Your local Mephinite propagandist

Every month is pride month on this channel… But during the month of June, it’s Super Pride Month! ❤️‍🔥 Wishing you all a joyful month and an amazing summer. Even though this year has been a struggle for all of us, I believe that summer is the perfect time to reset and allow yourself to connect with your inner child.

So give yourself the time and permission to do the things that YOU want to do! Eat some ice cream, go swimming, play your favorite video game, have a movie marathon, dance around the house, meet up with your friends… Even try all the things you never got to do as a kid. You deserve that much and are worthy of happiness and freedom.

Hi everyone! I’ve been meaning to provide an update on video progress, but have struggled to write one because this post is more on the personal side. Unfortunately, my Mephadow video won’t be ready anytime soon. I apologize for the delay - I was genuinely confident that I’d be able to have it uploaded by this week, but truthfully I’ve been struggling a lot with my depression and anxiety these past couple of months. I’ve also been sick these past few weeks and have been trying to recover from that as well. 

I want to be transparent with you guys, but I also don’t want to worry any of you. My life is as good as it can be (barring the state of the world, politics and such), and I have a very strong support system. I can assure you that I’m currently in therapy and also taking medication. I’ve been trying to be more consistent with my healthy habits like journaling, walking, etc. and those have also helped. I’ve also managed to get over my fear of losing my audience for not posting for a long time… Which is something I struggled with quite a bit as the channel has grown. 

I’ve done a lot of inner work and reflecting on these types of fears. I’m at least happy to say that I’ve reached a point where I’m content with this staying as a hobby rather than trying to be a full time content creator. The thing that matters to me the most is being able to finish what I started. I won’t sacrifice my values or the quality of my work for the sake of staying “relevant”. I want to be able to look back on my life and be proud of the things that I make. So as of now I’m just working at my own pace. With that said, I have no idea when the Mephadow video, or any of my other videos will be ready… But I won’t give up. I will finish them all in due time. 

There's somebody shaking me on the floor now.

I can't believe I'm still alive but I don't know if I'm sure now.

And when I looked ahead I saw somebody with familiar eyes.

Happy Trans Day of Visibility to all my trans and non-binary viewers reading this. I’m not going to lie, I’m having a difficult time writing this post. I know these past few years have been extremely disheartening and exhausting for all of you, and there isn’t much I can say to make things better. But please know that you are always welcome here and this channel will always be a space for you to be yourself. It truly is the greatest honor to get to know the real you.

Manifesting Infinite's return..... 🙏🤞🕯️✨

Omg not yet! I've been so far behind with all the Sonic content that's been coming out, it's hard to keep track! But... From what I've been hearing, I'm like 90% sure that [redacted] is going to appear... 👀

Tbh... I don't really know how to feel. I personally would have liked his big comeback to be in a game. But here's hoping that this opens the door for him to come back in the games for real!