My mind is like a spaceship

time to delete tumblr as well maybe

you can do better. i can do better. why did i waste so much time thinking about it?

i dream of not having any accounts. that day will come, eventually…

i love deleting stuff i posted

when does it end

i was born in the wrong body i think. i wanna be a girl.

i'm lately getting more addicted to alcohol and drugs. it's my last call i think. if i don't sober and get it together next year i'm going to stay miserable. the thought of going completely sober is both appealing and horrifying at the same time, but i think i have to do it. no cigarettes, no alcohol, no drugs. i will go back to drawing and other hobbies...therapy didn't work, pills don't work either, i have to find the strength in myself.