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In this blog I'm going to post about loa, shifiting and non-duality. My content will be mostly in portuguese, but i will post in english too sometimes.
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Quando vocĂȘ para de olhar para sua dr como se fosse algo distante, futuro, um "lĂĄ", vocĂȘ percebe que ela sempre esteve bem aqui, acontecendo no mesmo espaço onde vocĂȘ estĂĄ agora.
Se vocĂȘ muda a forma como enxerga a si mesmo, muda automaticamente a forma como enxerga o mundo, e por consequĂȘncia, a forma como o mundo responde a vocĂȘ.
O problema nunca foi "o mundo nĂŁo se moveu", mas sim que vocĂȘ continua insistindo em olhar para ele como prova, como se fosse um juiz que vai dizer se vocĂȘ estĂĄ fazendo certo ou errado.
Esse "Fiz de tudo" costuma ser na verdade "tentei tudo esperando que alguma dessas coisas fizesse o fĂsico refletir o que eu quero". SĂł que todos nĂłs jĂĄ sabemos que nĂŁo existe essa de fazer pra conseguir. Existe sĂł ser.
Quando vocĂȘ se instala de verdade nesse reconhecimento o fĂsico nĂŁo tem escolha a nĂŁo ser se alinhar. NĂŁo porque algo aconteceu no tempo, mas porque vocĂȘ parou de sustentar a versĂŁo que mantinha a aparĂȘncia antiga.
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Entretanto, a ConsciĂȘncia Ă TUDO, TEM TUDO, Ă TUDO O QUE JĂ EXISTE E PODE EXISTIR. Por esse motivo, existem, agora mesmo, infinitas possibilidades no mar da ConsciĂȘncia. Todas as possibilidades (manifestaçÔes, DRs, outros planos, etc) jĂĄ existem, estĂŁo apenas esperando ser reconhecidas e percebidas.
Portanto anon, a sua vida revisada jĂĄ existe como uma possibilidade na vastidĂŁo da ConsciĂȘncia. E quando vocĂȘ muda sua percepção e passa a perceber a sua vida revisada no "fĂsico", a sua "vida antiga" nĂŁo existe mais (digamos assim), agora ela se transformou em mais uma possibilidade. Tudo o que a ConsciĂȘncia estarĂĄ percebendo a partir de entĂŁo serĂĄ o seu "fĂsico novo".
oiee, sou iniciante na prĂĄtica da lds e tĂŽ manifestando meu sp, tenho uma duvida e uma "sucess story". ontem eu tava em um lugar e na hora eu tava ouvindo 7 rings da ariana, com muita ĂȘnfase no refrĂŁo, pensando nele, e pouco tempo depois ele apareceu.
pra que o meu relacionamento se manifestar no fĂsico, oq eu devo fazer exatamente? pq na hora que aquilo aconteceu eu nĂŁo acho que eu tenha feito muita coisa nĂŁo
No momento que vc estava ouvindo a mĂșsica (muito babadeira essa mĂșsica, por sinal) vocĂȘ estava tranquila, sem desespero, sem tentativas, apenas descansando na certeza.
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Outro exemplo melhor, eu estou preenchendo um script de Harry Potter, quando eu for afirmar, "eu estou na dr de Harry Potter" eu vou ir para a do meu script, ou pra uma dr de Harry Potter nada haver?
OlĂĄ anon, estou bem e vc?
Sim anon, vocĂȘ irĂĄ pra sua DR exatamente como estĂĄ no seu script!
you are god. you fucking are. youâre not a lil guy. youâre not some soggy leftover tossed into the 3D microwave to reheat suffering. youâre god in a flesh suit and you keep playing peekaboo with your power like âteehee whereâd it go?â bitch. YOU. ARE. THE. POWER. there is no âwhereâd it goââitâs your bloodstream. itâs your marrow. itâs the void hissing behind your eyeballs every time you close them and forget your name. that is you. not this 3D identity crisis cosplay youâve been doing like itâs a fucking drama club production.
you are the creator and you keep pretending like you forgot? like youâre some pitiful meat puppet who has to BEG the world to hand them crumbs?? you are the one who says âi amâ and the universe goes âyes.â the world is YOURS. it was made by you, FOR you, and you sit there whining about how it hasnât shown up yet? how itâs been âdaysâ? BAE. there IS NO TIME. time isnât real. you invented it. itâs fake. the 3d? fake. all of it. a reflection. a screen. a damn echo. and youâre gonna cry to an echo??
you are the âi am.â no last name. no asterisk. no conditions. no vibe check. just i am, baby. pure, raw, limitless, god-coded energy. and youâre out here sobbing because âwahh the 3d hasnât changed yet :(â shut the hell up. the 3d is a google doc you accidentally left on âview only.â itâs already written. itâs yours. and instead of editing the source (your state), youâre trying to fight the screen like a feral pigeon headbutting its reflection. unhinged. pathetic. deeply unserious behavior.
