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Day 583
can't a guy just get a little gay on gay action? i don't bite unless im told to i promise
not asking for a date (although it would be so nice) but i could just rub myself a little against your side, not in a perv way (alright yeah maybe also in a perv way)
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Day 582
just saw an ad for a figure and anime site i like to buy from, promoting their valentine's day discounts as "SINGLE'S DAY TREAT YOURSELF(β β§β β½β β¦β )"
....man, they are right of course but damn
can't believe an anime store reminded me of my lack of romantic life geez, i thought i was safe from the reminder here of all places
Day 524
what makes me sadder is the idea of how much i like him, how much he's checked all my boxes just for it to not be a thing that could happen
and i don't think i can't fault anyone for it, not him cause of fucking course i can't fault him, never him
not me cause... well what can i do about it? change my entire self? kinda pointless
i could try god or cupid, one for giving me this body and this brain and the other one for giving me these feelings, but both also feel unfair
Day 335
guys im so screwed, first guy im into and i feel like the dirt under his nails, delusional enough to fantasize of being together with him but not delusional enough to think he could even think about me a third of how much i think of him, all he has to do is string some words that mean little to him but will change my evening
i like him too much for heaven to be real, this longing has to take me to hell with it
Day 523
ive told everyone in my life including myself that i would tell him after Christmas, the entire year ive flipfloped between doing it now or never bringing it up
sadly i already know what damn option im picking and ive never felt like a coward ever, until now
Day 452
so glad i don't physically have any men in my life with an attractive voice, if they got me in a needy enough mood all i would need is a nice word and im falling so fast to my knees like i was about to be decapitated
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Day 447
if i had a partner i could NOT keep hands to myself (maybe in public if im asked) but i at least would need to be tugging on their clothes while im following them
not necessarily all over them, just yk, shoulders touching and stuff would be really nice
Day 445
what branch of mental illness is having a dream of sleeping (like literally just talking and sleeping in a bed) with a guy you talked to for the first time yesterday
???? i barely know his name and my brain thought.... yeah we could probably use him
Day 424
i know that the "first time" comes with a lot of hopes and stuff like "i want to be perfect" or "is gonna be so great im gonna be a natural"
but like my only hope is that i get to love a partner, like actually get to learn what they like and how it makes them feel, god that's all i could want
Day 423
i like not having a partner thanks to all the time i get for myself
but maybe, and just maybe i could sacrifice more than a bit of me time if it means i get someone who can look at me with a tender smile and lean in for a soft kiss
Day 422
back to yesterday's post, i do feel quite down about it but i get a bit hopeful at the thought that i have my entire life to get over the fact i might never get a partner.... right?
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Day 421
i thought i was over the melancholic feeling of never getting a partner but all i need is fake flirting with friends and boom! ... hits me like a bus
Day 420
all a man needs to be happy is a big cat and a big boyfriend
Day 419
went to an evaluation on uni campus to get my adhd checked
the physiologist goes "do you have a partner?"
CAN I LIVE? CAN I FUCKING LIVE?????
Day 418
had a spider crawl on me today, sure would be nice if a nice warm cute guy gave me a hug to comfort me
Day 417
once i said looking at women gives me the same feeling as looking at the news..... i still stand by that statement
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Day 416
ehm not a complaining day, just to say, i hope yall know that one of the best parts of this blog is legit interacting with y'all
from people who send dms (love chatting, don't be shy!) to people who comment on whatever they wish to say or even people who just lurk and like everything i post (i do know most of the usuals hehe) so yeah
thanks for everything!
Day 284
so out of curiosity..... just in the insane off chance he might like me..... would yall get mad at me if this blog dies for a bit if i get a boyfriend? no? yes?.... would that make me a traitor?
Day 416
aw guys look, when i used to be naive and innocent