Lol

it kind of kills me just how gentle and kind shisui is, even at the very end, with all she does. how she gently handled and cradled the kids, giving them a good memory to hold on to before everything goes awry, how she was so affectionate and warm with maomao, forcing herself to leave before she got swayed into changing her mind, her voice everytime she talks to suirei is so warm and gentle— thats her sister, giving jinshi a moments time, just resting the nail cap on his cheek while waiting for him to either push her away and stop her and when only when he didn't did she scar his face— even that scarring was ultimately in service of pleasing her mother— who she has every right to simply ignore and leave for the dead except even for shenmei, at the end she gently laid her down on the ground, expressing sympathy and pity for shishou, the other person she had every right to not think about at all. the last smile she gave to suirei as her sister tried to reach for her, even when in pain. she deserved so much better than to be caught up in all of this