He at least was coping with it in his own way. At his 'I don't care about me' Lucia raised a brow, "you should." she stated looking back at him. If he didn't care about himself, that would open a whole different discussion. Lucia didn't want to end up even more of a mess. Whether he knew this or not. She remained quiet at his direct question. How is it going? translation: how are you doing, don't bullshit me. She knew Tyler could see through her. Not that she would ever lie to him. She nodded her head "give me a sec." She stood up, went to go grab her weighted blanket, which was comfortable for her. She had her plushie around and made sure she brought all that to the couch. She then walked over towards him, taking his hand before leading him to the couch. Only when he sat, she then made herself comfortable next to him. Her legs resting over his lap as she turned towards him. Banana smoothing in hand, blanket over them. "I fucking hate how this all turned to shit." her voice was quiet, like she was exhausted from all the crying. "I haven't slept, and it feels like this is all but a nightmare I haven't woken up from." they had lost a friend, someone they all cared about. It wasn't something she could just forget about. It affected Kitty as well. "I can't help but think, it could have been Nicky, it could have been me." she paused looking over at Tyler. "I was suppose to be by the popcorn stand along with Nicky, but he told me to go to temporary tattoo stand." realization settled in, still, she didn't look away from Tyler.