Vox, he/him, queer adult. Your local friendly voidâignore the red eyes and tentacles. Posts are arbitrarily tagged, often NSFW, and mostly queued. Current fandom is JJK; I'm a top!Yuuji haremist, but I'm mainly into goyuu. My inbox is always open to asks, especially if it's about writing/fanfic. You can find my list of JJK WIPs here. I'm voxofthevoid on Ao3 and Reddit.
*rubs my hands together* Finally, It's Time. I first talked about this idea here, and when I conceived of the July Project, I immediately tossed it in. I saved this fic for last because it's not going to remain a oneshot, though I only intend to post the first chapter with the rest of the fics in this project.
The premise is that when Sukuna chants "Enchain," instead of the body possession, Yuuji's yanked into their shared mindscape where he finds a third figureâwho turns out to be his future self, aka Modulo Yuuji from a couple of centuries after the end of Modulo.
I posted a teaser here, and this follows pretty much immediately from that. This is also all I've got written for now because the work side of things got busy after, but I'm hoping to finish this fic this month.
âYou impudent worm,â snarls a third voice, as incandescently furious as the expression Sukunaâs wearing, âwhat have you done?â
Yuujiâs other self looks at Sukuna again, though Yuuji gets the sense that his attention had never really left that seething threat.
âTried to pull a you,â the other Yuujiâheâs got to figure out a better nameâsays, shrugging way too casually for that sentence. âIn fact, judging by what I saw before our body shut down, I did exactly what you were about to. I remember those days pretty well. Probably because I really donât want to. Iâve got shit luck like that, yâknow?â
âWhat does that mean?â Yuuji asks. âWhat was Sukuna going to do?â
âBe quiet,â Sukuna snaps at him.
âGo fuck yourself,â Yuuji snaps back.
His other selfâfuck it, heâs calling him Itadoriâtilts his head slightly toward him, without looking away from Sukuna. âRip your finger off and feed it to Fushiguro to take over his body.â
Yuuji jolts on the spot, blood sloshing under his feet. âWhat?!â
âThe transfer was successful.â Thatâs Sukuna, and he doesnât sound angry anymore, but Yuuji knows from painful experience that the evaluative note in his voice is way, way worse. âI can sense nothing of my power in you. This is just your mewling soul, doubled. How ridiculous. One of you is enough of a waste of soul-stuff.â
The other YuujiâItadoriâlaughs.
It starts out low, just shaking shoulders and throaty noise, but it gets louder and louder, and then Itadori throws his head back and cackles like a movie villain, making the entire grotesque domain reverberate with the sound. It echoes off the giant ribcage above and trembles in the pool of blood below, but itâs Yuujiâs bone and blood that feel like theyâre quivering with every howl of laughter.
Opposite him, Sukuna looks disgusted.
Thatâs pretty hypocritical of him. Yuujiâs heard him laugh like this. No, that was worse. Something about Itadori reminds him more of how Gojou gets sometimes, though Yuujiâs never heard his teacher let loose like this.
The laughter stops as abruptly as it started. In its wake, thereâs no expression at all on Itadoriâs face.
âSoul-stuff, huh?â he says. Despite his lack of expression, he sounds weirdly amused. âYou have no idea.â
Thereâs no movement.
There must have been. No way can Yuujiâs future self just teleport, no matter how cool and also useful itâd be. He just knows thatâs what happened. There was movement. He just couldnât see it. One moment, Itadori was standing at least ten feet away from Sukuna, and the next, he was in his space, looming over a body that is identical to Yuujiâs in every way except for the inky markings and extra eyes.
Sukunaâs expression is all twisted up with anger again, but it doesnât hide how his eyesâall four of themâhave widened. He didnât see it either. He also looks very unhappy about having to look up at a version of Yuuji.
âThis is real weird. Itâs one thing for my own teenage body to look like this, but youâŚâ Itadori lifts a hand and grabs Sukunaâs chin. âYou looking like me after all these yearsâthatâs just not right.â
âRemove your hand,â Sukuna says with a blandness that promises swift and vicious retribution, âlest I remove it for you.â
He doesnât actually wait to do the removing. Almost before heâs spoken, blood spurts in a neat circle around Itadoriâs wrist. Yuuji jolts forward, a belated warning stuck in his throat, but his half-formed thought of punching Sukuna away is arrested with the rest of his body as Itadoriâs severed hand stops mid-air, bouncing once like the blood connecting it to the mass of exposed bone and muscle at the end of his arm has turned elastic.
