Finally finished the lineup blame Jester for how long it took that man made me doubt any ounce of character design skills I had in me with how many times i redrew him specifically and how much I dragged out finishing up doctor and TT because it meant getting to adapting his design😭
i am still not sure how I feel about him but by this point I am too tired to work on him anymore so he will stay like this lmao
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Would Ana get along with someone who is similar to herself? Perhaps a little less put together and desirable, but still highly similar?
Mmmm depends!
I think she would immediately clock whatever act they may be putting on (game recognizes game lmao) but way she goes about them would vary greatly depending on their own goals
She may read them as potential rival to get rid off if they cross her in any way
Or she may in the opposition get along with them greatly because of innate honesty of being able to peek behind each other’s masks if they actually benefit her
Idk if you've talked about this or been asked, but to me, it seems like Ana would really like primal play... Me thinks she should give it a try.
I had been restraining myself from giving in to the tiny lil fat devil in my head that was demanding to be fed a short comic of Harlequin chasing Ana through the forest and getting her genuinely mad with how quickly and easily he catches up to he every time and taunts her with those little phrases like “Aw, cmone, try a little harder!”/“Round 2?”/etc before letting her go to catch up inevitably again
Whyd you go ahead and validate that greedy fat fuck now why would you do that
1. When she was little, Ana was taught to play piano and sing. She is quite good but was never passionate about it. Originally her mom signed her up for those classes to have bragging points amongst other mothers but later it was used as skills she showcased to get scholarships for prestigious high school and later university.
2. Ana’a modest clothing style is a by product of a string of perverted step-father’s and her mother’s jealousy. Her mother is the type of insecure woman that saw inappropriate behavior and advances towards her daughter by the men she would bring into the house and would get jealous of her instead of defensive. Demanding she covers up/stays in her room/leaves the house to stay over at relative’s or friend’s place whenever they were around. At first she did it out of compliance but later it became more calculated with expectations of other people seeing how much of an innocent and perfectly modest girl she was so whenever she does tactically say small bits and pieces about those men it would immediately make her mom look bad instead for failing to protect her.
3. Her mother is also the type of woman that is horribly insecure and unaccepting on changes in her body. She would often look at Ana with jealousy towards her youth and say something amongst the lines of it being her fault that her body is now ruined from childbirth.
4. On some positives I will say that Ana’s mom knew how to cook and made sure her daughter knew how to do it too. Her mother’s cooking is one of not many things Ana doesn’t hate about her.
5. Ana was taught how to speak mandarin by her mother and some basic writing/reading too.
6. Children can’t be diagnosed with ASPD what they can display however is callous/unemotional traits or conduct disorder which Ana definitely had, she was just never diagnosed or evaluated because her mother either didn’t pay enough attention to some patterns or deliberately ignored them refusing to believe that her daughter could be not okay. Ana definitely had moments of displaying cruelty to bugs and smaller rodents, browsed internet and saw stuff she was not supposed to see at that age, shoplifted/stole from people and lied about it to successfully get away. It never started crossing the territory of cruelty towards others less out of being able to feel that moral obligation and moreso out of the desperate want and need to prove to herself that she was normal and okay.
7. It all started to go downhill for her mentality towards others when she framed one of her step-fathers for domestic violence. Had the whole Gone Girl plan that she executed so perfectly he had been sentenced to 5 years in prison. Of course her mother being the original blueprint for Ana that she is immediately flipped sides and assumed the role of another helpless victim for the public which to Ana’s dismay worked lmao. They got that man rotting in the cell (that guy deserves it, he had been “subtly” preying on Ana for a year and she was 17) and to everyone look like innocent victims meanwhile that situation definitely put a wedge and heavy strain on their already horrible relationship
8. Despite it her mom REALLY tried to prevent Ana from moving out for college and still tries to get in contact with her. Ana’s voicemail box on a home phone is FILLED with never listened to memos from her mother ranging from trying to play concerned mom missing her daughter and asking how is she to full blown tirades about what an ungrateful little bitch she is and turning herself a victim with almost nothing in between
9. When trying to appease Ana or feeling pressured to reward her by others her mom’s go to method of doing so would be buying expensive articles of clothing or jewelry for her. As an example for graduating as valedictorian of her class her mom took her to buy a pair of Louboutin shoes (Kate’s with kitten heel) for her walk out.
10. Ana used to have a straight bang for majority of her life by the choice of her mother but grew out her bangs and got a wolf cut in college once she moved out. Requires less maintenance and the bang always annoyed her lmao
11. Was sexualized as early as 4 years old. “You can’t sit in uncle lap anymore.”
12. Her need to play the victim comes from the fact that all her life she basically was nothing but a victim. She hasn’t had any experiences with relationship/sexuality/the way she is desired in a consensual way (on top of that traditional patriarchal model of heteronormative sex denies any idea of women having agency over their sexuality) so her brain processed all that trauma in a way where she internalized the idea that she is supposed to be a victim whenever engaging with anything sexual.
