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β Β Β Β FOUNDΒ AΒ LIGHTER.Β Β Β βΒ Β Β maxΒ said,Β pluckingΒ aΒ lighterΒ fromΒ theΒ displayΒ case.Β Β theΒ silverΒ lighterΒ wasΒ engravedΒ withΒ aΒ witchΒ silhouettedΒ againstΒ aΒ fullΒ moonΒ Β Β Β Β HEΒ STRUCKΒ IT.Β Β Β (Β carrd.Β )

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i log onto max once every couple of months like a mostly absent parent just checking in to make sure heβs alive.
she reaches out, carding a gentle hand through the thickness of maxβs hair. there, caught in where it parts against his brow, strands of stark white among dark brown. allison smiles, pushing past the knot of concern in her chest. β itβs not that bad, makes you look kinda cool and mysterious. β
he appreciates her, above all, trying to be positive : though it does little to soothe the pit in his stomach, the itch in his brain that's been saying 'something's wrong' all this time. the physical ache is gone, but sometimes, when he relaxes, stops letting the thoughts that linger consume him entirely, it catches up still : that same feeling of loss, dread at what's to come like he's lived it already. he can't rest β doesn't a lot of nights, not lately, not since he noticed the lightening of hairs. at first it was sort of easy : push his hair a different way, even pull the hair if there was no way to get around it but now . . . his head is all messed up, a million places aside from her kindness. it's a distracted response that leaves him in a quiet, ' y'think so? '
he'd been nervous to say it at all β to burden her with anything else of that night. any more hiding though and he'd be bald before he was twenty. that'd be super obvious, & he'd never hear the end of it out of dani ; which, ultimately, is why he brought it to allison now. β how do you tell your little sister that she'll probably outlive you? that it's a sacrifice you put on her shoulders and that she's expected to just deal with it?
' i don't know, allison. ' he admits this earnestly. for once he doesn't have the answer, doesn't know what to do to fix it. he's used to be so solid, always knew what to do then ββ he hasn't felt that way since winnie took what she did from him. always feels a little out of his own self, like something exists seperately from all the rest of him. it sounds crazy when he tries to put it to words, so he doesn't bother, he just leans forward in his seat now, & his head makes it's way to rest in his hands once her's is clear. all he really does know is that if he looks at allison too long, it'll be bad. he's afraid the tight feeling in his chest will burst and he'll cry, or shout, or that her smile will become synonomous with her sadness ( pity? fear? he can't figure it out, exactly, but knows he doesn't like what he caught there ), somehow.
he can't trust himself, but allison? ' β what do we tell dani? '
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lots of evidence that points to max being a minimal close friends / family circle guy rather than a Lots of Socializing guy ,
think that max and jay actually parallel one another and that the only difference is that max was lucky to get out of the night with things left to ground him ,