The hand is practically yanked into the bloody stump, and in the blink of an eye, the damage is gone as if it never wasâno wound, not even blood. If it werenât for the red drops splattered on Sukunaâs yukata and the tips of Itadoriâs own sleeve, thereâd be no evidence at all.
âOw,â Itadori says, his voice dull and flat.
Both of Sukunaâs arms fall to the blood-drenched ground, severed at the elbows.
Yuuji didnât evenâ
Sukuna doesnât make a noise, even though the pain must be agonizing. Yuuji knows just how much it hurts to have his limbs cut off like that. Itadori didnât make a noise either, when Sukuna sliced off his hand.
Yuuji doesnât have any sympathy for Sukunaâthat bastard deserves worse anywayâbut heâs not sure what heâs feeling about his other self. He seems strong. He reminds Yuuji of Gojou.
But thereâs something about him thatâs justâŚunsettling. The way he talks, the way he holds himself.
The way his eyes were red when they were briefly turned toward Yuuji.
Sukunaâs clearly less conflicted. Heâs already leaped back, putting a healthy distance between himself and Itadori. The bleeding flesh of his arms start steaming and bubbling, and then theyâre back, all the way down to clawed fingertips that retreat into normal nails a second later. A rolling motion of the shoulders finds those regrown arms covered in loose sleeves again. That, Yuuji figures, has something to do with Sukunaâs image of himself. Down here, maybe even regeneration works like that. Itâs not like any damage is permanent. Yuujiâs died here a few times, never for good.
But that first time, after that vowâmaybe it should have been for good.
âThat,â Sukuna says, his voice low and deep with a gravity that makes the air in the entire domain feel heavy, âwas my technique.â
âMine now,â Itadori replies blithely. âDonât be so offended. Itâs not like I stole yours. Weâre not twin souls or anything. My power doesnât leech off yours. âCourse, that means yours doesnât limit mine either.â He glances over at Yuuji; his eyes are still as red as the blood under their feet. âNot sure how itâs going to affect you though. But weâre in the same body. I guess it wonât matter, sooner or later.â
Yuujiâs not sure he likes the sound of that. âThatâs kindaââ
Itadori steps to the side suddenly and is obscured by an explosion of blood. âImpatient, arenât you?â
Yuuji knows thatâs not directed at him. Sukuna is still standing where he was, all four eyes narrowed at Itadori. But Yuuji knows he must have sent his technique at Itadori.
A part of Yuuji expects Itadori to retaliate exactly like he did earlier. Instead, he just folds his arms across his chest and steps back into the spot he was occupying before Sukuna tried to cut him in half.
Itadoriâs feet, Yuuji realizes, arenât sinking into the blood. Sukunaâs arenât either, but thatâs how it always is. Yuujiâs the only one ankle-deep in that disgusting mess.
Sukuna must have noticed already. The guyâs an evil asshole, but heâs smartâway smarter than Yuuji.
Theyâre also talking, and Yuuji tunes back in time to hear Itadori say, ââme again?â
Sukuna looks unimpressed. âWhat are you?â
âHim, obviously.â Itadori jerks a thumb at Yuuji as if to punctuate the point. Then he takes a single, deliberate step toward Sukuna. âI am you, tooâand you are me. But I guess you wouldnât know that yet, if you ever accepted it at all.â
Sukunaâs expression twists, a rancid mixture of disgust and disbelief and sheer rage. He thrusts an arm out, and even from where heâs standing, Yuuji can feel his power being gathered, a miasmic maelstrom that fills the air with the scent of blood and rotâ
And Itadori is there, again, and this time, his hand isnât on Sukunaâs face but his chest, all five fingers digging like theyâre claws. Blood seeps into the cloth, and Yuujiâs breath hitches in his throat as he remembers the wet squelch of his heart in his own possessed fistâ
But Itadori doesnât rip Sukunaâs heart out.
Itâs the flesh around his hand that starts bulging and writhing, shredding the clothes Sukunaâs wearing to expose skin that bubbles like some movie witchâs potion, and then the whole thing explodes, showing Itadori in blood and gore, and Sukunaâ
Sukunaâs massive and monstrous, with four arms and a toothy maw on his stomach and four eyes arranged in a way drastically different from what Yuujiâs used to seeing on his own borrowed face.
