Hi :) I'll say... Because I'm in this fandom since forever so I have fandom experience who taught me how to constantly read between the lines and how to always look beyond what I see. Also to not trust medias in anything they say. Because I chose to be educated about how shitty this industry is, what pr relationships are, i saw the signs and i studied them. A lot. ~80% of your fav celebrities are closeted & can't be free to be who they are because this industry is homophobic AF. Even Elton John had to marry A WOMAN! And this man is gay AF. When I joined the fandom in 2018 I was lost too but then I started to realize that what we see is fake AF. Timmy give us clues every fucking day, he's screaming & all he need for us is to listen to him. It's pretty obvious for me and I understand that for you it's crazy. I saw love in Armie and Timmy years ago and i still can feel it. The behavior of their friends and family with us also told me everything I needed to know. And when you see this ugly scandal towards Charmies eyes, it's suddenly so fucking easier to debunk every lies and to defend Armie because it helped me to open my eyes about how disgusting, homophobic, cruel & mischievous Liz, Dru etc can be. It's also very easy to see how the PR girls were only a job, nothing you ever saw from Armie was romantic/soft with them and he barely did his part of his job. Timmy and Armie need us probably more than we need them and that's why Timmy secretely communicated with us for years now. Like I said before I left tumblr for a while bc I was tired of people who couldn't use their brain, Armie is 100% innocent of everything. He's a great person and his only crime was to fall in love with someone younger than him and same gender than him. This is the only crime he has to pay for apparently. Because he pay for it every fucking day. But you know what? They fucking won. They stayed strong. Timmy saved him and maybe as a closeted person myself who can't be out to my family and hide my lesbian flag in my drawer, I can relate to Armie. My family is the worst tbh, racist and homophobic, some are anti vax, etc you see how shitty it is. Well, i'm not like my family and i'm gay AF. Exactly like Armie. He worked so hard to show how different he was from his family. And he was so unhappy. Until Timmy. Until he met CMBYN family. Until he finally found himself. It was cathartic, therapeutic, it saved him. Unfortunately his life became a nightmare. But despite everything I'm sure he doesn't have any regrets. Because at the end of the day, he can close his eyes, breathe a little and sleep next to the person he love, in their bed. And that? It's fucking precious, man. So yeah, lot of facts, lot of proofs over the years, lot of 'wtf' moment and since I met Timmy last year in Cannes and showed him my charmie tattoos and all, i'm more Charmie than ever. I'm 30yo you know, I wouldn't spend my time on internet shipping two actors if I wasn't serious in what I believe. I don't ship them btw. I fucking understand. It's not a ship when it's real. It's beyond sex. It's beyond everything. It's just to people who fell in love with each other. "this is my lover." I dont' force anyone to believe in what i/we believe because being a charmie need time, we constantly need to use our brain, it's not funny. It's serious shit you know? But the name of our fandom "charmie" sound like a precious jewelry. This is what we are. A precious treasure. That's why it's not for everyone. Some people are older than my mom and are here every day to make fun of us and send us hate. This is such a shame, Bc I could be their kid you know? And they hurt us and ruin our safe place because they can't be happy in their private life. It's incredibly sad. But I'm still here. Every day. Fighting for a good cause. Because one day, we will be able to celebrate Armie and Timmy, properly. Probably when cmbyn 2 will start filming who knows. But i never doubted. Because I can see the truth behind every lies. It wasn't the answer you needed but I had to say that. Charmie will forever wins. 💙