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Today, we were talking about you. We were talking about when you left, and how your mom was desperate. We laughed of pain when we mentioned the day you were in those missing posters, and your sister cried like there was no tomorrow. And, my eyes filled with tears when I remembered the day you vanished, and how my heart was beating more than a subway train.

Then, I remembered us — I thought on how selfish you were. I thought on how your dad felt after you acted like you were the only person on earth. Why do you always act like you don’t matter?

Yesterday, you were in my arms. You were telling me about your stupid books and writing love stories. You looked at me with those eyes that you knew that was tearing me apart. Yesterday, your mom was laughing over your silly jokes, and your sister was arguing with you. And, suddenly, today, our home is empty. Our bed is disassembled and our TV is turned off.

It does not hurt anymore — but sometimes, I remember that yersterday, all my troubles seemed so far away.

“Obsession” is that type of film that pisses you off just because there’s a male asshole.

This film just shows how every average man is despicable and useless. The poor sweet girl, Nikki, ended up in an irreversible and horrible situation just because of Bear’s selfishness. It makes me sad to think that Nikki was living a good life, having fun with her friends.

I actually interpreted it as a big metaphor for how women are treated like objects, treated as nothing. Bear used Nikki to satisfy his soul and his deepest desire to possess her. And all of this was because of, guess what — MAN!

Women, in all their history, were used and treated like dolls. That film really explores that. You could see the sadness in Nikki’s eyes. You could see the satisfaction in Bear’s eyes. And, if you notice that, you get the point of the whole movie.

And, that film gives you more and more agony based on the fact that the original Nikki was “deleted”. She lost her identity, lost herself. And it’s crazy how the cinematography shows that. Shows her always in the shadows, faceless. She’s locked inside her own brain. Just, amazing.

It’s so well-made and really let you unconfortable.

obs: i LOVED Inde Navarrette’s performance in that film.

“Pureza” is a brazilian film about the illegal slavery happening in the country. This movie is really deep, changes your whole week, for real.

I started watching this movie for studies, but it actually really piqued my interest, so I went deeper into it. It’s crazy to think that it’s a real story, and all of these horrible human conditions happened.

The end of the film almost made me cry, showing the beauty of the scene when Pureza reunited with her son. It was sooo pretty, the scene lighting, the general setting, the soundtrack, the acting. If you didn’t feel anything watching that scene, I’m convinced that you have no feelings at all.

Dira Paes did an AMAZING job on the role of Pureza, made me feel really emotional and immersed in the story. The filmmaking is made to make you feel involved and have compassion for the characters, and when the film ends you feel like it left a massive hole in your heart.

Almost everything in this is 10/10. An incredible film-documentary, and the story of Pureza Lopes was really well shown and honored.

Recently, I’ve watched The Perks Of Being a Wallflower, and it made me want to live like a teenager — like, I don’t know, maybe do something crazy.

Also, the fact that, when we grow up we have to follow our dreams, leaving all behind really messed with my head.

If you’re a dreamy person, but also have that free soul, you should watch this. This actually changed the chemistry of my brain, and it made me rethink of my life choices.

Our protagonist is very much like every other teenager, depressed and suicidal. His life is filled with letters and music, which is what cure his soul — and thats something that really got me. Everyone has something that makes them forget about the reality for a couple of time. On our teenager phase, we discover ourselves, we discover our minds and our bodies, and that film really explores that.

Watch this if you’re a teenager feeling lost in your own feelings — watch this if you’re an adult who regrets your life choices. Watch this if you don’t know who you are, and watch this if you know.

The Perks Of Being a Wallflower changed the way I see the world and reminded me that life will never be easy.