ButâŚhis hair is still pink. The same pink as Yuujiâs hair. The same pink as his grandpaâs hair, back when it had some color in it.
Yuuji doesnât like that.
âMuch better,â Itadori declares, giving Sukuna the worldâs most obvious once-over.
Sukuna looksâ
Youâd think itâd be difficult to read the expression on features so different from what youâre used to, but Yuuji finds that he needs no translation for the look on Sukunaâs face. Itâs exactly what Yuuji himself is feeling.
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my notifications are once again devolving into a spirited debate about the ethics of actions that could potentially make someone uncomfortable, and at risk of sounding like someone about to get a lot of irate anons I think we're frankly giving way too to much moral weight to hypothetical discomfort
the thing about discomfort is that it's an extremely nebulous category that can be triggered by virtually anything and that's far too broad a category to have any inherent moral quality to it. like. my mom was mad uncomfortable when I stopped shaving. that didn't mean I was doing violence against my mom it just meant she needed to get over herself. many such cases it must be said.
so hereâs a fun story about this movie. guess who loves this movie? me! i do! i love this movie. i love this movie so much that when i was in the 7th grade and i saw âfirst wives club 2â on pay per view i was like: HELL YEAH!! FIRST WIVES CLUB TWO!! NO ONE TOLD ME THERE WAS A SEQUEL!!!
hereâs the synopsis for first wives club 2:
disgruntled first wives take their ex-husbandsâ new lovers under their wing.
sounds great, right? awesome viewing material for a precocious 11-year-old.
so i buy this movie, and like, three minutes into it iâm starting to feel suspicious?? like itâs really low quality and my girls are nowhere in sight?? how come none of the first wives are the same?? how come theyâre alone in a bedroom with mood lighting?? why is she taking off her shirt?? why are they both taking off their shirts?? WHY ARE THEYâ
hereâs what i did not know about first wives club 2:
it is a lesbian porno of no relation to the beloved 1996 classic.
so of course i, horrified that iâve accidentally bought porn on my familyâs account (and in that state of panic that kids work themselves into whenever anything regarding sex is mentioned), quickly shut off the TV and go upstairs and watch an episode of veggie tales to like, cleanse my soul and apologize to jesus, and thatâs that.
EXCEPT, OF COURSE:
you have to pay for pay per view.
so the end of the month comes and i have completely put this incident out of my mind, haha, i accidentally bought porn, how funny, TELL NO ONE. right? and iâm sitting at a nice dinner with my mother, my stepfather, and my very religious aunt deb, and weâre just talking about farm things, whatever, when suddenly my mother puts her fork down and says, âokay, thereâs something we need to discuss. as a family.â
AS A FAMILY.
and iâm like, running through a list of people i know who could conceivably be dead, and fantasizing about my mother announcing that sheâs going to buy me My Own Computer Just Because U Earned It Kiddo, and she pulls out a piece of paper that says DIRECTV across the top. and iâm like: OH NO.
âi received the tv bill today,â my mother said, and i was like, shoveling potatoes into my mouth as fast as i could because i knew that when i went to PORN PRISON they werenât going to feed me this kind of quality starch. âdoes anybody want to tell me who purchased the pornography?â
as a reminder, a quick table survey:
my mother, surprised and disappointed by the porn bill (innocent)
my stepfather, a grumbly old cowboy who just wants to sing along to kenny chesney and watch the hunt for red october (innocent)
my aunt deb, a super religious catholic whose best friend is a nun named Sister Placid (innocent)
me, the 11-year-old with a mouthful of potatoes who definitely purchased the lesbian pornography
silence.
my mother said, âiâm not going to ask again.â
silence.
my aunt looked at my stepdad. my stepdad looked at my aunt. NOBODY LOOKED AT ME, THE 11-YEAR-OLD WITH A MOUTHFUL OF POTATOES WHO DEFINITELY PURCHASED THE LESBIAN PORNOGRAPHY.
my mother shook her head and put the bill down. âthis was incredibly inappropriate,â she said. âskip, deb, whoever. buy that shit on your own time. iâm not paying for it. what if molly had seen it?â
WHAT IF MOLLY HAD SEEN IT?
