Sad Soul

Death just seems like the best way out atm

Anyone else feeling unwanted and not good enough? Just me. Ok. 

honestly? always being the one who loves more is so exhausting and heart breaking why cant i just be good enough for once

People always seem to “grow out of me” almost as if I’m just a phase

who would love someone like me anyway

I feel like instead of going through my 20’s having fun and going out with friends, instead I’m going through a shitty depression I’ve been going through for 9 years

You ever just realise that everyone’s leaving you ? Everyone’s moving on with their lives and being happy and I’m just in the same place I was 6 years ago when this all began.

why do people romanticize loneliness and sadness and depression so much? it isnt funny or beautiful or romantic. It makes you feel worthless and alone and like you dont have a fighting chance at ever being happy or have someone love you 

i wonder what it’s like to have someone love and adore and cherish you that shit must be w i l d