* // despised

until the lambs become lions. 

yes, there is something uncanny, demonic, and fascinating in her. 

i fear no evil, the shadow is mine and so is the valley. 

innocent until i prove you guilty. 

it went horribly right. 

she waits, seething, blooming. 

i am no bird and not net ensnares me. 

i can never let go of my anger. 

you are not your father. 

give me a bitter glory. 

you and me and the devil makes three. 

nothing scares me any more. 

your name hurts. 

i’m not who i was one year ago. 

i’m sorry that you were not truly loved and that it made you cruel. 

you already know how this will end. 

memories, oh, they cut like knives. 

in my defense i was left unsupervised. 

let me distract you. 

occasionally, i give a damn. 

i’m not good with feelings. 

i read the rules before i break them. 

one day they won’t hurt me any more. 

i don’t want to go to that place again. 

it’s all a bit tragic, really, isn’t it? 

just remember me. 

i got a list of names, and yours is in red, underlined. 

i am good, but not an angel. 

i do sin, but i am not the devil. 

you have a place in my heart no one could ever have. 

if you must die, die knowing your life what my life’s best part. 

i thought we’ve have more time. 

if i disappear, will you look for me? 

i’m sorry i had nothing to say that night. 

i screamed so loud but no one heard a thing. 

but will you return? 

i came looking for you. 

i want to go home. 

i look over at you and see sunshine. 

let me die first or i will die twice. 

you are only children.

she saw love in empty hearts.

for you, i’ll risk it all.

he’s not coming back.

i no longer make my parents proud. 

and then, suddenly, i cared even less. 

something’s made your eyes go cold.

are we dead? 

we don’t have a lot but we have each other.