drowning in a place

may I ask for your take on something ?

iamnotyourface replied to your post “if you push everyone who cares about you away and then have the...”

I wish you'd come back, I wish you'd be a totally different person towards me. Healthy, apologetic, non-toxic and most importantly, not a liar or a cheater. I know that if we had had a healthy relationship it would've lasted forever. We love each other. I fucking hate you and love you at the same time. I wish you could just get your act together. I'm scared you'll always be the person that I love the most but never have. That'd be a lonely existence. I can't have you now though, it's unhealthy.

People are so fucking fake all they care about at the end is themselves

i had a dream that my boyfriend was in a coma last night. i really hope it isn't anything prophetic. i told him about this morning and he told me that he had a dream that my dad was buried to his neck in Australian scorpions and i really wish that dream came true.

update on how im doing

Sorry for being inactive lately! Original mod is back.