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@heiroic asked : “ you think you’ve been subtle? ” this is so sad
he doesn’t break eye contact. no matter how much he wants to. there is a certain type of decorum expected from someone of his standing, and backing down because someone of mituna’s standing wants him to do so doesn’t fall into that.
now, he does break eye contact. he’s working very hard on controlling thoughts like those ones--and goodness, is it hard! he keeps his face as steady as possible when he looks back, but one slip-up has him halfway spiraling. so it wasn’t enough for him to be rubbing elbows with a lower blood hue -- and not only that, but one who already has a matesprit -- but the one who’s caught him out is perhaps the worst one who could’ve. none of them are fantastic at keeping secrets, but mituna is just very loud and very talkative. well, horuss doesn’t confide in many people, but if he did, mituna would be at the bottom of that list.
“ Mituna, I don’t know what you’re referring to, but it sounds like sensitive informanetion. A topic that is better discussed in private, or maybe not at all. ” boy, is he sweating. he doubts mituna will respond very positively to this mature discussion that he is trying to facilitate -- he tries for a polite smile. mituna is fond of rufioh, much like everyone else is; surely they could come to an agreement here.
mitski lyrics sentence starters.
“ i’ve been anywhere and that’s not what i want. i want to be still with you. “
“ please don’t say you love me. “
“ i don’t know what to do without you. “
“ be mean to me. “
“ there’s no need to be brave. “
“ i always wanted to die clean and pretty. “
“ you have so much to do, and i have nothing ahead of me. “
“ don’t wait for me, i can’t come. “
“ you’re all i ever wanted. i think i’ll regret this. “
“ my body’s made of crushed little stars and i’m not doing anything. “
“ would you kill me, ____? “
“ come find me. “
“ i should tell them that i’m not afraid to die. “
“ what do you do with a loving feeling if the loving feeling makes you all alone? “
“ you only love me when we’re all alone. “
“ you don’t know what you want, but you know that you’re needing it. and you know that you need it bad. “
“ i’m tired of wanting more. “
“ i’ll love some littler things. “
“ you’re the one i want. and i’ve turned down every hand that’s beckoned me to come. “
“ it’s not real enough. “
“ i will be the one you need the way i can’t be without you. “
“ why won’t you chase after me? “
“ i’ll take anything you want to give me. “
“ i haven’t told anyone, just like we promised. have you? “
“ you’re growing tired of me. “
“ i can’t take your touch. “
“ it’s just that i fell in love with a war and nobody told me it ended. “
“ why am i lonely for lonesome love? “
“ i gave too much of my heart tonight. “
“ i need somebody to remember my name. “
“ i’ll steal a few breaths from the world for a minute, and then i’ll be nothing forever. “
“ all of my memories, all the things i’ve seen will be gone. “
“ do you wanna be my baby? “
“ would you tell me if you want me? “
“ i didn’t know i had a dream. i didn’t know until i saw you. “
“ i don’t want your pity. i just want somebody near me. “
“ give me one good honest kiss and i’ll be alright. “
“ i hear my heart breaking tonight. do you hear it too? “
“ i know i’ve kissed you before, but i didn’t do it right. “
“ i thought i’d traveled a long way, but i had circled the same old sin. “
“ i know who you pretend i am. “
“ it’s funny how you always remember. it’s funny how i still forgot. “
“ we’ve both done it all a hundred times before. “
“ it would be a hundred times easier if we were young again. “
“ to think that we could stay the same. “
“ there’s nobody better than you. “
“ you knew from the start it was us, didn’t you? “
“ bury me in your memory. “
“ there’s some kind of burning inside of me. it’s kept me from falling apart. “
“ would you just tell me what i’m meant to do? “
“ could we be what we’re meant to be? “
“ i’m sorry for taking, but i keep wanting more. “
“ there’s a lie that i told you that now i can’t tell the truth. “
“ you told me once you were happy to have me. “
“ i would give you my heart, i think. “
“ you’re coming back and it’s the end of the world. “
“ i love you, darling. and i am done, dear. “
“ i just need a quiet place where i can scream how i love you. “
“ never once did you know me. “
“ i love everybody because i love you. “
“ ____, am i still young? can i dream for a few months more? “
“ you can come closer, i’ll let you hurt me. “
“ i’m tired of not loving you. “
“ my heart wants to hold you, but i know the rules. “
“ i think my heart is ready to die. “
“ i think my fate is losing its patience. “
“ you’re home to me. “
“ if i’m not yours, what am i? “
“ i’ll live without you, though the struggle will be daily. “
“ i get mean when i’m nervous like a bad dog. “
“ i miss running fast. i was meant for running fast. “
“ i pretended you were mine, it made me calm, babe. “
“ i am cruel, i am gentle, i can make you laugh. “
“ i don’t think about the past; it’s always there anyway. “
“ i will never die. “
where does your soul feel at home?