13. In the same breath I don’t think that Ana herself can emotionally recognize everything that she had been through as wrong. Her social emotional capacity is very limited and it’s very hard for her to be able to reflect back on those experiences and recognize that it was a defenseless child going through it and not her as she knows herself now. Ana gives herself entirely too much credit when she thinks of her ability to manipulate and twist her way out of situations back then. I like to think it’s part of her coping mechanism to not remember feeling this vulnerable and in danger all the time ESPECIALLY when she isn’t even equipped to properly process fear to begin with
I like the idea that for my versions of TFC cast the creepy factor of their masks can come from the fact that their voices don’t sound muffled in them at all
Which you would expect from a solid object literally sitting in front of their faces and specifically covering their mouths but they all just sound surprisingly and suspiciously clear behind them
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First, Digging the new name and vintage comic vibe.
Second, do you think Ana would enjoy setting up human men knowing her supernatural suitors are very much the jealous types? I feel like if she had residency at a hospital with an insufferable jerk as lead surgeon she could get them taken care of pretty easily.
Thaaaaank you this blog needed a rebrand for a while tho current layout is more temporary until i can draw my own stuff lmao
Oh and I can absolutely imagine Ana doing a set up like this and it’s not like Pierrot or Harlequin wouldn’t be eager to help her with that “problem” (We literally saw what Pierrot does to a customer at the coffee shop that was just rude to us. Granted I think Harley is WAY more levelheaded than Pierrot in that regard but I think if Ana wanted him to do something about whoever she wants to be dealt with he would do it gladly lmao. In their fucked up dynamic he would probably consider it like flirting or chivalrous gesture or would even feel flattered by her seeking his assistance)
But they can’t be reckless about how they go about dealing with human problems so some setup would be required
Say in the specific scenario of a jerk for attending surgeon Ana could continue leaning into her role of a sweet student and gift that man a ticket to a certain circus to show gratitude for their work✨
Do you think Ana and the whole, I repeat, the WHOLE circus troupe, COULD, even with the slightest chance, be a great polyamorous couple? But ONLY among themselves?
👁👁
Imma hold your hand when I say this and I mean it as a person who wishes to give Ana a harem and who loves exploring relationships dynamics lmao
I cannot imagine it working great with Ana and THE WHOLE crew being poly 😭
At most it could work out with Pierrot/Harlequin/Doctor/Ana (and even THAT would be a whole balancing act of its own, ik there is a planned ending for MC to end up with both Pierrot and Harley and I still would like to see how exactly they would make it work but it gotta be a challenge and throw in that giant bird in there and it’s gonna be even more complicated task lmao)
It’s really hard to imagine Ticket Taker and Jester being able to view Ana as safe enough to trust and even if they would after some great deal of time warm up to her it would be the type of trust you provide to your pet to not destroy the house while you are gone lol
I like to think that Ticket Taker keeps as much distance between himself and her as possible because she managed to make him genuinely smile behind the mask once and it MORTIFIED him (with his intense hatred for humans being smitten so seemingly effortlessly was extremely out of character) that he decided that best decision is to avoid her all together because last thing he wants is to get wrapped up in her net and not even notice it
Don’t get me wrong he still treats her with the same disregard, look from above and polite dismissal as any MC it’s just that Ana makes him feel extremely alert because he isn’t stupid enough to underestimate the effect she has on others the townsfolk and crew included
And Jester is basically in the same boat as TT except he isn’t afraid of Ana’s charm because he can see right through it because it’s all the same tactics he applies
Game recognizes game if you will lmao
Except he looks down on her and her execution because he got like decades if not centuries of experience on her so to him her act just feels like child play and the only reason why it works out for her so well is her cute pretty face
I think out of all of them in the TFC it’s hardest for me to imagine anything between Ana and Jester working out, he is just so smart and manipulative and has that shit maxed out on EXP, there is just no way for her to compare and in the same breath Imma be real I am not interested in exploring Ana as Jester’s (or Circus’s in general) obedient pet without any amount of control or agency I just don’t find those dynamics interesting to explore when it comes to Ana
Does Ana drink/smoke? If not, would she judge others for doing so?
She doesn’t!
She kinda looks down on those habits but in that practical sense of “Keep it up, you are going to make me richer when I am going to be your doctor.”
Ana thinks of habits like that as more socially accepted version of self-harm but doesn’t really pay much of mind to it to really care about others doing it
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How tall is Ana? She looks super small next to the circus crew but I'm not sure.
