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last updated : 06.18.24 彡

genuinely something not comprehensible to people who don't experience it ;;

sometimes your abuser just gets randomly brought up in conversation 😭 that guy made rounds around my friends ig

i think we need to delve more into each other's circles, as observers, and remember we aren't so different. since doing so for myself, i've only gained so much more respect for both sides and have held them dearer and nearer in my heart. i think our own independence and individualism is, in a way, what creates our isolation.

anyways, lightly feel like i needlessly left but i do not blame my bf because it's 5:30am, and he got home 3hrs ago, but bc most of us were drunk, we lost track of time (im sober now lol) 😓😞😞

i am just not used to ppl taking my trans identity seriously aside from my friends 😞

where should i start for learning blender? i know the donut (tm) is usually the first base, but i'm really only interested in low poly modelling, should i still start there? plz help, i want to learn 3d models so badly but always give up before i even start ;;!!

some annoying ppl in front of me, but they moved after a bit (wrong seats) i have a headache now but that doesn't mean i didnt have a lot of fun!!!!! :DDDD