where you are encouraged -- you're certain, you're convinced. you've built yourself up from the ground. it's not that you want to be encouraged to reach a distant goal or take some humble wobbly steps forward. you want to be encouraged in the decisions that you made for yourself. you want them to recognize that you know what's good for you. you don't need essays of advice or hugs the last for hours, you're satisfied with a couple of words and a look of recognition in their eyes, a friendly push in your back, a chuckle. you simply want to be recognized for your hard work. because it has been hard, hasn't it? it's okay to admit that, i know you know but i want to remind you regardless. because damn, it hasn't been easy whatsoever. yet there's a fire inside of you, a drive to keep going forward. do you know where you're going half of the time? are you endlessly chasing that moment of clarity you feel in the Exact second you make a decision, before doubt sets in? i say keep going, people like you are those who want to try, regardless of anything, to at least try. bruised knees, a twisted ankle but still, your flame, your hope. i think we might need you more than ever now. you take what's small, what's painful to touch and you embrace it, translate it. you blow your fire into it and watch it rise from the ashes and fly through the sky like fireworks. to know what you know, to feel what you feel, you care about the journey. you're an advocate for kindness and the power of rebirth. you find meaning in finding meaning and you hope people find meaning in you. that they do, without a shadow of a doubt, they do.
i am iconning horuss’s o.penbound sprites and i just want to take a moment to say that i am so disgusted. i still love him tho [smiling like i am being held hostage]
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Anyways one thing I think people forget abt horuss is that he isn't naturally good at anything he does, he just spent a lot of time working on those things. Like...horuss so desperately trying to feel complete, so he throws himself into everything...that's at least partially why he gets so attached to rufioh, bc he's convinced that rufioh is going to Complete him.
Aranea's spiel abt horuss is actually SO interesting tho...the idea that the only way he'll be satisfied is to stop trying to avoid nothingness but rather embrace it and make it Important...too bad he was a page and dead
IT’S KIND OF A FUNNY STORY MUSICAL SENTENCE STARTERS
these quotes are taken from the musical it’s kind of a funny story, written by drew gasparini. warnings for sexual abuse, suicide, transphobia, and self harm. all songs beside where i’m at are under the cut; feel free to change pronouns / wording as desired! note: edited to add new lines, different lyric versions, etc.
where i’m at.
“it’s so hard to talk when you want to kill yourself.”
“the paint on the walls of my brain is all flaky and peeling away.”
“the true definition of real understanding falls flat.”
“it’s like i hear this relentless buzzing.”
“too bad you can’t escape the mental thunderstorm.”
“seems like what doctors might do when they’re guessing.”
“numbing the pain is just dumbing me down, nothing’s changing.”
“it’s the last thing i did that i felt control of.”
“places escaped and my mind would expand.”
“and just like that, i quit.”
“getting older just means more responsibilities and less help.”
“no one seems to bother asking if we might need a little middle of the road.”
“he’s single-handedly keeping the marijuana industry alive.”
