VICKY

I haven’t been on here for at least over a year. I’ve been busy with casual daily life that I haven’t felt the need to blog. My life has followed a bendy road the last year due to many events that have happened. Lets just start from the start. I’m 20 years old, I live at home with my parents, my dog and my hamster. I have a part time job at the co-op where I have been for 2 years on the 1st October being tomorrow. I volunteer at the primary school where I live 2 days a week which links into my college diploma course that I am studying. To be a Teaching Assistant. I attend a local Slimming World club every Wednesday in order to help me loose the pounds. I’ve lost 2 stone 8.5 so far within 12 weeks. I’ve lost certain people along the way of the course of my life. people are also unwell. I recently split with my ex boyfriend after being with him for nearly 5 years (known for just over 7). 

Life is tough, I’m not the kind of person to lie and say everything is okay, will be fine or that I’m finding life pleasant. I’m finding it difficult to encounter those daily routines that I have.  My grandad is unwell too which makes it ever so awkward for me to get upset about the split considering he is my family. I feel selfish when i shed a tear. Anyway, i’m picking myself up and all those little pieces and trying to just get on with life. I don’t really believe in god or anything in that sense, but i’m sure enough that i got put onto this earth to enjoy everything that gets put in my face and there will be hiccups and hurdles that I have to face but then i just realize there is more to life than working and paying bills. I am having my good days and also those expected bad days where all i can think about is the past.