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anyways, and this is completely astronomically painfully off topic, buuuuuuut, am i crazy for thinking "Remember You Omnichord" screams zomst mizisua?? like i was chopping vegetables or smt but like this song came on after me like not hearing it in forever, but my brain instantly we MIZISUA. OMG. BUBBLINE is MIZISUA. well bubbline isn't mizisua, i just realised they kinda look similar. huh. that's not the point though "This magic keeps me alive, but it's making me crazy" except it's the virus "I swear it wasn't me, it was thе crown " could be mizi apologising for the whole hitting sua thing. "But I'm losing myself, and I'm afraid you're gonna lose me too" I don't feel I need to explain this. "Please forgive me for whatever I do" uughhhhh

long story short listen to the song.

so I definitely remember when it dropped(I think it was around the time I started Kaguya sama) but like I remember thinking I'd watch it tomorrow over and over and now it's been a month, so like 3 days ago I sat my little butt down and watched it and now I'm lk obsessed!!?

like full on Candy Star has been playing in my head nonstop since, it's on all my playlists and I think it’s currently my song of the week so yeah. no cause why did the video start of with like a rotting zombie and probably one of the most depressing scenes ever, and then the circus bit starts and aI forget all about it??! like I knew it wasn’t gonna be like all cutesy all the way through because no 1, vivinos and qmeng wrote it and no 2 zombies and stuff but daammmnnn!

the bit at the beginning with kid mizi and sua was actually so adorable I was not prepared for literally anything after it. like the song kicked in and my brain just - died.

since we already saw them(mizisua) performing together I kinda just thought they were surviving *together*; that was not the case. No but the scene where Mizi slapped Sua actually broke me. like, I felt that. i folded so hard.

and the part where Mizi was being exploited and sexualized genuinely sickened me though, like I was watching it and she was debuting and my first thought was "Oh, Mizi gets a happy and fulfilling career" I was then shot 57 times. because what do you mean they posed her in very compromising and sexual poses w/ men even though she was a lesbian. and the flashes of body parts being sold, oh my God.

and AUCTION TIME!! Oh my God, the way my heart cried, because Mizi did give a shit. like they could kill Sua and she wouldn't even flinch, she was so okay with it. it genuinely pains me because I know Sua still loves her(more like emotionally and menatlly reliant but whatever) but Mizi genuinely doesn't care. just sua giving away everything for mizi, her love her humanity her freedom. and the world and all its creeps literally ruin everything.

i read this one theory that Mizi losing basically her whole symbolises her losing herself and basically becoming a mindless zombie(giving into the creeps), and Sua only losing half of hers was her clinging onto Mizi so much she's lost herself and Oh my GOD why can't they just be happy???

on the topic of the creeps(fans), wtf? Like they are literally cheering on rotting zombies??? hello?? it's just so wrong and icky and genuinely disgusting. the worst part is that there are people like that too in real life(as real as any life can be), and that's honestly horrifying, like humans are the problem in zomst, bot aliens like in alnst so it feels, atleast to me a bit more...awakening? I dunno if I'm using the right word but oh well.

i could probably say more but like this is already long and I kinda have to get up tomorrow so yay... long story short I was absolutely amazeballs and I am in love and in pain, you know Hyuna at the end? Yeah that was me too but no one asked so bye!

Quick honorable mentions-

The dead rat from the beginning(they will be missed)

The sneaky lil' references to Oh My Clematis

Ivan's lil' whistling towards thr end(10/10 loved it, still love it, probably never getting over it)

MiziSua and their ever toxic dependence on eacthother(not Mizi though😔)

Hyuna my queen

Sua's ADORABLE dress(you simply cannot comprehend how much I love it)

And Till and Luka my sweet lil' babies yet to show up yet(unless they did and I missed them or sm...)