âdonât expose my kid to that crap.â
DONâT
EXPOSE
MY KID
TO THAT CRAP
âif you want to watch porn, fine, but do it in private and donât expect me to pay for it. i canât believe one of you did that in the living room.â
I CANâT BELIEVE ONE OF YOU DID THAT
IN THE LIVING ROOM
but molly, why didnât you own up to it and explain that it was an accident?
are you fucking kidding
i did not want to go to porn prison
the fun conclusion to this story is that i never owned up to it, which means that there are 3 people in the world who have not solved the mystery of the lesbian porn. a quick survey:
my mother, who lives every day wondering whose porn she paid for
my stepfather, who probably wishes he knew less about his wifeâs sisterâs porn preferences
my aunt, who probably wishes she knew less about her sisterâs husbandâs porn preferences
but molly, why donât you own up to it now, with the safety of time and distance and the knowledge that porn prison isnât real?
Completely random ask, but I finished watching Dorohedoro and it occurred to me that it was probably something you could enjoy. Very bloody, many deranged people, friends being feral for each other, there's a friendly tattoed mad scientist that loves dissecting people, a tall muscular woman who kicks major ass, a tall muscular man who kicks ass, demons who love doing fucked up shit, almost everyone is a serial killer of some sort but still manage to be very endearing characters, and I find it very good overall
Hello there, strange cryptid I have certainly never encountered before đ
You're the latest person to recommend this series to me, and from the spoiler-free cursory research I did, I'd say you're spot on that this is up my alley. I've added it to my to-watch list and thus also to my block/filter listâbut before I did that, I was heavy breathing every time scenes or fan art of Noi crossed my dash. That's One Fine Lady.
So I'm currently rewatching season one of Dorohedoro (because I wanted a refresher before I started the second season that just came out after a several year hiatus) and I feel like it's something you'd enjoy.
If you haven't seen it, I highly recommend! The way I described it to dusty was:
There's lot's of blood and gore and mystery and like a sprinkle of sexual tension (but it's like a C plot). It's also hilarious. PLUS there are two really strong, capable female characters and one of them is a major muscle mommy.
âŚdo with that what you will.
YOU DO SPEAK MY LANGUAGE.
I think three people have recommended Dorohedoro to me now, and every single one of them has mentioned or hinted at Noi.
And I meanâ
I'm fucking sold!!
Actually, this series first caught my eye because I saw fan art of her topless. The hair+tiddies+muscles combo had my dick flashing heart eyes, and I also marked it down as a possible reference for a fem!Sukuna design.
But Dorohedoro itself also seems very up my alley, and it's on my to-watch list.
When I'll get to it is...another matter. Thanks so much for the rec, meanwhile â¤ď¸
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Thatâs hilarious (but get well soon!) because I was about to ask if the ao3 curse has ever affected you at some point đ
So, you sent this in response to this post listing how this is not my year health-wise, and my body followed that up with a week-long session of acute gastritis ft. explosive diarrhea.
Let's say getting better took a while đĽš
Anyway, I've been on Ao3 since April 1, 2014 (amazing date, I know). It's seen me go through a dozen ups and downs and general life upheavalsâa couple of college degrees, my parents' separation and the general fallout of infidelity (on my dad's part), the wholeass pandemic, a major shift in career trajectory, a surgery, three relationships and also three break-ups, countless friendships that bloomed and withered and flourished, the entire course of my ongoing HRT, an obscene number of minor but irritating health issues, and a ton of important stuff I'm sure I'm forgetting.
You get the idea. I'm sure it'll witness many more bouts of explosive diarrhea đ¤Ł
Iâm currently reading my way through all your jjk fics but I want to specifically thank you for writing (let me be clear) every version of the story ends with you being slaughtered, which I love dearly and has heavily influenced my writing of yuji as a character since reading it, and both your itaken fics simply because I adore that ship and you write them so beautifully <33
-@frankencest
That is incredibly flattering to hear đĽ°
The kidnapping fic is what I consider my "baby" in this fandom. Even in a general sense, it's the first longfic I'd completed in quite a while at the time. Considering JJK in particular, it's an idea that made me insane from conception onward, and actually writing it drastically improved my grasp of all characters. All of which to sayâthat fic is very special to me, and it's an honor to know it's informed your characterization of Yuuji â¤ď¸
And I have a colossal soft spot for kenita! I dabble in it relatively rarely, but they live rent-free in my head, and it's always such a pleasure to know that you like my fics for them.
something i really enjoy in horror movies is when the victim(s) start to hunt the killer in return in order to kill them first, both because it's an interesting parallel that (if done well) asks the audience to consider the question of when violence and killing are a justifiable means to an end in order to survive and at what point it crosses the line from acceptable to abhorrent and condemns the perpetrator, and also because it's a little bit funny. like i can do that too bitch you're not special.
