it started. In its wake, there’s no expression at all on Itadori’s face.
“Soul-stuff, huh?” he says. Despite his lack of expression, he sounds weirdly amused. “You have no idea.”
There’s no movement.
There must have been. No way can Yuuji’s future self just teleport, no matter how cool and also useful it’d be. He just knows that’s what happened. There was movement. He just couldn’t see it. One moment, Itadori was standing at least ten feet away from Sukuna, and the next, he was in his space, looming over a body that is identical to Yuuji’s in every way except for the inky markings and extra eyes.
Sukuna’s expression is all twisted up with anger again, but it doesn’t hide how his eyes—all four of them—have widened. He didn’t see it either. He also looks very unhappy about having to look up at a version of Yuuji.
“This is real weird. It’s one thing for my own teenage body to look like this, but you…” Itadori lifts a hand and grabs Sukuna’s chin. “You looking like me after all these years—that’s just not right.”
“Remove your hand,” Sukuna says with a blandness that promises swift and vicious retribution, “lest I remove it for you.”
He doesn’t actually wait to do the removing. Almost before he’s spoken, blood spurts in a neat circle around Itadori’s wrist. Yuuji jolts forward, a belated warning stuck in his throat, but his half-formed thought of punching Sukuna away is arrested with the rest of his body as Itadori’s severed hand stops mid-air, bouncing once like the blood connecting it to the mass of exposed bone and muscle at the end of his arm has turned elastic.
The hand is practically yanked into the bloody stump, and in the blink of an eye, the damage is gone as if it never was—no wound, not even blood. If it weren’t for the red drops splattered on Sukuna’s yukata and the tips of Itadori’s own sleeve, there’d be no evidence at all.
“Ow,” Itadori says, his voice dull and flat.
Both of Sukuna’s arms fall to the blood-drenched ground, severed at the elbows.
Yuuji didn’t even—
Sukuna doesn’t make a noise, even though the pain must be agonizing. Yuuji knows just how much it hurts to have his limbs cut off like that. Itadori didn’t make a noise either, when Sukuna sliced off his hand.
Yuuji doesn’t have any sympathy for Sukuna—that bastard deserves worse anyway—but he’s not sure what he’s feeling about his other self. He seems strong. He reminds Yuuji of Gojou.
But there’s something about him that’s just…unsettling. The way he talks, the way he holds himself.
The way his eyes were red when they were briefly turned toward Yuuji.
Sukuna’s clearly less conflicted. He’s already leaped back, putting a healthy distance between himself and Itadori. The bleeding flesh of his arms start steaming and bubbling, and then they’re back, all the way down to clawed fingertips that retreat into normal nails a second later. A rolling motion of the shoulders finds those regrown arms covered in loose sleeves again. That, Yuuji figures, has something to do with Sukuna’s image of himself. Down here, maybe even regeneration works like that. It’s not like any damage is permanent. Yuuji’s died here a few times, never for good.
But that first time, after that vow—maybe it should have been for good.
“That,” Sukuna says, his voice low and deep with a gravity that makes the air in the entire domain feel heavy, “was my technique.”
“Mine now,” Itadori replies blithely. “Don’t be so offended. It’s not like I stole yours. We’re not twin souls or anything. My power doesn’t leech off yours. ’Course, that means yours doesn’t limit mine either.” He glances over at Yuuji; his eyes are still as red as the blood under their feet. “Not sure how it’s going to affect you though. But we’re in the same body. I guess it won’t matter, sooner or later.”
Yuuji’s not sure he likes the sound of that. “That’s kinda—”
Itadori steps to the side suddenly and is obscured by an explosion of blood. “Impatient, aren’t you?”
Yuuji knows that’s not directed at him. Sukuna is still standing where he was, all four eyes narrowed at Itadori. But Yuuji knows he must have sent his technique at Itadori.
A part of Yuuji expects Itadori to retaliate exactly like he did earlier. Instead, he just folds his arms across his chest and steps back into the spot he was occupying before Sukuna tried to cut him in half.
