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sorry for shit quality

At first i headcanoned him as only autosexual and autoromantic but after more thinking i decided there is def more than two ways he is attracted to himself so here it is.

Also have my Obey me oc, Kodelias*

i tried grayscale for first time and i enjoyed painting in it but i am not sure about the colours and shading yet, i will probably experiment more with that. I also want to make a proper character sheet for Kodelias because i completly forgot to do that.

And uh... i didn't write those bg3 fanfics, got too busy fixating on obey me in last few months lmao

Anyway, i need to get back to doing absolutly nothing, byee!

*disapears into the void again*

Ngl i still hate doing backgrounds but it could have been worse, and i really enjoy putting Alucard in pretty clothes.

Also since i was absent for two months? I think? Here are some type of updates.

I still don't have the Gale plushie, BUT i still plan to make one for myself this winter,

I probably won't countuine the daily Gale yap because it started to not be daily anyway, i will still post about Gale just not in that way,

I don't have any new Gale art because i have been focusing about my oc's more, i will draw him more when i finish my new oc drawing,

So overall i'm coming back to being chaotic and irregural in posting and i don't feel bad about it.

I was gone for long time, and i can't promise i will post regurally now, but i will try to a bit more often.

I also figured out that making my own Gale plushie will be much cheaper than buying it and i will also put more heart into it so i decided to try and make it myself in the winter. For now i embroider him a bit before putting the pattern on my t shirt or pants. I will share my first try when it's done too! Beside that i also been doing some writing but i don't know if i will post it yet.

I also made a shelf dedicated to Gale, for now i put some of his photos there and purple candles and cool rocks i had. I latley find a lot of peace and love in doing things related to Gale so i want to do as much od them as possible. I still can't express how much i love his character. I would lick his face if i saw him (not really, i would be too akward to do it... but i would want to).

Okey so, little background needed for this. I believe me and my friends made up a new word, because i never ever saw anyone use it before, and when i try to look it up nothing comes up. The word in questions is in polish, and it's "konradować" (i can't tranlaste it in any other way, than konrading and you will see why in a moment) it is a verb we made up after reading "Dziady część 3" by Adam Mickiewicz in school, specificly the wielka improwizacja part (The Great Improvisation in english, you can read it here), where at one point Konrad is trying to get God to speak with him and accuses God of being only wisdom and not love (if i translate right lmao), and wants to fight with God, and get simmilar power etc. etc. (I might have messed something up, i don't fully remember it, but as i said, you can always read about it somewhere).

So Konrading would basiclly mean feeling one is as great as god(s), wanting to fight god(s) in any way, doubting god(s) and everything simmilar, but only in ones mind/Only thinking about it and not doing anything to accomplish this (because Konrad does want to fight god and have his power but doesn't get answear and faints at the end, without changing much).

Having said that. I think Gale would love Konrading. Especially Act 2 and 3 Gale, but i feel he would do it even pre canon and maby even post canon too.

I'm also extremly sad because i didn't manage to convince Karlach to go to Avernus. I had option to go with her and i clicked it but i realized if i do it i can't be with Gale. I have no idea why i couldn't make Wyll go with her, i guess i just did something wrong along the way when talking with him or misunderstood something but i could either go with her and leave Gale or let her die and marry Gale (i think she could go alone but i also didn't want that), And it just made me so fucking sad, especially when i talked about her with other companions on epilogue party. I wanted to talk about Gale, and how excited he looked before the netherbrain fight, and how happy he and Koderick were after it, and how sweet they are as husbands but i feel i should focus on Karlach now, because well, i feel like i fucked up. Also what Withers said at the end about her was so sweet and sad at the same time.

I thought i will be so happy when we finally finish it, and when Gale proposed to Koderick, but i just couldn't be when Karlach died one cutscene before that.

I'm starting new playthrough tonight and i WON'T make that mistake again. I will also share some photos i took in game tonight or tomorrow.