“i like girls. well, actually, i like girl.”
“i’ve known her for exactly five years, she’s known me for exactly one.”
“i like her. a lot.”
“look at where i’m at.”
“my family loves me. well, they put up with me. well, we put up with each other.”
“on paper, we’re perfect, but paper is thin.”
“no one dreads dinners at home like i do.”
“fine is bad.”
“i think fine is just fine!”
“i want to be like her when i grow up.”
“english, got a hundred, science, got a hundred, math was a struggle, but i got a 97!”
“i have no problem eating, keeping it down is the hard part.”
“fasting today makes the food good tomorrow. german proverb.”
“they think they know what’s best for me, but they don’t know where i’m at.”
“i am a literal piece of wallpaper. a cog in a machine that’s irrelevant.”
“i’m running out of options. or maybe i’ve already run out.”
“that’s just life, thrown in the middle of a losing fight.”
“i always look like i’m about to cry.”
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Your Harness...I mean Hayness. Highness, I mean.
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written by levi | he/him | law.
*loves horuss*
you can tell i’m bad at blogs bc i’m so used to disappearing for so long that my tags disappear that i do this by habit
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A HISTORY OF GLITTER AND BLOOD SENTENCE STARTERS (part two)
these quotes are taken from the novel by hannah moskowitz. they discuss war, abuse, trauma, and murder, among others; please use discretion. feel free to change pronouns / wording as desired. part one.
“ we give a shit about each other. that’s a kid thing. ”
“ he was hurting and you couldn’t handle that. ”
“ you’re not fragile. stop talking like you think you are. ”
“ no hero of any book ever sits around and doesn’t do anything. ”
“ fuck off. and stop acting like my jealous boyfriend. ”
“ i hope we both die. ”
“ i’m afraid of power now. ”
“ you can’t be okay. no one can be okay after that. ”
“ i’m breathing in everything and breathing it back out. ”
“ carrying a weapon shows you want to fight. we don’t want to fight. ”
“ no one takes you seriously without a weapon. ”
“ we could have made it work. ”
“ if he talked to me, i – i don’t know, i could’ve done something. ”
“ i’m sorry about tomorrow. about what’s going to happen. ”
“ you think you’ve been subtle? ”
“ i did not need anyone to open my eyes. ”
“ i am not some sheltered little girl. ”
“ i went through all the shit that they did. ”
“ stop acting aloof and bitchy and superior. ”
“ you were our general, and the war’s over, so cut it the fuck out. ”
“ i’m trying to be an adult. ”
“ i have to do something. i’m coming out of my skin. ”
“ i’m trying to write something real. ”
“ i can’t get this love story out of my head. ”
“ i’m always behind, i’m always missing things. ”
“ i am in love with one thing, and that thing is not being at war. ”
“,this isn’t supposed to be a love story. ”
“ this is a shitty way to tell me you’re in love with me. ”
“ what the fuck kind of romantic hero… ”
“ you’re bringing the war back. ”
“ why are you standing here telling me it’s my fault? ”
“ there isn’t a good outcome here. do you think i can’t see that? ”
“ there’s a big difference between hating someone in peace and hating someone during war. ”
“ i said i’d help you and i haven’t really. ”
“ we don’t have anything. i don’t know what we have. ”
“ we cannot make any progress in chaos. ”
“ we always come back when we’re needed. ”
“ you know nothing you can say is going to change anything, right? ”
“ he is more beautiful than any principle, and you’ve got to know that. ”
“ there are a lot of things you can do that you won’t like. ”
“ it was a war. everyone was killing everyone. ”
“ we let you stay in the war from far away and then come in and be the hero. ”
“ that’s what happens when you start a war. ”
“ what’re you writing about? ”
“ don’t let all of me be lost forever. ”
“ you never hardened up, did you? ”
“ i never hated you. ”
“ stop chasing. stop writing. ”
“ it just has to be okay. ”
horuss’s design is good in fact...cute
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