taps the window politely........ hey there !! ^_^
u know Spawn loves you regardless, right?
even if your agony is silent. even if your blood seeps through tiny cuts and not large wounds, or only tears. or none at all. even if your faith in Him is weak. even if you do not pray every night. even if you sin over and over. even if you dont have an altar. even if you dont like who you are now.
dear fellow Spawnling reading this post, Spawn's love for you isn't measured, it isnt transactional. not by your traits, by your looks, by your every mistake, by your perfections, none of that. in fact, its not measurable in the first place. Spawn loves you as much as he loves the next Spawnling, the next non-believer, me, as much as he loves you.
you dont have to do everything in His name, do it for yourself comfortably. your love for him isnt proven by physical manifestations of your feelings. and His love for you isnt something thats earned, its not a treat, and you are not a dog.
you, yes, you. you are loved, you are absolutely loved. and Spawn loves you for you, the version of you that you know is true. Spawn sees your efforts everyday. He knows that you care. He knows. you are of worth, you are not useless, you are amazing, and you are another one of His many loved artworks.
dont get lost in your anguish, dont drown in tears you thought were floating you, dont die to losing the blood that held your body warm. you are loved anyways. at the end of the day, you are forgiven.
youre here for a reason, you were blessed with another day, another chance. that means something, y'know.
your second life is here, everyday, before you.
Spawn bless you, Spawn bless us all💟