Also because as a big bosomed woman myself she looks like she has a g cup and on a frame that small she gotta have back problems.
Oh Ana is actually pretty tall! A solid 5’7-5’8
It’s just that the Circus Crew are all tall as hell so they make her look small 😭
As for her bra size she probably gotta be like 28K UK bra size, so yeah back pain is absolutely her constant state of existence especially with profession she decided to pursue (surgeon lmao)
She fairs well enough because she has a good enough muscle tone to keep her posture proper but I definitely imagine her feeling tired by the end of the day lmao (she is absolutely planning to get a breast reduction eventually)
I think Pierrot would definitely offer her a shoulder rub/back massage since he wants to be of use so badly
on that topic my friend @r4inyd4yzzzzz made a silly lil doodle once with the reason why Harlequin would like Ana so much
I feel like an asshole but I realized I don't actually know Ana's race - I know she is Southeast Asian but I want to know specifically her race because I'm interested in her. Sorry if you've already answered.
Oh, nah Ana is East Asian! Chinese 🇨🇳 specifically
I mentioned it several times and referenced it in her clothes but people keep confusing her for South East Asian or I had couple of people say she looks mixed black and I think it’s because I draw her with deep skin tone
Majority of people tend to associate East Asians with very pale skin color and those regions themselves are ridden with heavy colorism and only showcasing paper white skin in movies/shows/art/etc. so I wanted to make it a point to give Ana a very deep skin tone and for her to be still acknowledged as head-turning beauty
It soothes my own past insecurities and traumas to make a dark Asian girl and for her to be consistently referred to as gorgeous since again she at first started as my self-insert and only later grew into a separate character
may i ask just out of curiousity, have you ever thought of any voice claims for Ana? any certain character or something like that you think she might sound like?
Okay I know it’s going to sound very uninspired because she voiced Mulan, but Ming Na Wen!
I took a lot of inspiration from her role as June from Joy Luck Club when fleshing out Ana’s character (general base of experience of a Chinese American immigrant raised by the mother and cultural impact of it all)
But I also ADORE the way Ming’s voice sounds when she voices Madam Kaji from Blue Eyes Samurai, specifically that monologue cause AGH it feels so much like something Ana would say if she let her edges show proper
i looooove your Ana character! there's so much to her that every bit i learn abt her makes her seem so real 🖤🫀 your whole au and style is amazing i love ur work
it makes me so happy to hear that!!
i love it when people say that my characters feel like real people, makes it so rewarding to think that somebody else has the same lil creature running around in their head like it does in mine lmao
Will we ever Ana in your other artstyle? I'm quite curious of what she will look like 🤔
I STILL LOVE YOUR CARTOONY STYLE THOU, ITS JUST I NEED OTHER REFERENCES WHEN DRAWING HER 😭 hope you don't think this as an insult 😞
Here ya go!
I drew her in that style before but wanted to give it a try in TFC setting specifically
Nothing substantial changed, I only made her skintone warmer and richer and got rid of her eye bags since this Ana seemingly got her shit together and goes outside lmao
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I like my women a bit "evil". But yeah I think she pairs really well with the circus. All of the circus members have something they are guilty of so introducing Ana seems kind of like their karma made flesh.
Precisely!!!
The Circus is basically a human trafficking ring 😭
I feel like introducing somebody with on par deplorable morals is entertaining to watch unravel lmao
Ana in general was originally made to be “best reward + worst punishment in one package” type of character so I am glad it works in this settings too
I think the only character I haven’t really came up with proper dynamic for her yet is Jester but he is just generally tricky to play around for me tbh
Ask about Ana. Pushing the boys aside for a moment. You said to get into her good graces approaching her with good intentions is the way to go, AND to not make her see said relationship as transitional Ana and said person would need to go through their fair share of experiences where Ana sees the other person cares about her. How does she act with someone she fully trusts and who actually matters to her? More than the advantages they can offer her?
I will be honest, I didn’t expect that much interest in Ana as a character so I am flattered that people are curious about her!!
When Ana considers you close to her and actually important she start viewing you as part/extension of herself. Your wellbeing is her wellbeing, your sorrow is her sorrow, etc.
She will show genuine acts of care/help that aren’t motivated by what she can get in return because she wants you to be happy because your happiness is her happiness too!
It would go even as far as her actually feeling bad/sorry when she unintentionally hurts you. It wouldn’t go the same way it goes for neurotypical people where we feel bad for others through empathetically feeling it, for Ana it would be more like her cognitively thinking and reflecting on how you were impacted by her actions and while she can’t feel bad for what she did she can feel bad about the resulting damage of it on you and actually want to correct what she did wrong and even sincerely apologize for it!