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oops.
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β Β are you scared? 'cause i'm scared.Β β
his hands are sweating in a way they haven't since baseball camp. the lack of confidence, he supposes, is similar . . . but worse. way worse. it's about dani. & he guesses, now and more than a little inconveniently, the swarms of kids in the streets that he definitely does not want to hit. he'd tried his best to shout at them to get out of the street, gave up on that. moved onto honking in an attempt to jostle them, but that was also pointless. he's agitated : with the sandersons, with how stupid he was to leave dani alone. it's a feeling with a loud presenece in his throat, in his ears, all the while beneath it, in his gut , it's remorse that eats at him. it makes it hard to focus.
irritation bites at the back of his neck as max navigates around charlie & his angels, car at a creep in his caution. there's no time for all of this, hardly the space left to worry about anything but his sister. he's supposed to take care of her, but all he's managed to do tonight is put her in danger. it's so crummy of him, & man, does he feel it. as they depart from the busier streets & hit a side road, he wants to speed, wants to slam his foot on the pedal and not let off, & thank god for allison speaking up, reminding him of what more is at risk besides what's already been lost in his shortsightedness.
for her to say it outloud, what he knows must have been the case all night even if they've both been playing pretend for dani . . . ' there's nothing to be scared of, ' bravado! he's been putting it on all night, only now does it feel like a bold faced lie rather than protection. ' those old crones will fall for it. ' he hopes. truly, sincerely, hopes that their tricks will work this one last time, just long enough to get dani & binx safe ; if even just them. max reaches a hand over β not before wiping it dry on his pants β squeezes just above her knee, ' we've got this. '
@allhallowes / six words.
i think max really doubles down on learning to drive after halloween night , s/t about the very real fear of Going off the Road in the middle of the night is so motivating ,
π Β * Β β Β πΊπ°πΏ πΎπΆπΉπ« πΊπ¬π΅π»π¬π΅πͺπ¬ πΊπ»π¨πΉπ»π¬πΉπΊ.
β Β all of this is my fault.Β β β Β are you even listening to me?Β β β Β are you scared? 'cause i'm scared.Β β β Β are you sure you'll be okay?Β β β Β can you say that again, please?Β β β Β do you have anything to say?Β β β Β do you wanna go out sometime?Β β β Β did you ever really love me?Β β β Β have you considered trying something else?Β β β Β how long do we still have?Β β β Β i can't do this any longer.Β β β Β i can't wait to go home.Β β β Β i didn't want to do that.Β β β Β i don't follow, i always lead.Β β β Β i don't know what you mean.Β β β Β i hate him but i love him.Β β β Β i like i here, it's nice.Β β β Β i'll only go if you go.Β β β Β i'm here if you need me.Β β β Β i'm sorry, i had no idea.Β β β Β i'm weird, just deal with it.Β β β Β is this your first time here?Β β β Β just tell me what to do.Β β β Β just tell me why we're here.Β β β Β no one will believe you anyway.Β β β Β nothing else matters except for you.Β β β Β please just let me help you.Β β β Β there is time to fix this.Β β β Β what do you want from me?Β β β Β where do you think you're going?Β β β Β when will you come back here?Β β β Β why are you acting so stupid?Β β β Β why do you ask these questions?Β β β Β why would i lie to you?Β β β Β will you go out with me?Β β β Β you are more important than me.Β β β Β you don't mean that, do you?Β β β Β you have nothing to worry about.Β β β Β you'll always be my best friend.Β β β Β your hair looks really nice today.Β β

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max as the fool and the king of lightning ( swords ) ? interesting !
loverboy ( derogatory )
β your heart is beating so fast right now. β
there's all those gross books & whatnot in his parent's bedroom : the one's with the couple on an unrealistic scenescape, the titles something max would never say outloud. he used to think it was sorta lame, and sort of . . . phoned in? what little he dared to read on the backs of them, at least, while helping pack his mom's stuff. but now, in brisk winter air under clouds that should sour his mood, used to sunny l.a as he is, he thinks he gets it. allison has got her arm looped through his, head on his shoulder, & max thinks he's never felt warmth deeper in his core than with her, when they're like this, just sort of chilling.
he thinks about how one of those writers would describe this, her : autmnal, he thinks. the beggining, the weird part where it sorta heats up again & fends off the cold just a little longer. false fall, his dad calls it, but there's nothing about her that feels fake, almost feels offensive to make the comparison. he wonders if it's any consolation were he to say he can't imagine longing for any other season anymore? he probably should just think of something better. not that he's gotta woo her or anything, already bound as they are, but it's like if he doesn't let something out, his heart will jump right out his chest. it's just so full ( close to feeling whole again . . .? )
max must not be looking too closely at where he's walking, too busy looking at her, always it seems, ever since he's been here -- her free hand comes across and lays firm on his chest to stop him from becoming a victim of bikehicular manslaughter, & his hand finds her's there, holds it firm as he turns into her fully. her voice is warm, like steam from a warm drink. that's probably something they'd say in one of those books. or in a sixth graders notebook. ' oh, uh, ' he laughs ( unphased by close calls ) & to share it with her feels freeing. he shrugs casually, against the pounding of his heart, against the boyish instinct to hide away the red creeping onto his face, ' yeah. guess i'm having a good time. '
@allhallowes / soft & sweet!
π + dani
after the Incident , max's parents think everything is finally settling in back to normal ( aside from the freak window accident ) -- more and more often, they wake up or come home to max & dani together, on the couch, like they used to after max would have helped her with her homework, or when he was conned into watching some show or movie or another & it got late enough that dani fell asleep & max, by leaving her alone & going to his own room, didn't want to seem like he hadn't been there the whole night keeping an eye on her. so soon after though, neither of them find much comfort in being alone, & regardless, whether or not he did feel uneasy, it'd still be his job to take care of her.
headcanons.

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a little binx!!
mhm mhm. π€