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Hi! Well, I take the moment to explain everything! Siderea was known as Subconscious, which the protagonist was Nevaeh and Liam, below the of them, they are from 2018 (they look terrible man)

The story is pretty much the same as now; in 2018, it was just more general. Nevaeh woke up in a world she didn't know and couldn't see because she is blind, but a kid, Liam, woke her up and helped her to remember everything Now it has a full world-building, I will copy-paste the synopsis I did! Lio is the new name of Liam

"You awaken cradled by the breath of an infinite ocean, where the water does not dampen and the sky knows no bounds. Around you, there is no mainland, only a silent archipelago of suspended ruins: fragments of Gothic cathedrals, the lenses of giant telescopes, and capsized brass ships. For Nevaeh, this is the only reality. You recall no past, you know no face other than your own reflection among the corals, and you believe, with every fiber of your being, that you have always lived in this melancholy paradise of celestial debris. In this labyrinth of memories you do not know you possess, you are not alone. Waiting for you is Lio, your compass. He takes you by the hand and guides you through the currents of the Upper Sea, navigating by the constant tolling of a small bell he wears around his neck. For Nevaeh, Lio is more than just a guide: he is her beating heart in a world adrift.

But the peace of the Upper Sea is an illusion beginning to fracture. As you follow Lio, the world around you starts to shift:

Echoes from the Void: Mysterious objects—a blue silk robe, a silver chalice, a blade of mercury—appear among the wreckage, evoking sensations of a physical pain you shouldn't be able to feel.

The Crimson Horizon: The crystal-clear waters begin to stain a deep red. A thick, ferrous tide surges toward you, threatening to swallow the beauty of the ruins.

The Admiral’s Shadow: In the depths beneath your feet, a monstrous, titanic Sperm Whale cuts through the water. Its song is not a sound, but a command that makes your very bones tremble—a call seeking to drag you down into a darkness you do not wish to remember.

Features of the Experience

A Dreamlike Odyssey Explore a surreal world where the sacred and the maritime merge into a breathtaking visual aesthetic.

The Invisible Bond Trust Lio completely. The sound of his bell and his golden aura are your only tools to navigate a world where your perception begins to betray you.

A Puzzle of Identity Piece together who Nevaeh truly is. Every fragment recovered is a truth that threatens to destroy the world you love.

The Upper Sea is your home. Lio is your heart. But how long can you ignore the tolling that seeks to wake you? "

I'm currently working on Nevaeh's character design, which I'm almost done with, but I can show you a full-body of the design!

I know life is hard, stressful and heavy, but you can find joy in little things that can help you feel alive. A simple walk, stay in the balcony and listen to the birds, drink your fav tea, anything like that, if you focus on the moment, it makes you feel you are someone around something. If it's too hard to get out of that mentality, please seek therapy. With the right therapist you can feel better. I really wish you the best ❤️

-Do you love squirrels? 🐿️

-Do you watch any streamers? Like CaseOh for example?

-I heard that you've found somebody who treated you better. Can I draw you both together? (If I ever get out of my artblock ☠️)

It's Vespirs, with one i! I need to put more i's in some socials because the handle is already taken. Vesperis comes from "vespertilio", which in Latin means bat (the animal), but I took only the start, vesper, which means even/night in Latin, adding the suffix -is, which I didn't follow the Latin grammar, it was pretty random to sound nice hahah

I like squirrels! They are really cute!

I mostly watch Italian streamers; the international ones that I watch are related to League of Legends

I find it deeply disturbing how Twisted Doctor wants to come back under that username. The pinned comment under Toastify's video is so telling. He genuinely does not care about any of his victims who will be terrified the moment he comes back and tries to get a hold of his internet stardom again.

The man is a predator, he preyed on people and abused them. And the way he can't comprehend that because of what he did, he can't return to internet fame is a really terrifying implication he doesn't fully understand how he's negatively impacted people, and he might do it again.

And I really hope you know that he is not your responsibility. He is his own person making his own choices, and you and many others have already put in the hard work to expose him. You did great, hats off to you. I know it wasn't easy for you to do all this, but your effort was everything, and it continues to mean everything. I wish you the best!

It doesn't come off as fishing for drama, no worries! Sadly, I was, and still am a bit, defined by his presence, especially in the past; but now it's just a closed chapter and a bad memory. Trauma needs time to heal, but I can say I have already healed a lot! Some marks will remain sadly, but that's how life works and we can't change it

Let's say the comment he left there just showed how he contradicts himself all the time, from saying "I no longer need internet" to replying in less than a day under a video related to him + coming back after 1 year once the callouts came out; at least people finally see how he is incoherent all the time and just wants the attention from his online presence. He doesn't appear willing to change or take responsibility for what he did, but believe me, acting like that will catch up with him. It's not a teen drama, but serious illegal actions that happened, which he doesn't want to accept

And I'm so sorry for what you've gone through. Nobody should treated anyone, especially you like sh!t on the internet, and he didn't do anything to protect you from online harassment you've endured. He was supposed to be your 'partner' who was supposedly protective of you online, yet he was selfish of his own career despite being aware of what you went through. I hope you're doing alright now after all these years.

