Some people are uncomfortable with calling addiction a disease. These are usually the people who maybe have sympathy for addiction in general, but secretly (or not-so-secretly) think that addiction wouldnât even happen if people didnât even try heroin in the first place, or never snorted that first line of coke. These are usually the type of people who were never that interested in doing drugs to begin with, who never smoked a cigarette, who know how to say no after two beers. These people exist and there is something I admire in them, and there are things about their lives that I want to emulate, qualities they possess that I wish I had (Iâd bet they even check their mailboxesâboth e- and literalâregularly). But for all the seemingly intelligent discourse that usually surrounds these people who spout clichĂŠs about personal agency and restraint, they really know nothing about control, because they have never had to control themselves. They are the type of people who have always chosen life, who canât imagine the allure of darkness, or numbness, of oblivion. They donât know and they donât want to know, so they donât just think that Hoffmanâs death is tragic, they also think of it as being foolish.