If you had a hazing ritual for newcomers to the JJK fandom, what would it be?
They will be locked in a room with me. The room will have Equipment and Contraptions right out of a cartoon mad scientist's laboratory. They will be shackled to a chair; there may or may not be a trap door underneath.
I will ask them some questions about canon.
Here are some examples:
Easy mode
Are Sukuna and Kenjaku sorcerers or cursed spirits? There is only one right answer.
Is it physically possible for Gojou to have a child with the Six Eyes? There is only one right answer.
Hard mode
Does Yuuji know that Kenjaku is his mother, and if so, at what point in the story did he realize this? Is this text or subtext? There are, again, predetermined right answers.
Describe Itadori Yuuji in five or fewer words/phrases. If the term "sunshine," "sweet summer child," or "shoujo hero/heroine" is used, I will activate the death ray.
(On a less ominous note, I had entirely too much fun coming up with this. Also, I did get your older ask tooâthat answer will take more time, so I've been sitting on it until calmer days đ)
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A reminder that darker fiction has a right to exist and explore themes that people are uncomfortable with. Yes, even if it's romanticized. Yes, even if you personally don't like it.
Authors have always written about things that they don't agree with morally, and I hope to god they always will, despite how shitty people treat them for doing that now.
today I had a dream that there was a species of deer called âice deerâ and every winter theyâd travel up North and have their babies in a frozen cavern and the babies would be sort of comatose in the cold, and then the deer would leave the babies there and migrate South until spring, and just before the first thaw, theyâd go back up North and find their babies and wait for them to thaw out and wake up and theyâd nurse them.
But with the Earth getting warmer and spring coming sooner and winters being less harsh up North, the babies were starting to thaw out too early, so when the Ice Deer got to them, theyâd been awake already and starved to death.
So there were only like, 300 Ice Deer left. They were bigger than elks, all white with blue antlers that even the females grew, and I realized the only solution would be to somehow lead them North every year when it started thawing. As a human I could check the weather and the ice in the North Pole and when it was time to go to the babies, even if the deer thought it was still winter.
So I had to devise a plan to get the Ice Deer to follow me North to their babies on time every spring, and it just became part of my life. I did other stuff and lived life as usual while keeping track of the weather near the end of winter and Iâd be like, welp itâs time to lead the deer North, and Iâd set out to find their winter home.
And a lot of people were like âthis isnât a permanent solution. We need to focus on climate change so itâs fixed for good.â
and I was like dang I know but the Ice Deer need us right now so, someoneâs gotta do it? And it just became a thing I did.
Everyone asking is absolutely allowed to use the Ice Deer in their fantasy world building and in fact I encourage it bc I love the idea of this one made up animal quietly linking all of your universes.
itâs not weird to find fanfiction from 2021, or 2017, or 2014 that youâve never read and actually taking your time to read it.
itâs not weird to love it and comment and leave kudos because the author will probably still see it someday and it will make them happy.
itâs not weird to like said authorâs work so much that you want to go look for other fics from them.
itâs not weird to go through the authors profile and look for other fics from the ships you like (or maybe some that youâll give a chance because you liked the author) and maybe bookmark them for later.
itâs not weird to read these other fics and like them too and comment on them because you actually like them and you want to let the author know.
itâs not weird to read fanfiction from 5, or 8, or 10 years ago and actually enjoy and engage with it because itâs perfectly normal to relate to something thatâs less than a decade old!
letâs stop treating fanfiction like theyâre instagram posts that stop being interesting in 24 hours! fanfiction is NOT social media, fanfiction is art!!! and art doesnât get old in one day, one year, or even a decade!
read fanfiction! write fanfiction! comment on fanfiction! letâs not let fanculture die people!!!!!
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