Itadori’s feet, Yuuji realizes, aren’t sinking into the blood. Sukuna’s aren’t either, but that’s how it always is. Yuuji’s the only one ankle-deep in that disgusting mess.
Sukuna must have noticed already. The guy’s an evil asshole, but he’s smart—way smarter than Yuuji.
They’re also talking, and Yuuji tunes back in time to hear Itadori say, “—me again?”
Sukuna looks unimpressed. “What are you?”
“Him, obviously.” Itadori jerks a thumb at Yuuji as if to punctuate the point. Then he takes a single, deliberate step toward Sukuna. “I am you, too—and you are me. But I guess you wouldn’t know that yet, if you ever accepted it at all.”
Sukuna’s expression twists, a rancid mixture of disgust and disbelief and sheer rage. He thrusts an arm out, and even from where he’s standing, Yuuji can feel his power being gathered, a miasmic maelstrom that fills the air with the scent of blood and rot—
And Itadori is there, again, and this time, his hand isn’t on Sukuna’s face but his chest, all five fingers digging like they’re claws. Blood seeps into the cloth, and Yuuji’s breath hitches in his throat as he remembers the wet squelch of his heart in his own possessed fist—
But Itadori doesn’t rip Sukuna’s heart out.
It’s the flesh around his hand that starts bulging and writhing, shredding the clothes Sukuna’s wearing to expose skin that bubbles like some movie witch’s potion, and then the whole thing explodes, showing Itadori in blood and gore, and Sukuna—
Sukuna’s massive and monstrous, with four arms and a toothy maw on his stomach and four eyes arranged in a way drastically different from what Yuuji’s used to seeing on his own borrowed face.
But…his hair is still pink. The same pink as Yuuji’s hair. The same pink as his grandpa’s hair, back when it had some color in it.
Yuuji doesn’t like that.
“Much better,” Itadori declares, giving Sukuna the world’s most obvious once-over.
Sukuna looks—
You’d think it’d be difficult to read the expression on features so different from what you’re used to, but Yuuji finds that he needs no translation for the look on Sukuna’s face. It’s exactly what Yuuji himself is feeling.
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today I had a dream that there was a species of deer called “ice deer” and every winter they’d travel up North and have their babies in a frozen cavern and the babies would be sort of comatose in the cold, and then the deer would leave the babies there and migrate South until spring, and just before the first thaw, they’d go back up North and find their babies and wait for them to thaw out and wake up and they’d nurse them.
But with the Earth getting warmer and spring coming sooner and winters being less harsh up North, the babies were starting to thaw out too early, so when the Ice Deer got to them, they’d been awake already and starved to death.
So there were only like, 300 Ice Deer left. They were bigger than elks, all white with blue antlers that even the females grew, and I realized the only solution would be to somehow lead them North every year when it started thawing. As a human I could check the weather and the ice in the North Pole and when it was time to go to the babies, even if the deer thought it was still winter.
So I had to devise a plan to get the Ice Deer to follow me North to their babies on time every spring, and it just became part of my life. I did other stuff and lived life as usual while keeping track of the weather near the end of winter and I’d be like, welp it’s time to lead the deer North, and I’d set out to find their winter home.
And a lot of people were like “this isn’t a permanent solution. We need to focus on climate change so it’s fixed for good.”
and I was like dang I know but the Ice Deer need us right now so, someone’s gotta do it? And it just became a thing I did.