YOU are the fucking projector. YOU are the one who says what goes. YOU are the awareness. you are the faceless, formless I AM and you keep trying to shove yourself into the âouter youâ like that sad little shell is who you are. no. itâs not. thatâs not you. thatâs the puppet youâre wearing. the moment you say âi am,â thatâs you. and what do you choose to slap on after that? âi am tiredâ? âi am waitingâ? âi am not seeing resultsâ? shut up. you are fucking LIMITLESS and you just gave your infinite power to the concept of being a little worm begging the 3d to like you back.
you are not waiting. you are not hoping. youâre not scratching little tally marks on your soul like âday 7 without a signâ youâre letting time own you? you created the concept of a second and then cried when seconds passed. jail. electric chair. THE GUILLOTINE. all of you. the god self doesnât even know what day it is because the god self is time. the god self is NOW.
youâre not supposed to feel like youâre becoming your desires, youâre supposed to fucking be them. NOW. not next week. not after the full moon. not after you âheal.â not after you find the perfect method. now. the god self doesnât wait. the god self doesnât whine. the god self doesnât check. the god self KNOWS. because the god self is. it just IS. and thatâs what you are.
what the fuck is âlaterâ to a being made of consciousness and unfiltered imagination?? you are the ânowâ that reality bows to. and you keep letting your goofy lil âouter selfâ run the show like itâs got any real authority. no. the outer self is a side character. a side extra. a background blur. it doesnât get a vote. it doesnât even get to speak unless YOUâthe void, the real you, the I AMâgives it a line to say.
and the things you dare to call âdelusionalâ? youâre wrong. itâs the OPPOSITE. delusional is thinking the 3D means ANYTHING. delusional is thinking you have to âearnâ your desires or âwaitâ for the right moment. you already HAVE IT. not because you deserve it. not because you did some ritual under the full moon with a manifestation playlist and two dried rose petals on your nipples. you have it because you said âi amâ and chose it. end of script.
you donât wait for it to pop out of the bushes and go âsurprise!â no. you decide you are it. thatâs the whole thing. thatâs the whole secret. âi want xyzâ -> âi decide i have xyzâ -> âi have xyz.â done. finished. thatâs it. no arguing. no spiraling. no refreshing your life like youâre waiting for a fucking Amazon package.
you breathed the desire into existence. you made it real. you ARE it. there is nothing to chase. nothing to get. you canât get what you already are. itâs like hunting your own shadow and asking why it keeps dodging. maybe because youâre a fucking idiot. respectfully.
you want wings? done. mars? sure. flawless face, dream life, sugar baby contracts with billionaires and dragons? why the fuck not. itâs yours. it always was. you are the source code. and yet here you are, refreshing your 3D life like itâs a laggy tumblr dashboard and crying because ânothingâs moving.â
youâre manifesting because you already fucking HAVE IT and youâre just letting yourself see it. and even thatâs optional, honestly. the god self doesnât give a shit what the 3d says. it doesnât need a single molecule of âproof.â it doesnât chase. it doesnât even look. because the god self isnât obsessed with the 3d. the god self laughs at it. shrugs at it. maybe glances over once in a while like âoh thatâs cuteâ and then goes right back into imagination, because THATâS the real world.
YOU are the thing that moves. the 3D responds to YOU. not the other way around. itâs a bootleg slideshow of your assumptions and youâre crying over it like itâs your god. iâm sorry, are we in clown school? did we enroll in delulu university and forget our major? the only subject you need to pass is âi am = already.â and bitch, youâre flunking.
and donât get me started on the way you spiral. the way you forget youâre god just because a thought didnât feel aligned for two seconds. youâll be sitting there, radiating cosmic power, then stub your toe or get ghosted and go âomg iâve fallen out of the state!!â bitch YOU CANâT FALL OUT OF THE STATE. what are you gonna do, fall out of being conscious?? fall out of existence?? what the hell??
