lighting up a pink candle gave me the magnetic aura that i was craving for, and that fits me perfectly. his love is gentle, caring and careful. As we were lying on my bed while talking, he could talk looking at my eyes, thing that he cant do with a lot of people, why, i dont know, but it means a lot for me, knowing that he can feel confortable talking about such deep topics while staring at my eyes. everyone has one specifically way of showing love, normally it changes by the person, and it is a really important thing that we need to understand. my way of showing love is hearing, loving, knowing all the parts of that person and hugging them, my love has a little anxiety within it, that cant see good things happening after such a painfull life, but then a glowy aura makes me understand that good things happens all the time, we need to surrender to the moment and live. his way of showing love is bringing me that candy that i like and other things that i cant say because i didint notice. that loser belief inside of me raised so big that i cant see the good aspects of some situation, just myself waiting for the pain, because it is more easy to deal. but at the end of the day, that things like "oh he needs to buy you chocolate" or "he needs to give you flowers every week, because if he dont do this, he dont likes you!" its a fallacy to make us felling anxious about what the other person fells, not considering everything and looking only for an especifically thing, exemple, a person can always listen to you, help you, show that it really cares, but never brought you flowers, because this is probally not the form that it loves. im not saying to accept the minimum, just saying that somethings we look so hard to the rainbow we forget there is a whole sky every day. we look so hard to a certain action we forget that the feeling speak louder and act ruffianly, the words, the body, it all comunicate.
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