Everyone asking is absolutely allowed to use the Ice Deer in their fantasy world building and in fact I encourage it bc I love the idea of this one made up animal quietly linking all of your universes.
it’s not weird to find fanfiction from 2021, or 2017, or 2014 that you’ve never read and actually taking your time to read it.
it’s not weird to love it and comment and leave kudos because the author will probably still see it someday and it will make them happy.
it’s not weird to like said author’s work so much that you want to go look for other fics from them.
it’s not weird to go through the authors profile and look for other fics from the ships you like (or maybe some that you’ll give a chance because you liked the author) and maybe bookmark them for later.
it’s not weird to read these other fics and like them too and comment on them because you actually like them and you want to let the author know.
it’s not weird to read fanfiction from 5, or 8, or 10 years ago and actually enjoy and engage with it because it’s perfectly normal to relate to something that’s less than a decade old!
let’s stop treating fanfiction like they’re instagram posts that stop being interesting in 24 hours! fanfiction is NOT social media, fanfiction is art!!! and art doesn’t get old in one day, one year, or even a decade!
read fanfiction! write fanfiction! comment on fanfiction! let’s not let fanculture die people!!!!!
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i’m nothing but nausea, nothing but reverie, nothing but longing
Word Count
7,230, written across four days
Summary
“Itadori,” Hiromi asks calmly, “what are you doing?”
“Isn’t it obvious?”
Hiromi blinks, waiting for a real answer. It is obvious, that’s true. Itadori is taking a bath—in his clothes and also in Hiromi’s tub instead of the perfectly serviceable one at his own house.
“Itadori,” he prods.
“You were right,” says Itadori. “It does feel better than I expected.”
Hiromi closes his eyes. It’s a terrifyingly easy habit to fall into when this person is involved.
He forces them open. “How long have you been like this?”
There’s a low hum that’s not reassuring in any way, shape, or form. “Who knows. A while.”
“You’ll get sick.”
“I never get sick.”
“Itadori,” Hiromi sighs, dragging a hand over his face, “get out.”
Itadori raises an arm, indolently stretching it out toward Hiromi. “Help me up then.”
“You don’t need my help.”
“No,” Itadori agrees serenely. “Help me anyway.”
He shouldn’t.
Hiromi takes his hand.
It grips him tight, yanking him down into the water.
Thirteen years after their first, fateful meeting, Hiromi’s favorite mistake pays him an unexpected visit.
Now and then, there comes a story that makes me go, "Yes, this is what I was put on this earth for." It's the sheer satisfaction of writing them. Among my existing JJK works, the ones that made me feel this way are the kidnapping fic, the fic in which Modulo Yuuji time travels to the Shinjuku Showdown, the time travel fic written before Modulo came out where Yuuji from a dismal postcanon setting time travels to the isolation chamber in Episode 1—and now this hiita fic.
Higuruma's PoV came to a lot more smoothly than I was expecting, and using his eyes and thoughts to sketch out a Yuuji who's slowly, inevitably transitioning from the boy we see at the end of JJK canon to the man we see in Modulo is the most fun I've had writing in quite a while. The sex also expanded my horizons! I haven't written extended/repeated drowning as a kink before, and my earlier stab at it was a much shorter affair that wasn't from the PoV of the one being drowned.
What I like most is the ending though. That's what catapulted this fic into the aforementioned personal list.
this tiktok screenshot ruined my life i need to see the serbian pigeon movie so so badly but it doesn't exist it's so foul to make this bad of a point with something so cool and then take it away from me.
Tiktok marvel fans really will be out here like "movie fan SHOCKED because i'd rather watch superhero movie #54 in blue and not a sensual 1987 french horror film about a man discovering his wife may not exist set in what is gradually revealed to be a space station" as if you're supposed to agree that superhero movie #54 is the clear winner in this comparison
Love the idea of a story about a complex issue that's told from the perspective of something that cannot comprehend or care about the issue. The way the story would be sliced up and moments that a human would consider pointless would be focused on because the pigeon happened to be there would be hype as fuck
Mališa, otherwise known as Little One, is a pet pigeon owned by a conservative butler of the Austro-Hungarian aristocracy. She is loved, and she is pampered— until her owner is murdered in cold blood, and she is left to fend for herself in Sarajevo.
In the wilds of the city, she feeds from the poor, working nationalist radicals, and the vieux riches alike.
To Mališa, there are no ethical concerns. No politics. No burgeoning nationalism.
There are only hands that feed her, and hands that do not.
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