you are not manifesting to get anything. thatâs the outer you talking. you are manifesting because you remembered. because you always had it. because you ARE it. and you forgot. and thatâs fine. but now you remember. now you KNOW. and once you know? you canât unknow it. you canât go back. you are god. you are the I AM. and the I AM does not question. the I AM does not doubt. the I AM says âlet there beâ and there fucking is.
so let there be. let there fucking BE. stop editing your desires down to fit into a reality that isnât even real. stop filtering your wants through the eyes of the puppet self who doesnât even have a brain cell to its name. you are the artist, the paint, the canvas, and the goddamn gallery.
stop giving your power away like itâs a fucking birthday coupon. you donât need a sign. you donât need a shift. you donât need a miracle. YOU. ARE. THE. FUCKING. MIRACLE.
youâre the goddamn architect of every damn timeline, and youâre acting like a soggy tissue because the 3D burped weird. itâs not that serious. itâs not even real. you donât live there anymore. you donât identify with that shit. you left that chat. you blocked that reality. you moved in with the you that HAS IT ALL and made them your roommate. your bestie. your twin flame. whatever makes you stop being a dumbass about it.
you are not your body. you are not your fears. you are not that stupid voice in your head going âbut what if it doesnât happenâ you are the void. you are the I AM. you are the beginning, middle, and end. youâre god with anxiety and a phone addiction. youâre divinity in a silly little outfit. and youâre here to remember. remember what you are. remember what you already have. remember that the game is rigged in your favor because you built the fucking game.
so. shut up. close your eyes. go into the void. remember your name. choose your story. and stop playing small in a reality YOU CREATED. god doesnât play hide and seek with their own power. god is. and so are you.
get it together. or donât. either way, the universe still bends to you.
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Non Dualism Basics + Manifestation (for people who want to be freed from limitations)
âąÂ°. *àż Honesty non dualism changed my life for the better and I will always be grateful to know about this :)
Non-dualism is the recognition that there is no separation between you and reality, awareness and experience. There is only awareness, appearing as all phenomena: thoughts, sensations, perceptions, what is called the external world.
The person you believe you are is not a fixed identity, it is merely a pattern of thoughts and memories experienced by awareness.
In non dualism, your true nature is consciousness or awareness. Everyone's true essence is consciousness, and it makes up everything you see: the ego, the physical world, the imagination, everything. This all exists because consciousness let it exist, meaning you, as the creator, expect it and allow it to be.
There is no authority higher than awareness, yet awareness is not a being. It is not human, not otherworldly, not a force, not a person. It is everything and it is nothing. The âpowerâ to shift, change, select is not owned, but it is simply the fact of identification. Whatever awareness identifies with, it materializes. Whatever is taken to be âI,â becomes experienced in the external.
You are simply awareness identifying/living as a human, which means you aware of a ego. An ego is simply the human you are aware of: their visual field, 5 senses, thoughts, emotions, feelings, all of it!
The ego is not an entity, it is the illusion of being a person, the thought âI am this.â It is simply a cluster of sensory data and thought appearing in the field. The sense of âmy senses,â âmy thoughts,â âmy experience,â arises only through misidentification. Drop that, and what remains is pure being: awareness itself.
Youâre not a human trying to reach awareness, you are awareness appearing as a human. The only limitation is believing you are the ego: the thoughts, the personality, the sense of being a separate self in a physical world. That belief filters your experience to match it.
The ego isnât the one manifesting anything. Itâs just the appearance of a character in the dream (the physical). Whatâs actually manifesting the dream is awareness itself. The moment something is fully accepted as true, it appears. Not because a person made it happen, but because identification shifted.
Everything is consciousness. Imagination and "real life/3d" are not different from each other, they are the same appearance, made of the same thing. When awareness identifies as the ego, the egoâs world plays out. When that identity drops, the experience shifts.
You don't become awareness, you just realize you never were anything else. Theres nothing to fix, nothing to get, because as awareness, you have everything already, you just need to decide/select it and it is done. There is no desiring when you already have it. You just refuse the old and accept the new.
Selection is not a doing, itâs simply no longer denying what is already true.
Ok but get to the burning question, how do I "manifest" something?
You donât. Not really, but hear me out.
You dont "manifest" as a person. Whatâs called âmanifestationâ is just awareness identifying with a new version of reality.
Because all possibilities already exist in awareness, nothing needs to be created. Youâre not making something happen, youâre dropping the identity that says it is not already so.
What you are being = what you are claiming as âI am.â
Not what you say.
Not what you visualize.
Not what you feel.
Only what you be.
There is no gap between desirer and desired, as both arise within awareness. The âthingâ and the âone who wants itâ are the same illusion.
