On The Road To Hell There Was A Railroad Line

doomscrolling through the Deutsche Bahn App

it baffles me that with all the resources we have on healing from trauma and abuse and how it shapes literally everything, people can apply it for themselves but not apply it to their parents or anything. it’s still really shitty of them to have neglected a child, but it’s easier to make sense of it when you realize it happened because of something that happened to them instead of just “because 🤷‍♀️” like i spent a healthy time being fucking angry at my mom and grieving what we could have had but on the other side of it, i came out feeling deeply sympathetic towards her because she grew up watching pogroms targeted at her brothers, cousins, uncles, her people. like that would have fucked me the fuck up too, i probably wouldn’t have been much better at the whole mother thing if i lived through that

the girlies who are anti-makeup tune out of this post rn and the rest of you stay but i hate hate hate the culture around makeup in the last few years where some rando will be like “try a thinner brow!” “blush on the nose tip looks soooo bad and it’s unflattering on you” “try your blush closer to your temples instead of cheeks, it lifts instead of making you look older” Shut Up. Shut Up!!! stop trying to turn makeup into a uniform template to cut and paste on every face regardless of the individual features and have you considered that maybe i fucking love my blush all over my nose and cheeks because it’s kinda cute to me that i look like i just came in from the cold like a winter dolly

having a headache while hydrated is so unfair. you were supposed to protect me.

die drei fragezeichen gehen nur nie zum arzt weil sie kein geld haben und deshalb auch keine krankenversicherung

“If I had time travel I’d kill Hitler” “If I had time travel I’d stop my favourite politician getting assassinated” you’re all thinking way too small. If I had time travel I’d stop Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin from dying on the moon due to Soviet sabotage, kicking off the Great Nuclear War and devastating half of the planet.

Good Job.

do you think no one else has time travel

“If I had time travel I’d kill Hitler” “If I had time travel I’d stop my favourite politician getting assassinated” you’re all thinking way too small. If I had time travel I’d stop Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin from dying on the moon due to Soviet sabotage, kicking off the Great Nuclear War and devastating half of the planet.

Good Job.

do you think no one else has time travel

I'm following blogs that haven't posted in like eight years but I don't care I shall never unfollow them because I am a true and loyal knight #loyalknight

i love pleasantly unpleasant sensory experiences. getting tattooed. eating a too-big dollop of wasabi and feeling like i've been kicked in the face. being outside when it is very very cold and a little kiss of frigid air slipping between my glove and coat sleeve. people say building discomfort tolerance is important because discomfort is an inevitable part of life, and that's true, but discomfort can also be a source of joy and part of what makes life worth living.