I wasn't aware of him around 2017-2018, and thankful I didn't, because those were the years when I was easily influenced by artists like him, as a teenager, otherwise I might be equally as messed up right now. It was only around 2019 when I had some semblance of control to finally know his artworks, and to this day I have a strong following for his *works*, but not for him as a whole. I know how to separate arts from artists. I strived to not be like him in the future.

With that long a$$ paragraph out of the way, are you fine with people like me who are still obsessed by his artworks, art styles and characters as a whole? And are you fine with me if hypothetically someday I'll post arts of his characters, and that even included artworks of your oc, Rex and Mystery together (in my alternate universe art)

I wouldn't post artworks of them together or even his OC, especially if it's his OC and yours' together, unless you're fine with that.

You're totally free to not sugarcoat, as a long we talk in a respectful way we can talk about anything!

Yeah, of course. Not having parental protection on the internet at an early age is the most damaging thing that can happen, and sadly, it’s getting even worse with the new generation. On top of that, he had a really disastrous family life, so there wasn't much of an upbringing there, and that’s not his fault at all. ​But after years of getting older, a lot of people tried to help him understand right from wrong. It looked like he was listening, but in reality, he just didn't care. I can say he wasn't like that before; he got a lot worse once he became popular, sadly. ​It’s a 'nothing burger' example, but we used to talk about anything and do everything together. Once he got popular, he only wanted to talk about Mystery, Doll Eye, his work, etc. Just that, and nothing else.

The time period and the friend group we were in didn't help either. During 2017, jokes about things like 'pedobear' and SA were really normalized all over the internet. Our group always joked about and romanticized r-pe, so being a young teen around that, without parents telling you it’s wrong, doesn't help you understand the line between a gross joke among comfortable friends and actually exposing other people to that stuff. ​Of course, that doesn't excuse the rest of what happened, like the racism and grooming callouts. He was older then; he was told multiple times by people close to him that certain things were not okay and that he should work on himself. For some reason, he just didn't listen. Now, he claims that 'no one helped him understand,' which is false. You can clearly see in the document and the different screenshots that he knew it was wrong. He’s just trapped in this limbo of getting an adrenaline rush from the attention; that’s the only thing that matters to him now, nothing else.

I'm doing fine nowadays, luckily. As I've said multiple times, I'm finally actually living. Given the situation I was in back then, I didn't act very well either - being toxic, throwing out insults for no reason, and so on. It was a desperate way of asking for help when I didn't know how else to do it. At least I've learned now that being angry at everyone isn't the right path.

I never denied the use I did of the r word years ago, I admitted multiple times to using slurs as a kid/teen, I also talked about this with people in my server as well, so idk what you're talking about. I talked multiple times about my rudeness of years ago, also never denied I wasn't. Mate, the down syndrome thing... don't you know the slang braindead? Ofc I was using the slang one, maybe read the context before saying random bullshit?

What he has done to you is horrible and shouldn't be forgiven, especially after he let your fanbase harass you for 6+ years.

As someone who was in the animation meme community (minus Amino), I'm sorry about what happened to you, no 13 to 16-year-old should have gone through that, especially when your partner at the time didn't even try to defend you or make a callout post to stop the harassment train from his fans

I hope you can go through this and succeed in your life, and have a healthy recovery from what you have gone through in your life as a kid <3

(Also, the fact that you actually got a diploma and you are actually succeeding in life unlike your ex who is currently a school dropout ← (yes, your ex admitted to it in a video that has been deleted from early 2025) is really funny to me, like how tf your ex is singing about not wanting to have a job while you have a diploma and degree in art??? W Vesperiis/Sam, L Twisted-Doctor)

(I apologize if this causes any issues or annoyance tho)

I sadly know, the fact he waited exactly to be the anniversary of being called out as a groomer shows how braindead chronically online he is and how much he needs these asspats he is desperate for. But, it doesn't surprise me; hell, I even joked about him doing it knowing how stupid he is

The best thing we can do is to not give attention to his socials, don't watch the videos to leave a negative comment, just totally ignore it. He is trying to come back because he believes it's the same situation of 2022, but gladly, it isn't. People know and he risks to be doxxed and more. Internet doesn't forget

Ye I know he dropped out high school, we were still together - shame on him. I told him multiple times that he couldn't live with his online character, guess who was right. Mostly, if he didn't spent the money he gained from Makeship, which was around 10k to what I know, for stupid stuff and pay food, taxes, etc, he didn't need to make a video crying asking for money hahah

I gratuated with the max score in high school and this summer I will have my university diploma, I have a little more hope to find a place to work on art, at least, I hope. He was pretty jealous of my general knownledge of cultural and other stuff and always putted me down for it, which made me downgrade in a lot of life aspects; social life, art, culture, languange and more. I'm not joking when I say I no longer have a terminal illness and I'm living again!

Mad Father REDRAW 2026 - 2015

Mad Father was one of the first games I played on my pc when I was a kid and it started all the love I have for this kind of RPGs. Doing the redraw was really fun and made me feel a lot of nostalgia! I love how the illustration came out <3 You can find the speedpaint below!