Drop the self who wants the thing â
The thing appears because there is no one left to need it.
You canât lack anything if you are the source of all of it. Lack only appears when you think youâre a separate self (ego) who has to get. If that identity isnât claimed, neither is the feeling of want or desire or need.
From non-duality, thereâs no âmanifestingâ something outside of you, because nothing is outside. Thereâs just awareness appearing as whatever is identified with. Thatâs it.
Itâs not about making it happen. Itâs about not identifying as the one who lacks.
So:
Drop the story of âI want it.â Ignore the ego, do not claim its thoughts or feelings or external world as yours.
Be the version where itâs normal, obvious, already here. Decide what it is the ego "wants" and claim it to be true now. Identify as the ego (person) who has it, rather than the ego who doesn't. As awareness, both those identities hold equal weight, so pick the one that suits you best.
Donât wait for it. Thereâs no waiting in being. If youâre waiting, youâre still wanting.
Thatâs literally it. "Manifestation" is not doing. Itâs being.
But how do I become a new identity???
Identity is not built. Itâs selected. You donât need to feel like it nor think like it. You only need to know: This is who I am now. And you refuse to claim anything else.
Think about it like choosing clothes, you dont need to "become" a new outfit. you put it on. done. no waiting, no steps, no convincing.
You are awareness, you can be anything and have anything. So select it and in that moment, it is DONE, it is now your truth. Stand firm in that decision and ignore anything against it.
Wait Evangeline...but what about thoughts or affirmations??? Arent they what manifests???
If you are coming from a loa perspective, this might be what you are thinking.
Well its not the thought or affirmation themselves, it is the stance behind it. They don't create reality, the identification does.
If you identify as the version who has it, the experience reflects that. If you identify as someone trying to get it, then trying is what shows up.
Think of it like this:
When you open a door, you donât have to affirm âI open the doorâ over and over. You just open it, because you know you can. You already identify as someone who opens doors. Itâs natural.
Affirmations can help if they express whatâs already true for you. But if youâre using them to convince yourself, then youâre still not being it, youâre still trying. I find that affirmations are often not necessary, as if you know you are something, you don't need convincing. The only thing that needs convincing is the old ego, but you aren't that anymore so ignore it.
Like, if you have a car, you donât affirm it 10k times daily to keep it. You just know itâs yours. You are the version who has a car. Thatâs the only reason it's there.
Same with anything else. You have it when you're not trying to get it. You are it when thereâs nothing left to prove.
Doubts from the ego donât matter. Ego doesnât choose. Ego has no part in what is identified with, nor what is "manifested." Awareness does. The one watching the doubt (awareness) isnât doubting. Ignore the ego, don't claim its thoughts and doubts as you. It is not the real you, you are the observer.
Now for the big guy in question... the 3d:
The "3d" is not real in itself, it is simply a mirror of identity. The external world is not separate from you. It is a reflection of identity, projected through awareness. It appears âoutside,â but it is arising within consciousness, just like imagination. The 3d does not exist independent of awareness.
You don't change it by pushing on it or screaming at it, you change it by dropping identification with what it reflects.
The "3d" is not a cause, not a source, and definitely not a judge. It is a reflection of what's being identified with (not what's being thought, affirmed, or forced by the ego).
There is no need to worry about the external because:
It is you projected as form, it is not separate from you
The "3d" is not the source, it has no authority to determine what is real. You do.
It has no power, so it cant show anything that isn't being projected by you as the creator.
It always has to mirror who you are being, it has no choice
No need to worry. The 3D follows you. Always. Because it is you.
If itâs showing something unwanted, itâs because identity hasnât shifted yet. Thatâs all. But do not get caught up in this, as time is not real to infinite awareness. Choose to stop observing the "3d" of the old ego, choose to stop giving it attention, and it will cease to exist.
If you get doubts from the ego, ignore them, remind yourself that it is "not me" and "not mine." You are the observer, the one who has everything, so don't pay attention to the ego with lack. It is not you anymore.
Be indifferent to the old ego's "3d," be indifferent to its lack. If you see it still, just observe, and know it is not yours.
Do not think this means you have to abandon the old ego's life if you still "see" it. You can still do things in the old 3d without identifying with it or claiming it. Simply know it is no longer you.
How to know you are the new identity:
You no longer ask "Am I doing it right." You no long chase proof and you no longer entertain the old storyline. You stand in: "This is what I am. Nothing else matters.â
It is not about effort, it is simply refusal + knowing + indifference to all else.