Vox, he/him, queer adult. Your local friendly void—ignore the red eyes and tentacles. Posts are arbitrarily tagged, often NSFW, and mostly queued. Current fandom is JJK; I'm a top!Yuuji haremist, but I'm mainly into goyuu. My inbox is always open to asks, especially if it's about writing/fanfic. You can find my list of JJK WIPs here. I'm voxofthevoid on Ao3 and Reddit.
This fic is now 8.6k, two chapters, and counting. Progress will be slower this month, I think, since I'll also be editing the July Project fics—including the first chapter of this fic—alongside writing. But the current plan is for this fic to be just three chapters. None of the planned scenes or their length should get too out of control (famous last words).
And now we step into what I'd label deeply unserious rape territory. Modulo Yuuji is what the scientific community calls cuckoo for coco puffs, and Sukuna is...Sukuna. That leaves teen Yuuji the sanest of the trio, which means the overall sanity quotient is dismal.
Onwards ✨
“You want me to rape Sukuna?!”
Itadori blinks, then shrugs. “If that’s how you want to see it.”
“There’s no other way to see it!” Yuuji yells hotly. “You’ve got him strung up like—like—like some sort of—” He tries desperately to search for a word that isn’t hentai chick, but his brain is blank. No, it’s full of the wrong images and thoughts. He shakes his head like that’ll help. It doesn’t. “You know what I mean!”
Itadori looks slowly from Yuuji to Sukuna and then back and then back again. Sukuna, the bastard, seems a lot less bothered by this than Yuuji is. He looks…bored.
“He doesn’t seem to mind,” Itadori says, and his hand squeezes Sukuna’s crotch like it’s demonstrating the point.
Sukuna’s lips twist into a sneer. “Desperate whore.”
“Not yet,” Itadori says placidly. “But you will be.”
“The years must truly have addled your mind,” Sukuna drawls, “if you’re mistaking me for Gojou Satoru.”
Even from this distance, Yuuji can see how Itadori’s hand clamps down on Sukuna’s groin. But Sukuna just laughs like Itadori isn’t crushing his cock.
Itadori yanks, his arm sweeping to the side like a conductor’s grand gesture. For a moment, Yuuji thinks he’s ripped Sukuna’s dick off, and he can’t help wincing, even though Sukuna doesn’t deserve his sympathy. Yuuji’s gone for the crotch a time or two when fighting too, mostly when he thought the other guy really deserved it, but a punch or a kick to the dick is a lot different from—
Then it registers, the unbloodied scrap of white fabric dangling from Itadori’s fist, and suddenly, Yuuji’s not sure if he wouldn’t have preferred a severed cock.
“Hey!” he protests, except it sounds weak and wavering even to himself. And then he sees what Itadori’s newest bullshit has exposed. “Why the hell does he have two dicks? And why are they hard, you bastard?!”
“Stop blathering, boy.” All four of Sukuna’s eyes throw Yuuji a scalding glare. “You’re an eyesore through and through.”
Yuuji gapes at him for a moment. Then he turns to Itadori, finding him watching Yuuji with a faint smile.
“You want me to fuck that?” Yuuji asks him, gesturing wildly at Sukuna.
“I’m asking if you want to,” Itadori corrects. A corner of his mouth quirks sharply up. “Aren’t you tempted though? You could finally shut him up.”
“I can just break his jaw.”
“This one talks too,” Itadori says, tapping the thick lower lip of Sukuna’s belly mouth. It snaps at him, monstrous teeth clacking shut around thin air. “He’d heal anyway. And no matter how badly you hurt him, he won’t change. I guess we’re a lot alike that way.”
“Don’t flatter yourself,” Sukuna says flatly.
“It’s different when it’s pleasure,” Itadori continues, ignoring Sukuna again. He also stops groping him, even walking backward until he’s no longer between those splayed legs. But his hand’s quick to return to Sukuna, clasping an ankle. “And you’re all about pleasure, aren’t you, Sukuna?”
“Bold of you to think you can please me,” Sukuna says, his tone and his expression all imperious in a way that clashes terribly with the state he’s in. “You might be willing to fuck anything with a pulse, but I have far more discerning tastes.”
Itadori hums thoughtfully. “A pulse isn’t strictly necessary. Technically, we don’t have one down here. These bodies are just simulacra—our souls copying the shapes we know.”
“That is so not the point,” Yuuji mutters, dragging a hand over his face.
Whatever Sukuna might have replied with is lost to the sudden violent movement of the ropes of blood binding his legs. Yuuji startles a little as they squirm and shift and tighten, crushing the loose hakama between their coils to emphasize the sheer thickness of the legs underneath. Then a bunch of smaller tendrils shoot up from the apparently endless pool of blood below, their tips weirdly sharp—like spearpoints.
They pierce the fabric and slide inside, the coils wrapped over the hakama loosening to let the new invaders move freely, and even knowing what’s coming, Yuuji still gasps as Sukuna’s pants are shredded from the inside.
