manβ itβs weird to have a deep feeling of love and hatred towards someone
itβs also weird being single and left aloneβ soemthing about it is nice and quiet and another part of me hates it. i love being a lover girl.. i hate not knowing where life is going or if there is someone out there im supposed to be with forever. idk im happy to finally have gotten away (in five days it will be one month no contact) but im also sad because cutting him off meant doing things alone. i kinda just miss someone being there to talk i think.
ugh i love and hate love