The scraps fall to the ground, soaking up the blood and sinking right in. Or maybe they’re just vanishing. Yuuji can’t quite tell. He spends an extra second half-heartedly trying to figure it out, just so he can avoid looking up.
“Stop fighting,” Itadori says, sounding half amused and half chiding. “We both know you’re not going anywhere.”
“I’ll peel off your skin and feed it to you charred.”
“You won’t even cook it properly? Wow, it’s almost like you hate me.”
“Hatred,” Sukuna says tightly, “doesn’t capture a fraction of my loathing for you.”
“That’s fine.” Itadori’s voice is very soft. Almost tender. Yuuji continues staring blankly at the blood below. “I decided a very long time ago that I’d chew up every single curse in your belly.”
Sukuna makes a noise then, thick and dark with fury and other writhing things, and Yuuji finally looks up, freezing when he realizes that he’s somehow a lot closer to the other two now, even though he has no memory of taking those steps.
Itadori is standing beside Sukuna’s hip now, with his right hand resting idly on the space right under the mouth on Sukuna’s stomach. Yuuji tries not to look, but his eyes still slip to the two thick cocks jutting out side by side near that hand. They’re still obscenely hard, and the whole visual is even more lewd now because Sukuna’s legs are naked and also all bent, the calves pressed flush to the underside of his thighs, a dozen thick tendrils of fresh red blood binding them tightly together. They’re spread so wide too, and Yuuji doesn’t know if he’s relieved or disappointed that he can’t see between them from where he’s standing.
Sukuna makes another noise, mostly a growl, and Yuuji drags his eyes to less guilty lands, except that also backfires when he sees Itadori dig his fingers into Sukuna’s underbelly like he plans to tear those curses out of his stomach by the fistful, and the violence of it wouldn’t have bothered Yuuji, not when Sukuna’s the victim, but there’s something about the taut curve of Itadori’s knuckles that makes him think of naked bodies and clasped hands, and the heat it pours into his veins is festering with filth.
I’m not gonna get hard about this, Yuuji tells himself. I refuse.
His cock throbs like it couldn’t give less of a shit what he wants or doesn’t want.
At least the other two aren’t in any danger of noticing. Itadori’s stopped trying to claw into Sukuna’s stomach and is sliding that hand upward, right over the massive mouth that tries and fails to take a chunk out of that hand, again, and along the impossibly broad chest above it. It drifts to the side, with an ease that’d have looked casual if anything about this was normal or even sane. As it is, Yuuji just feels a dull set of resignation as that hand closes around a narrow slab of muscle that Yuuji first thought was part of Sukuna’s abs but is now being forced to realize is a second, smaller pair of tits. There are nipples and everything.
And Itadori’s merrily squeezing it.
Sukuna’s watching his hand like he’s imagining it flayed open and probably fried or something. The expression doesn’t change even when Itadori’s hand graduates to the larger, more familiar-looking pec above it.
Still, Yuuji doesn’t trust that expression either. Sukuna’s cocks are still hard.
Itadori’s hand moves again, ghosting over the curve of a collarbone and sliding more firmly up the side of that thick throat. It settles on the side of Sukuna’s face, cupping it and tilting it toward Itadori.
Sukuna bares both sets of teeth.
Itadori bends down to kiss him on the mouth.
Maybe, if Yuuji tries really hard, he can swim back up to his body and leave these two to fuck in his soul. It can’t dirty the thing more than Sukuna already has.
Not that Yuuji’s any less guilty.
He doesn’t actually try to leave. Something keeps him rooted to the spot, keeps his eyes fixed on the mouths slotted together only a few feet in front of him, and he doesn’t look away even as blood starts to sluice down Sukuna’s jaw.
Itadori rises from the kiss with blood smeared all over his chin, and below, Sukuna’s teeth are still bared, now with blood bubbling between them as he hisses something incomprehensible at Itadori, and Yuuji’s so sure that Itadori lost a lip or maybe a tongue to that bastard’s mouth, but then he looks, really looks, at Itadori’s face and—
There’s a tongue clutched between his teeth, wet and red and twitching.
Itadori tilts his head back and opens his mouth, and the tongue vanishes down his maw. His throat swells as it swallows.
Yuuji’s stomach churns, heat and bile mixing together into an unholy mess.
“I still remember what your fingers tasted like,” Itadori murmurs. His head is still tipped back, his eyes still closed. There’s a smile on his face, beatific and eerie. “Grave wax and rot. You’re so much sweeter fresh.”
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my greatest accomplishment in life is that I inadvertently made my friend break up with her shitty boyfriend by throwing her a really fucking awesome birthday party
okay so I fucking love event planning and decorating and hosting and baking, aka all the elements of a banger birthday party. I am so freaking happy to throw people parties because it means I get to throw a party, then go to a party! yippee!
so my friend's birthday rolled around and I knew she wanted a party because I'd done them for her before, but I wanted to make it extra special because she was turning the big 25. so I did all the regular stuff I am So Excited About: had her roommates let me into her apartment while she was out, put up balloons and homemade garlands and streamers and table decor, made her favorite cake and snack plates and cocktails, ordered catering from a restaurant she loves, got a bunch of our friends to come over to surprise her, wrote her a disgustingly heartfelt card, etc. and then because it was the big quarter century, I was like I gotta do something extra.
now. I do not like clowns. my friend loves clowns. we've gone to the circus together and she's seen me literally close my eyes and hide when the clowns are out in the audience, meanwhile she's screaming and waving at them. so obviously I hired a clown for her birthday. (btw seeing him out of clown costume made me less freaked out because now I knew that the guy under there looks like someone's uncle.)
so she showed up after work totally expecting a party because I'm too paranoid to throw a real surprise party, and obviously loved it. and then I was like btw. there's a clown.
she lost her mind. she was sooo excited. she loved the party and she loved the clown. I was like haha yes I'm getting a good grade in birthday parties and didn't think much of it because frankly I do this a lot, and it's so much fun for me that I don't consider it work. like, I love doing all that for my friends. it's not any kind of sacrifice.
two days later, she texted me that she broke up with her boyfriend.
naturally I was like omg tell me everything I hated that guy let's get coffee. so we did and she told me that for her birthday, her boyfriend of nine months 1) forgot about it and didn't get her anything, 2) got mad at her for not texting him while she was at her party, 3) got mad at her for telling him about the party because it was "passive aggressive", and 4) called her immature and stupid for being excited about a clown at her birthday.
this was all very in character for him. but she'd just come from a lovely birthday party full of her friends who love her and want to put effort into making a nice day for her, where her friend who hates clowns hired a clown just to make her happy even though the party alone would've been plenty. and suddenly this wasn't a boyfriend being kinda forgetful and lazy, it was a glaring incongruity with everyone else in her life. so she finally dumped his ass. and I was soooo freaking happy. so clowns can be good.
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this might be inappropriate for me to talk about (you can yell at me if it is, and I will do my best to listen), but I watched the most depressing shit go down this weekend.
so a book YouTuber made a video about Sir Cameron, titled "Apparently, Sir Cameron is Problematic on Tumblr", where they read through the book live for two hours and then discussed the drama. and their conclusion was (paraphrasing here) "didn't like the writing, felt very debut quality, barely scraping 3/5 stars in that regard, but all the claims about offensive content were overblown. it was basically just some clumsiness here and there which Tumblr escalated because it's Tumblr."
which, fair enough (didn't disagree with any of the criticisms), BUT THEN the people who've been harassing me for months caught wind of this and shifted their attention. because I've been doing my best to not react, deleting inbox hate etc, so I haven't been a fun squeaky toy. this YouTuber, however, was new to being at the centre of a storm like this and had a semi-public breakdown. which, honestly? you would too. everyone likes to think they'd have a graceful, intelligent reaction until it actually happens, and then suddenly your brain is in rat-in-a-burlap-sack panic mode.
and I just have to say..... even if it is your firm opinion that the book is offensive, is this the best use of your energy? you can't channel this wrath toward the people making policies that actually affect you? the most important use of your limited time on Earth is brigading a small YouTuber who is your ally in every significant way, but who has a different opinion than you on a queer indie book?
why are ghosts always person-sized in the movies? they don’t have bodies anymore. one of ‘em should have figured out how to work that shit. one of them could be … her 😳
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A fic author that I like recently (in an A/N about a brief, non-kinky interlude in a longer series) said, "don't worry about the lack of kink in this one, it'll come back. I'll never write a fic where vanilla = fixed."
I feel like this was as genuinely eye-opening to me as when I first learned the term "grovelfic" from you. To have a phrase as simple as "vanilla = fixed" to describe the wholeee class of fics in various fandoms (especially when the canon is violent itself) which start really kinky, but the whole point is that the characters come to realize that that's not nearly as fun/fulfilling/enjoyable/etc for them as vanilla sex. (Bonus points if the kink diversion is played for trauma.)
Cheers, I promise to never write a "vanilla = fixed" fic either!
A fic author that I like recently (in an A/N about a brief, non-kinky interlude in a longer series) said, "don't worry about the lack of kink in this one, it'll come back. I'll never write a fic where vanilla = fixed."
I feel like this was as genuinely eye-opening to me as when I first learned the term "grovelfic" from you. To have a phrase as simple as "vanilla = fixed" to describe the wholeee class of fics in various fandoms (especially when the canon is violent itself) which start really kinky, but the whole point is that the characters come to realize that that's not nearly as fun/fulfilling/enjoyable/etc for them as vanilla sex. (Bonus points if the kink diversion is played for trauma.)
Cheers, I promise to never write a "vanilla = fixed" fic either!
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